Disclaimer: Though it depresses me to admit this, I still don't own any of twilight! A girl can dream though right?!?
*Bella*
I was shocked that Rosalie had asked for forgiveness not to mention told me that Edward and I were meant to be together and that he still loved me. If a vampire could go into shock, I was most certainly in shock. Rosalie stood to the side which allowed me to fully see Edward for the first time. He had a small smile on his lips. It took only seconds for all the anger I had felt as both a human and in the past 100 years to hit me with full force. I could suddenly feel Jasper's presence as he sent waves of calm in my direction but I did my best to shake them off. I glared at Edward in silence for what felt like hours, but I knew it had only been about a minute. Jasper was the first to break the silence. "Alice, why don't you and I go for a walk?" he asked. "I thought you would never ask!" said Alice bouncing over to him and talking his had. As she walked past me, she leaned in and kissed my cheek. "Everything will be fine, just hear him out!" she whispered. I sighed knowing that Alice already knew how everything was going to work out, and it frustrated me that she thought I would give in so easily.
I closed my eyes and took a few unnecessary deep breaths before looking at Edward again. Much to my surprise, though I shouldn't have been surprised, we were alone in the room. "Bella, please just let me explain!" said Edward. I glared at him, though I could feel my defenses breaking down. He reached out his hand for mine but I ignored it and walked past him towards the couch and had a seat. He sat down next to me and took a deep breath gathering his thoughts. "You know what, this isn't a good idea!" I said standing quickly. "Wait Bella, just let me explain!" said Edward standing and taking my hand. The same electricity that I had grown so accustom to over 100 years ago shot up my arm. But rather than remind me of the love that I felt for him, it simply reminded me that he didn't love me. "No!" I said sternly. He looked surprised; he obviously had been enjoying his "distractions" as he had called them so long ago, if he just expected me to give into him. He wasn't going to dazzle me anymore. I wasn't the same weak human that I was when we first met, and I first fell in love with him. "What is the point Edward, it's not like your going to change your mind after 100 years!" I said making my way towards the door. "You are right, I am not!" he said smiling the same crooked smile that I love so much. "Well then, it's settled. I'm beginning to think moving to Forks was a HUGE mistakes!" I said opening the door. "I'll see you in school tomorrow!" he said. "Don't count on it!" I said storming out.
I took off running and didn't stop until I was at least ten miles from the Cullen's house. Not that it mattered, Alice knew where I lived and it's not like they couldn't just follow me. By the time I got home I was sobbing my tearless sobs. I ran into the house and up to the bed that was in my room and collapsed on it. I was thankful that I brought all of my props with me from Spokane. After I calmed myself down and I was able to breath again I changed out of my school clothes and climbed back into the bed, wishing more than ever that I could just sleep. A million thoughts ran through my mind, trying to figure out what I should do about Edward. I still loved him, there was no doubt about that, but I was having troubles figuring out why he cared after all these years. Did it really make that much of a difference to him that I was now a vampire? Was I that boring as a human, because I could assure him that I wasn't any less boring now that I wasn't human.
Morning came entirely too soon, before I knew it I had to get up and get ready for school. I had come to two conclusions during the night. One, I wasn't going to let the Cullen's drive me out of school and two, I wasn't talking to Edward. I would love the rest of my family and speak to any of them that wanted to see me, any of them except for Edward.
As I dressed the thoughts of the way things were between us when I was human ran through my mind. I couldn't remember them exactly, which was fine with me. The less I remembered the less angry I was. I was dressed before I knew it and ready for school. One last glance in the mirror made me laugh lightly. In my daze I had pulled on my favorite jeans, brown heels and a deep blue v-neck shirt that probably showed a little more cleavage that necessary. But I wasn't out to play fair; I was out to get even, though I wasn't sure what that entailed. I wasn't even sure that there was anything I could do to get even, that would mean I would have to hurt him as badly as he hurt me, and I just didn't think that was possible.
On my way out the front door I grabbed my books, still deep in thought. It wasn't until I was on my way to the garage that I noticed the Mercedes sitting in my drive way. I stopped suddenly; shocked that he would have the nerve to just show up at my house like the past 100 years hadn't happened. The car door opened and I was ready to give him everything I had, but it wasn't who I expected. "So I was wondering if you would ride with me today, I wanted to talk to you about last night!" said Alice. "Oh Alice," I said running over to her. I hugged her quickly, I was trying to be strong, but I knew it wasn't going to last long. "Will you ride with me?" she asked again.
A/N: Not my favorite chapter, but I had to find a way to transition from the Cullen's and back to school without giving into Edward!!! Let me know what you think!!
