Name Of The Past – Chapter Ten
Izzy let a goofy smile finally grace her lips as she closed the door behind her, leaning against it as she shouted a another ''bye jack'' threw the air, listening intensely as his finally started moving. She waited there until the sounds of his footsteps couldn't be heard anymore and moved towards the direction of her bathroom. Stumbling slightly as she moved in the dark, finally reaching the doorway she was searching for she pull the light on and stood in front of the mirror. Her smile broadening as she saw the emotion in her eyes she hadn't seen in months, excitement.
"And who was he?" she knew the joy she had been feeling was going to be short lived, she just didn't know it was going to be this short lived. She spun round and stared at the dark figure sitting on her bed, clutching her hands in tight fists she moved away from the only light in the room and towards the shady shape now leaning further back on their elbows as she got closer to them.
"Just because I know about you does not mean you can starting using so freely to get into my room" she growled feeling the rage sweep threw her body as she stood parallel to her occupied double bed. "who the hell do you think you are?"
"im Reid fucking Garwin, who the hell was that?" he barked, moving into a sitting position underneath her gaze. His legs either side of her standing frame as he grab hold of the side of the bed in a dangerous grip. ok so Pogue had told him who the kid was, what he didn't tell him was what he was to Izzy, and this was what Reid found himself burning to know of her.
"why do you care?" Izzy asked, placing her hands on her waist as she looked down on him, she could see it in his eyes that there was more to this then wanting to know jacks name, and she couldn't deny the deep feel of disappointment that he didn't just come out and ask what he really wanted to know, like he did with everything else and not be wasting her time beating around the damn bush.
"who said I cared?" he asked, raising his eyebrow as his eyes flash a firer red before plummeting to darkness as he watched her jaw tighten on her face before she rolled her eyes at him. It was obvious, well to him at least, why he cared but he wasn't going to admit it now, not like this, not with the way she was acting with him right now, she definitely didn't deserve what he was trying to offer her.
"does Caleb know why you here? Why your using for a stupid reason again?" Izzy asked, stopping a smirk from tugging on her face as she noticed his face harden at the mention of his demanding leaders name, getting no reply from the blonde Izzy threw her hands up in the air, "what are you doing here Reid?" she screamed, moving her hand forwards pushing him hard to get any kind of reaction.
He let his hand clutch ruthlessly around her wrist and pulled hard, making her stumble against the wooded frame her legs were against and drop down stiffly against his body, making them both tumble backwards on to the full mattress. "Im not going to asked again Izzy who was that?" he snarled, letting go of the hand she was using to stable herself above him and snaked it around her back holding her still against him.
"A friend" she threw back, trying to lift herself off his body, stopping when she felt his hand on her back holding her in place above him.
"ive never seen him around you before" he stated matter-of-factly, twisting underneath her, manipulating himself in between her legs, making her straddle awkwardly on top of his pelvis.
"Oh and you know all of my friends?" she asked bitterly. Putting her open hand on his chest and pushing him down in the mattress, moving him away from her opening the gab between them as much as possible. Feeling the anger rise continually inside her as she failed to ignore the spark of emotion that flashed in his eyes as she towered over him.
"well seeing as ive slept with most of them, it seems kinda of obvious that I would notice if you suddenly starting hanging round with the opposite sex" he bit back, feeling the intensifying yearn deep with in his body at the sight of her fury fuelling the fire that was now thrashing at her eyes, making the cold green shade darken.
"Im shock that the fact he's a man has stopped you from throwing yourself at another one of my friends" she snapped, closing her eyes and grabbed evey last ounce of glowing red madness she had in her body, overlooking any other emotion he was breeding inside her.
"You think your so funny don't you Elizabeth?" he seethed, grabbing her hair at the back of her neck ruffle and dragging it up towards his. Her eyes flew open at the sudden lack of space between them, landing fixed on his overpowering blue ones. "What are you doing here Reid?" she asked fighting the battling emotions that she was feeling in her chest mistaking her strong voice in her head for the cracking whisper she had actually used.
"Making sure you got home safe" Reid whispered quietly back feeling the room close in around them as he looked up to her, anger still ringing in his eyes.
"I was with jack, I got home just fine!" looking away from him and up towards the ceiling above them, Izzy let out a deep breath as she felt the ever growing inner battle rip threw her.
"I don't like him" he answered all to quickly, him too fighting the same battle.
