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I do not own SM
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It's All Because of You
(Rated MA)
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VI. Heart Attack
Feels almost like I had it all along...
Every problem is gone...
its unbelieveable how love can set me free...
You changed my whole life
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Sitting there in his room after a long walk home, Mamoru found himself in a deep daydream. Rather than feeling slightly disappointed that the lunch hadn't gone to plan as he had wanted (he actually wanted Usagi to fall in love with him after winning back all the money she had lost upon the machine), even if it was his fault that she lost all her money to begin with, he still he enjoyed himself nonetheless. It was a nice change from all the stuffy client interaction he'd been having all week, not to mention the whinny female companions that used to cling to his arm in a death grip. For once in his life, a very attractive, smart and quick tongued female despised him to the core, and it gave him much joy to see her try to fight him off.
It gave him an even greater joy to see that her defence system was breaking ever so slowly and ever so slightly each day that he was with her. Either that or he was somewhat delusional, although he'd prefer the first assumption to be correct rather than the latter.
After arriving home and forming his dear, surprised sister (after literally running into her in the hallway) that he had finally found the one (yet again), he'd walked himself up into his room and sat upon his large mahogany bed, with an even larger smile plastered upon his face. Rei, though was happy to hear this surprising piece of news, especially coming from someone like him, she still couldn't help but be a little doubtful.
During the rare occasions when Mamoru had actually opened up to her about his past, he had told her years ago that he was once in love, but she had left him without a clue, and therefore had resorted to his little flings to stop his cravings. Rei must admit that even though that was a completely stupid and male thing to do (considering that he was literally listening to his penis instead of his perfectly function brain), she didn't blame him for being the way he was.
That afternoon had turned into night quickly, and the house was quiet. Rei had left on a date with yet another poor bugger, while the helpers had left for the night. Therefore leaving Mamoru all alone in the mansion, where he felt content in being. Sitting there all his lonesome, he had no idea how long it'd been, with him just sitting on his bed thinking, about her, about their past, about their sweet memories…
Everything was crashing down around him, and images that seemed to be from years ago flashed before his eyes and his mind in such a whirlwind, it surprised him that he wasn't getting head spins. Memories of the very first moment he had laid eyes on Usagi, the moment of their very first kiss… the first time they ever made love… everything was still so clear in his mind, considering that it'd been years now since he'd thought about them, let alone allow his mind to wonder to those times (especially the love making time, since it always seemed to give him a slight discomfort down there), he couldn't help but permit a small smile to emerge as he remembered their very first encounter when he spotted her in the arcade literally glaring and swearing at the skill tester…
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She was just muttering incoherent words when she stalked away from the machine, and I couldn't help but let a small chuckle escape. She was truly a walking contradiction. One who looked like a gentle angel, with her long, waist length blonde hair and shone so brightly against the light, to the blazing blue of her orbs. It didn't help that she was wearing a white summer dress either.
Yet there she was, cursing even the most colourful of words to something that literally had no idea what she was saying. it was weird, but I knew the moment I laid eyes on her, that she was special. Someone I could be with.
"I saw how determined you were…" I had said, placing the stuffed animal besides her. The look of surprise and pure joy that erupted over her face and the smile that she had given me was something I would never forget. It was the brightest smile I knew she could muster… it was the prettiest thing I'd ever seen. From that moment, I knew she was different.
And I liked that.
Standing there was getting extremely awkward, so I decided to slide down next to her, and order that coffee I'd been craving for, it'd been a long day at university and I was literally brain dead. But just seeing her was like a bright shining light, and words of devotion and lust was rolling endlessly through my mind.
Whilst waiting, I couldn't help but watch from the corner of my eyes as she played with the stuffed animal. It was an adorable sight, the joy was radiating from her completely, and because of that, once again I couldn't stop the smile from appearing on my face.
She's a gentle person, I could tell. She cared for others and smiled to strangers just because she was that type of girl. She was simple hearted, yet loved with such greatness that it put all the angels in heaven to shame. Her white blonde hair waved slowly down upon her shoulders, and those amazing crystal blue eyes of hers… astonishing.
"Thank you… so much" I heard her whisper softly. The tiny amount of pink that brushed her cheeks caused the something to stir inside me, what it was, I wasn't so sure, but I knew I had to have her. She was looking intently at the countertop. Probably too embarrassed to face me, I mean, it's not every day that a random would give her something she had wanted with a strong passion.
