Author's note: Hello again my angels! Just to let you know there will be 2 chapters uploaded today when you've finished this super long chapter you'll understand why I just couldn't leave you hanging like that! I would also like to thank my lovely reviewers; to Bae319 and iwantedwardtobemine here's what you've been waiting for and to mixmixchocolate93, liatortilla and lazybeth thank you for your support it is very much appreciated! I would love to have been able to add a whole list of names here but these wonderful readers have been the only ones to review. So there you have it a freakishly long AN I'll try to refrain from doing it again. And here we go with the next thrilling chapter...

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Chapter 4

I spent the next hour and a half sitting on my bed thinking about everything I had just learned. Jasper is in love with me. How could I not have know this? How did everyone else in the family know this and not tell me? And how did I feel? I liked Jazz I always had I mean with his shaggy blond hair he is constantly sweeping out of his gorgeous ice blue eyes, his tone muscular body. And his chest! God I just wanted to run my hands across those well defined muscles. But apart from physical attraction I really liked to be around him. He makes me feel comfortable and he seems to be happy just to be in the same room with me. There are some very strong feelings there, he was never like a brother to me so it wasn't those kind of feelings, he'd always just been a good friend. Yes I like Jasper, I don't know if its love but there is a definite attraction and an emotional connection. And I most definitely have a desire to see if there could be more.

Just as I reached this conclusion the door banged open and Conner came flying into the room chased by a the funniest thing I have ever seen.

"Em... what happened to you?" I asked, when I was finally able to speak through my laughter.

"Your son and his Aunt Rose thought it would be fun to give me a little make over while I was taking a nap! And its not funny Bells! What would you do if you woke up looking like Bozo the clown?" Emmett was standing there with his hands on his hips his hair gelled up in all directions, with bright red lipstick, glitter on every inch of exposed skin, blue eye shadow and incredibly long eyelashes which I could only assume were fake. But they didn't stop there, his fingernails and toenails were painted a bright florescent pink and his ensemble was completed with the gaudiest costume jewelry I had ever seen."I only woke up because of the camera flashes! Who knows what else they would have done if I hadn't woke up, I think Rose was planning to put me in a dress! A dress Bella!"

I had finally managed to calm my laughter down to giggles but then the rest of the family came to the door to see what was going on and when I saw their faces it started all over again. I had tears streaming down my cheeks, my sides hurt and I couldn't breath. But to top it all off Rose had went and got the video camera so we could remember "THE moment someone had finally managed to get one over on Em." I think she was just glad it was her that got to do it.

When we finally managed to calm down Rose informed me it was time to get ready. Carlisle, Esme and Conner were heading out to the park. I bent down to kiss my son who was so excited he couldn't stand still (apparently someone promised him they would stop for ice cream) "You be good okay, listen to everything Esme and Carlisle tell you. Don't cross the street unless your holding someone's hand and don't talk to strangers. Got it?"

He rolled his eyes at me. "I know Mom, you tell me the same thing every time I go out! I remember, I promise." He said giving me one more hug before running toward the door.

"Don't worry Bella, we'll take good care of him." Esme said softly.

"Oh, I know you will but you don't know just how sneaky he can really be. Thank you for doing this by the way, I can't remember the last time I got to have a night out with another adult without having 5 kids tagging along." I told her chuckling.

"You just have a good time and don't worry about anything. You deserve a break for a few hours." she said walking out the door.

I turned to Rose, who was waiting patiently on the stairs. "Okay Rose I'm yours do with me what you will." I joked. But from the look on her face she was taking me seriously. I had a sinking feeling I was going to regret my choice of words at some point this evening.

Two hours later after being poked, prodded, plucked and preened to perfection, Rose dressed me in some low rise jeans that hugged my curves just right and a cute light blue v-neck ¾ length top. I felt more beautiful than I had sense before I found out I was pregnant. "Thanks Rose…for everything."

She smiled. "Have you decided yet?" she asked quietly.

"Yeah, I've decided to just see how the night goes and let what happens, happen. But I am going to tell him that I don't want tonight to be a one time thing." I replied, grinning from ear to ear.

"That's good Bells. I think you're making the right choice. You both deserve some happiness and I truly think you can make each other happy." she said as she hugged me.

"Thanks again sis, I don't know how I've survived so long without you." I whispered. When we pulled back we both had tears in our eyes.

"Come on, I can practically hear him pacing from here. Lets not keep him waiting any longer."

She pulled me out the door and down the stairs. We passed Emmett in the hall still trying to wipe the glitter off his face. We burst into laughter once again and Rose had to steady me since I managed to somehow trip on a rug which made us laugh harder. But when I saw him waiting by the door with his mouth hanging open as he stared at me my breath caught. He was wearing dark stone wash jeans that hung low on his hips, a black button down shirt that he had left open over top of the white wife beater that made me want forget everything and just rip his clothes off right there. Rose cleared her throat and broke us out of our ogling of each other.