"Why? He has never done anything to you; you don't even know the guy" she felt a new rush of anger pull her back into the race as she thumped him hard in his chest, looking back down at him with angered confusion, Reid of all people shouldn't be able to judge people, not after everything he has done to their fellow students.
"I don't need to know him, to know he isn't good for you" he growled his anger growing at her constant throwing back of his protection.
"And who the hell are you to decide who's good for me?" she moved closer to him, their nose's barely touching, as white anger consumed her every move.
"Im the guy who is trying to look out for you" he slammed his lips against her, letting the strongest sensation he felt take over. Tightening his hold against her as she tried to struggle against him, he pushed his lips harder into her as his grip on her tightened. Wanting to threw his fist up in the air, Reid finally felt the relief and eagerness pull a smirked on his lips as he felt her hand on his chest tighten suddenly pulling him towards her, her body abruptly stopping moving against him as she lent further into him and pushing back into the kiss.
She knew what she was doing was a mistake, it went against everything that she had ever said, but the feeling that he had been building inside of her had had enough of being ignored and finally snapped, taking hold of her entire body and begged against him. She grabbed hold of his shirt tightly with both fists and dragging herself up his body letting her knees take better balance of her weight.
He groaned in to her lips, taking the bottom one in to his as he felt her rub her body against him. He grabbed her waist with both hands bruising her soft skin with his grip as he pushed her firmly against him, showing her exactly what flames she was erupting inside of him. Feeling her mouth open with surprise he snuck his tongue in, exploring every corner as he battle with hers for control, pulling harder on her lips as she cupped his face with her hands.
They finally pulled away from each other, heads leaning against the others as they both gasped for needed air. Never ones letting either's eyes drift away as both their lips pulsed with the after mass of abuse. She took one last deep breath and closed her eyes moving towards his intoxicating mouth; only to feel a spike of anger go threw her body as he moved away from her moments before she could taste him again. "Reid" she growled moving towards him again only to have him move once more.
she locked eyes with his, anger steaming inside of her as she raised her eyebrow questioningly. "I want it off" he order tightening his grip on her t-shirt as it constricted against her frame, he took a glance down at her hovering body, grunting loudly at the preview her t-shirt was showing of her tight stomach above him. "off!" he demanded as he lock his eyes back with hers, watching her slowly moved away from him and into sitting position stretching her arms upwards allowing him to take off the unwanted garment. He rolled the t-shirt she had been wearing in to a ball and threw it across the room, reaching out his hands, he let his fingers slide down the sides of her body feeling her heat sizzle against his as her newly exposed skin came in contact with his finger tips. He smiled as he let his hands rest on her waist, her womanly curved hips fitting perfectly into his open palms.
He let his eyes move up her body slowly, taking in her taut stomach to her cupped breast moving up and down heavily mimicking her rapid breath. He finally looked up towards her face, breathing in sharply at the site of her teeth digging in to the side of her lips as the soft set emotion of concern etched her face. He pushed himself up against her, matching her groan with his as it escaped, rubbing against his throat. He closed his eyes ones more as she moved back down towards him, the sweet taste of her mouth colliding with his with in seconds.
He let his arms snake round her back as he flipped them over, kissing her roughly before pulling his lips away from her mouth. He pulled back slightly and looked down at the girl underneath him another harsh heated breath of astonishment leaving his lungs. chuckling softly at the look of annoyance in her eyes, he moved back down towards her "im the boss" he whispered into her ear as he pushed her chin up slightly with his fingers and let his tongue trail down her delicate neck blowing on her wet skin. he pushing himself into her at the feel of her shiver beneath him and took one last look at her biting lip and dived in to the nip of her neck, letting his teeth crash down and into her soft skin, rubbing himself harder into her jeans as she whimpered in his ear at the feel of him nibbling away at her reddening skin.
He moaned into his butterfly kisses as she moved her fingers threw his hair, grabbing the ends in her fists and yanking them, he left out a small cry as she pulled him away from her skin, growling at the sound of her soft giggles as he tried to get back to her peppermint skin. He looked up to her and smirked letting the feel of her of fingers scrap against his back leave red marks against him.