Unless that person was a stalker.
Damn I hope she doesn't think that I'm a stalker.
"I'm Mamoru Chiba; it's a pleasure to meet you"
"Usagi Tsukino…" I heard her whisper. And I couldn't help but let a chuckle escape me.
"I'm not going to eat you…" I had said, and watched as the pink on her cheeks grew to a red…
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Mamoru let a fond sigh to escape his lips, it wasn't everyday that you find the girl of your dreams standing there playing upon a skill tester… hell it wasn't everyday that you actually get the girl of your dreams as simple as he had. Maybe that was why he'd lost the girl of his dreams so easily… maybe there was a rule in dating…
Thou shall get the girl of thy dreams, if thy fight thy arse off.
Maybe karma was back to bite his arse for being such a lazy boyfriend all those times when he had her. He had to admit though, after thinking about it as thoroughly as he had been recently, since the day she literally ran into him, that he wasn't the best boyfriend in the world back then. Sure he had moments, but most of the time… he was an arse. There were times when he was inconsiderate, snappy and annoying… but they had been dating for so long (to the point that he was playing with the idea of marriage), that he'd become so comfortable being around her, and just… stopped doing the sweet little things he knew she liked.
He supposed that it was mostly from the fact that he knew with all his heart that she loved him, and he knew that she would never leave him because of that love… how wrong he was.
But he would change that, he thought as his back began to straighten. What doesn't kill you only makes you stronger right? He'll fight for her, he'll do everything in his will to have her… because he knew that without her he wouldn't be able to enjoy the life anymore… really enjoy it, because for the past years he's been nothing but a walking liar.
Through all the smiles he was giving to everyone, they were all fake, sinister, or just there to get a particular lady to fall for his charm, enough for him to have a bed partner for the night. And although it was fulfilling for a time, it just wasn't enough… he needed love, it was called love-making after all… and he knew that the only person who could make that wish come true… would be the woman he would be seeing tonight.
And he couldn't wait to see how she planned to getting out of this one.
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"Why that insufferable man!" Usagi huffed whilst getting change in her room. She had just received a call from him not so long ago, telling her that he was on his way,
'I'll be there in fifteen minutes my dear, sharp.' He had said.
She had answered by slamming the phone back into its cradle. He drove her crazy, but it was a different crazy. She wouldn't consider it a crazy where she wanted to kill him crazy, although there were a few close calls, it was a crazy, god I think I still have feelings for you because you are so extremely good looking still, but god damn it if I fall for you again, crazy.
Tonight just wasn't her night. Although it started off good, she hated how he could easily ruin something so easily with that stupid sexy smile of his, and the way his eyes just wondered lazily up and down her body. It gave her the shivers and the creeps at times, and although she could tell him to stop, a part of her didn't want him too.
It seemed that nothing was right at the moment. After being literally kicked out of work for the next couple of months, Usagi had nothing to do. She breathed, eats and lived off her work, and without it was difficult to function. The constant ringing in the brain was driving her crazy… she was losing her mind, and it'd only been half a day!
"Why won't that damn ringing stop!" she growled, only to realise that the ringing wasn't in her mind, it was actually the doorbell. Cursing at her stupidity, Usagi matched towards the door and yanked it open "do you simply not have the patients?!" she yelled to whoever it was that was standing at the door. Tonight was a bad night, and Usagi was in a foul mood.
An all too familiar chuckle makes her blood boil even more as she looked up at him with blazing azure eyes. Only to see his ones smile ever so sweetly back at her. "My, I must say that although I very much love what you're planning on wearing, I don't think I'd be able to fight off the enormous amount of males that will be literally at you feet my dear" he said, with humour clearly laced into his words.
"What the hell are you talking about you stupid man?" she questioned him, already walking away from the door, allowing him access into her home.
Shutting the door behind him, Mamoru chuckled again, causing Usagi to tremble slightly by the husky sounds it was making.
"Black lace always did suit you… though, I never realised you were a thong person…"
And once those words had left his lips, Usagi let out a pelted scream.
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Fin.
Well… I hope you enjoyed that. I know it's been awhile since I've updated this, and therefore hope you guys aren't that mad at me… ehhehe…
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