"You two have a good night and don't rush back. Em has a movie and video game marathon planned for Conner when he gets home." she told us as she pushed us out the door.

"You look amazing Bella." he said as he pulled me to him and kissed my forehead.

"Thanks Jazz. So where are we going anyways?" I asked knowing he wouldn't tell me.

"You'll see I promise you'll like it."

The next thing I knew we were sitting in a quite diner and we were exchanging stories about the past six years. He really wanted to hear all about Conner growing up, his first steps, his first words. When we were done he looked at me hesitantly "I know I told you we were going to a movie but I thought we could do something a little more fun. We don't have to if you don't want to."

"Sure Jazz, what did you have in mind?" I was up for pretty much anything. I couldn't remember the last time I'd had enjoyed myself so much.

"Well I thought we could try out this new club that just opened up its called 'Grind'. What do ya say Bells wanta go dance?" he asked hopefully.

"Sure! Lets go. But I have to warn you I haven't been to a club in a long time." That was true. Jake had taken me clubbing right before we found out about Conner we had a blast and I discovered I actually like and am capable of dancing.

"I think you'll be fine."

Ten minutes later we were walking through the door of 'Grind'. The club was packed and Jazz held me close as we pushed our way onto the dance floor and started moving to the beat. I immediately got lost in the feel of him pressed up against me my hands around his neck and his clutching my waist. We stared into each others eyes and everything around us faded into nothing. I closed my eyes as Jazz spun me around so my back was pressed against him as we continued to move. We had been dancing for about 45 minutes when he started running his hands up and down my arms, he took my hands and put them behind his head and lightly trailed his fingers from my elbows down to my hips. He grabbed me and pulled my roughly against him. I moaned and he chuckled.

"Are you having a good time Isabella?" he breathed in my ear slowly running his tongue from the base of my ear down my neck and kissing my shoulder.

"I….I am Jazz. But there are a few to many people here for my liking," I replied. "Maybe we can go somewhere a little less crowded." I took his hand pulling him toward the door.

We made it around the corner before he pushed me up against the building, finally kissing me for the first time. I suddenly felt whole. Not like I was broken and he was fixing me the way Jake had, but like I was finding my other half. Like I'd been waiting my entire life just for this moment. I wrapped my legs around his hips and pulled him closer. He pulled away and placed kisses all over my face and down my neck. "I think love you Jasper." I whispered in his ear, kissed his throat and finally looked into his bright blue eyes.

He was speechless for a moment. "Isabella, you don't know how long I've dreamed you would feel even remotely the way I feel about you. I know that I love you. More than you can imagine and I understand if your not sure yet but I'm willing to wait until you are."

I had tears running down my cheeks but these unlike so many others I had cried for the past 6 years were tears of pure joy. I attacked his mouth again but he pulled away.

"As much as I want to do this, and I know you can tell how much" he said, grinding himself into me making me gasp and moan. "I really don't want our first time to be in an ally." He untwined our bodies and led me back to the car.

"I'm just going to call the house and check on Conner." I told him after we were once again in the car.

"Sure go ahead."

I fished my cell out of my bag. Rose answered after the 3rd ring. "Hey Rose its Bella I just wanted to check on Conner, is he behaving?"

"Yes Bella, he's an angel. How has your night been?" she asked giggling.

"I'll have to tell you all about it later." All I heard was an excited squeal . After a few seconds Rose asked to speak to Jasper so I handed him the phone. They spoke for a few moments with him never saying more than yes or no, then a slow smile spread across his face.

"Thanks Rose, I owe you one." he said as he hung up and handed me the phone.

"What was that all about?" I asked.

"Well it seems Conner fell asleep watching TV with Emmett so Rosalie put him to bed. She also planned a surprise for us so don't get mad at me." he said wearily.

"What is it Jazz?"

"She booked us a room here." he stated, gesturing out the window. I just realized we were parked outside the Hilton. I turned and looked at him with eyebrows raised. He looked a little scared.

"Remind me to thank Rose later." I said smiling at him and getting out of the car. I stood on the sidewalk looking at the building for a moment before turning to see Jasper still sitting in the car with a shocked look on his face. When he heard me laughing he seemed to wake up. He was out of the car and pulling me into the lobby in a matter of seconds.

AN: Yes another one. Now do you understand why you get the next chapter today? For those of you who don't like "lemons" you'll have to wait until tomorrow for the next real chapter and for those of you who do well I'm kinda nervous about this so don't be to harsh. Much Love quickbunny01