Not being able to hold himself from touching her any longer His hand move towards her breast, teasing the edges of her bra with the tip of his fingers as he traced the end of the cup barely with his middle finger. Hissing at the grip on his hair tightening he pressed his fingers between her skin and the fabric and pushed her breasts out, he watched intensely as her eyes closed shut at the feeling of the cold air reach her newly exposed breast before he moved his mouth above it, letting his tongue flick across her nipple before capturing it with his mouth, sucking it in gently, her sudden deep throated moans driving him on.
He moved his free hand down her stomach and towards the top of her trousers, grasping hold of the cold steel zip that sizzled in his hot touch and slowly moved it down, letting his thumb drag behind and against the newly uncovered cotton.
She felt his worm mouth leave her beaten nipple and kiss softly towards the other, biting down on it hard, as she cried against him, pushing her body up as his tongue stroked against her swollen breast. She took a hard breath as she felt his hand cupped her from the outside of her small boxers, making her grind against his palm. Feeling his groan muffled against her overly sensitive skin as the vibration from his mouth Rica shade threw her entire body.
Letting her hands rest on his cover chest she pushed him back, stopping him from touching her any further. She pushed him again but with more force as he stumbled of the bed and turned round to look down at her with confusion. "Izzy" his pleading voice struck her ears, as he tried to touch her skin again. She moved her legs underneath her making him miss as his eyes locked with hers like before, "Izzy, please" he begged as she slowly made her way towards him disregarding her bottoms on the way, she stopped when she was before him, straightening herself up on her bended knees so she was the same high but for a few inches as his standing tall figure.
She moved her hands to the line of buttons on the front of his shirt and began to pop them undone. Locking eyes with his as she moved her face a little closer but enough to still be out of reach, "yes Reid?" She asked a playful smile gleaming in her eyes as she Moved her hands back up to the now opened shirts collar and pushed it backwards, letting the feel of his muscular biceps create waves in the pit of her stomach as she stroked down his arms pushing the shirt down, letting it fall to the ground. Moving her fingers to linger on his jean button. She tilted her head slightly letting the smirk pull higher on her lips, "please what?" she asked letting her body shack with nervous laughter as he grinned down at her.
"Please take me now" he spoke loving the sound of her laugh echo around them as he kissed her nose and pushed her back, winking at her as she fell back hard on the mattress. Moving his hand to where her fingers had hovered he ripped his jeans open, not caring to watch where the button flew to and let them fall down his legs, pushing his boxers down to follow them.
"Like what you see?" he asked raising an eyebrow, as he watched her eyes almost bulge out with lust. Shaking her head slightly she dragged her gaze towards his sparkling blue eyes, "Tyler's is bigger" she commented not being able to stop the grin from covering her face. "oh you little bitch" he chuckled as he knelt back on to the bed and cruelled towards her, floating above her face as he kissed her nose ones again and looked into her eyes, "if you don't like what im offering maybe I should just go" he said moving away from her before he felt her hands creep around his neck pulling him closer towards her body, "its only fair I give you a chance to redeem yourself" she replied back laughing along with him before he captured her lips in a passionate kiss.
Pulling away slightly he positioned himself between her legs, his tip pressing faintly against her entrance before asking for her permission with a silent glance, watching her eyes close he pushed into her, slowly at first letting her walls fit around him, both letting out small cried at the sudden touch. Leaning down on his arm next to her face he kissed her forehead before he pushed himself in fully. Feeling her walls massage against him as he pushed further in. letting his free hand hold on to her perfectly carved hips he closed his eyes feeling her grind against him as they matched their rhythm, rocking against each other as building intensity grew between them. He felt her grip tighten on his arms as he pushed faster into her, leaning down he kissed her pulsing lips. Groaning to match hers as he felt the waves start to tighten against him.
"use Reid" she whispered not know why she had thought that anything could make her feel more alive then what he was already doing to her, but something deep down told her to say it, told her to trust him, begged her to feel what the boy above her could really do, "please Reid" she begged again opening her eyes and locking them with his. She saw the fear etched in his face at her request, smiling up at him she let her lips push against him in a tight embraces, waiting for him to respond back before she pulled away, "Reid please" she vibrated against his lips as she felt her walls start to tighten around him.
Hearing her beg his name made him groan deep with in his throat as the feel of his stomach tighten at the sound. He let his eyes lock with her dark green ones, he nodded slightly. He took a deep breath and let his eyes twirled into the black of night, smiling softy as he watched her emotional filled eyes never faltering at the sight of his inhuman gift at work against her.
Placing one last kiss on her lips, she felt himself push in. her walls shaping around him as the wave of unbearable lust seeped threw her entire body, she let her head fall back as a groan that felt like it was coming from the bottom of her stomach escaped her mouth at the feel of him pump harder and faster into her. "Oh. Fuck Izzy" she felt his hot breathed voice on her neck, and pushed against him one last time copying his rhythm as a wave of mind blowing pleasure wash over both of them making cries of satisfaction purr from their mouths as they both collapsed. He let his body fall against her, her arms wrapping around his neck, as they sighed into each other, both breathing heavily as they court each other lips, tongues twirling with the other, before he pulled away and rolled next to her, scooping her sweaty body tightly into his, twirling her hair in his fingers until he felt the soft breath of sleep on his bare chest.
He looked over at the red alarm clock next to him and sighed, watching as the glowing orange numbers changed to 07:45 AM. Turning back to the girl in his arms he wiped a strand of hair from her face and groaned what the hell have I just done? He asked himself as he watched he stiffen in her sleep, automatically making his arm grow tighter around her body, pulling her closer to his bare chest. You have fallen for a girl that's what you've done he confirmed angrily as he remember how perfect the night before had been. He smiling down at her, feeling the pure happiness he rarely felt settle over him as he took a strand of her dark hair and began twisting it in his fingers gently.
He exhale softly letting go of her silk hair and gently Stroked the soft skin of her exposed neck up and down with the tips of his fingers. What the hell has she done to me? He asked as he stiffened slightly as morning moans started coming from the sleeping girl in his arms. "Morning sleepy" he offered as he felt her move into him coursing a groan to rumble from his throat. Her arms wrapped tighter around her as she looked up to him sleepily. "Reid" she squeaked, shattering his heart as she looked towards him horror. He watched on as she looked around the room, spotting their discarded clothes and looked back between them. The horror that had greeted him turned into fear. "please don't tell me we..."she trailed off as she took a quick look at their bodies and turned away, bringing her knees up to her chest and wrapping her bare arms around her thin quilt covered self. "We did didn't we?" she asked turning slightly in her precisions.
Taking a deep breath he finally tours his eyes away from her cowering body. "Yeah we did" he whispered fighting the tears that were forming in his eyes back sharply.
"Im a fucking hypocrite" she spat at herself, grabbing the large shirt that was next to her on the floor and slipped it on. Letting it cover her back before slipping out of her bed. She did a few buttons up at the front and pulled it down letting it fall to her mid thigh and finally turned around locking eyes with the guy she had sworn never to sleep with.
He let the sight of Izzy in his shirt seep into his memory. Making sure every curve that the body he had touch the night before was burnt into his mind. Knowing that as much as he wanted to see her in all his other shirts it would never happen except for in his dreams.
He let a hand comb threw his hair and finally pulled his eyes away from the beautiful figure in front of him. "You regret it don't you?" he asked simply not daring himself to look at her reaction, knowing that her words alone would cut him enough.
"I promised myself I would never be one of your notches" she replied simply, hating herself for what she had done.
"You're not a notch Izzy" he finally spoke, his voice just barely above a whisper. Taking a quick glance his heart ripped against him at the sight of self loathing confronted him.
"No offence Reid but when has a girl ever been anything other then a notch" she spat back, the anger she felt for herself hitting out. She visible winched as she watch him finally look over at her, pain covering his normal bright blue eyes.
He nodded his head a few times, mostly to himself as realization hit him. Nothing ever was going to happen with the girl who had taken his heart away from him. And there was no one else to blame but himself, himself and his stupid reputation. He looked over at her and watched as she looked down, her arms wrapped tightly around herself, glancing at him before quickly looked away and swallowing hard. "You right" he sighed slowly getting out of her soft bed and slipped on his bottoms. He walked slowly towards her ready to bolt if she attacked and watched as she started to look around the room rapidly. It took him a few moments until it hit him that she was looking for something to change into so he could have his top back. Taking a deep breath he stood in front of her, waiting until she finally looked back at him, once she did he looked into her eyes and wished she hadn't, "keep it, I don't need it" he blurted out sharply as he pointed to his shirt and moved slowly towards her door.
Taking one last breath he turned the handle and opened it slightly, "Izzy what we did..." he stumbled on his words and held onto the door handle tighter, "you weren't another notch" he spoke before opening the door fully and walking out, leaving the girl he had broken alone behind him.