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Warning Violence/angst/this will get very bloody people/sexual hints
Pairings- So far Hidan/OC
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Chapter 12

Ara lay on her mat listening to the sounds of the rain storm outside. She could hear Kakuzu snoring lightly on far side of the mat and no sounds came from Hidan who lay between the two. Rolling onto her back she stared at the ceiling as the lightening outside lit up the world, painting shadows across the walls and ceiling. Ara sighed, closed her eyes and tensed as she felt Hidan shift next to her.

"You aren't sleeping Ara, anything wrong?" Ara opened her eyes and looked over at Hidan who was sitting up slightly as he leaned on his elbow and looked down at her. Ara smiled softly and sat up, curling her legs around her as she turned to face Hidan.

"No, just listening to the rain outside." She stated softly as another roll of thunder shook the outside world.

"Yeah, it's pretty to listen too huh?" She nodded. The pair fell into silence as the wind whipped a tree to lightly scratch the side of their room. Another flash of lightening lit the room providing the two missing-nin the sight of each other. Hidan smiled at her and Ara smiled back before looking down at the blanket that curled around her feet.

"What?" Hidan asked softly. Ara shook her head but Hidan lightly grabbed her chin and turned her so they were looking each other in the eye. "Tell me."

"It's just hard to believe the three of us are together again. It's strange and a bit nostalgic. Sometimes I feel it's just a dream, and I'll wake up soon to find that I'm still alone in that village." Hidan leaned forward and gently kissed her lips.

"I know. I understand what you are saying. It was so hard to walk away from you that night. If it hadn't been for Kakuzu I wouldn't have let you stay."

"Why did you leave me behind?" Ara asked him softly. Hidan sighed and looked away for a few seconds before looking back at her.

"We both knew that the path we were about to take would be a dark, deadly and bloody one. I know you always wanted to be a shinobi, but I knew how much you hated to kill. I didn't want to see you suffer and neither did Kakuzu. We made a decision together to make you stay, knowing that there at least you would have a warm place to stay and you would always have food to eat." Ara stared up at him for a second before looking down at the mat she sat on. "Ara-chan?" Hidan said softly moving closer. Ara felt tears starting to rise in her eyes and she hastily wiped them away. Hidan reached out and pulled her into his arms. "What's wrong? Tell me."

"I wish I had gone with you. So much would be different then. And I wouldn't…"She trailed off and buried her face in his chest.

"Ara."

"It was me." Hidan stared at her confused. She shook her head against his chest.

"The person those men were talking about, the ninja that killed all those people, that massacred so many innocents, that was me." Hidan looked at her stunned. The Ara he knew couldn't have done such things. It just didn't seem possible.

"Ara…" He started.

"He made me do it. He made me become an assassin. A monster. I hated doing it. But I had nothing left in the world with you two gone I was so alone. There was only him and his cruelty. Every hit, every word, every action, every face, I took the anger he had created inside me and used it on others. I murdered families, monks, powerful people, anyone he told me too and I couldn't stop it."

"Why didn't you run? You could have come found us."

"I tried. Anytime I left the village I looked for you two. And I couldn't run away. I tried, I tried so many times, but he always found me. I don't know how but he did. And I couldn't skip out on the missions. If I did he would punish me in the worst way he could think of, than send me back to do it again. There was no escaping it, just none."

"Ara-chan." Hidan's eyes glanced over her shaking form. This couldn't be his Ara, this small scared woman. She was always strong, always smiling, always. Hidan softly kisses her lips. "You can't blame yourself for surviving, for fighting. It's his fault, not yours. She curled up closer to him as he held her gently. He glanced down at her again to see her clutching something tightly in her hands. Hidan placed his hands over hers. "What's this?" Ara opened her hands to reveal a beautiful amulet. Hidan's fingers lightly traced the pattern.

"It was my mother's. He gave it to me a little while after you two left." Ara traced her hand over the intricate swirls.

"You have never had anything from her before." Hidan said softly.

"I know. It makes me feel close to her." Hidan cradled her gently against him and they sat in silence listening to the rain. Ara rested her head on his chest enjoying the closeness they were experiencing. Hidan couldn't help notice how aware his male body was of the soft feminine one that lay in his arms. He closed his eyes and tightened his arms around her.

"Hidan?"

"I want to tell you something Ara, but I don't know how to say it." He whispered.

"What is it?"

"It's just…" He paused seeming to search for the words he wanted to use before continuing. "Ever since that night, ever since we left you on the cliff I have felt empty inside. Then that day we found you, the day you came back into our life, my life. I have been so happy. I think, no I know, I have known for awhile now, I just didn't know…" Ara placed her fingers against his lips.

"Hidan just tell me please."

"I…I love you Ara. Jashin knows how much I do." Ara looked up at him shocked. That was the last thing she had expected from his lips. Hidan looked down at her waiting for a reply, anything, feeling as though his heart was lying bare on his chest.

"Hidan." Ara breathed. Hidan looked away.

"It's ok Ara. I understand if you don't feel the same." Ara gently turned him back to her and gently kissed his lips.

"I love you too Hidan."

Hidan closed his eyes and smiled at hearing those words from her lips before he rolled Ara onto her back. She squeaked in surprise when she felt his hard male body press against her soft feminine one.

"Hidan…" She said softly.

"I can't wait Ara. I have waited too long as it is."

"But Kakuzu…"

"It's his fault we are in the same room." He whispered back to her as there was another roll of thunder. "Besides, the storm will mute our cries."

"Hidan…" She was cut off by his lips crushing hers. As he pulled away she lay stunned underneath him feeling breathless.

"Say yes Ara, I know you want this too."

"Hidan…" Ara said as she stared into his eyes.

"Say yes." He said, his lips hovering centimeters above hers.

"Yes."

(Ok...this is the sex scene...you don't want to read it turn back now and if you do....then ENJOY!! ^_^...lol)

Hidan's lips meshed with Ara's and his tongue deftly pushed inside her mouth. She closed her eyes letting the sensations run through her. Hidan's hand ran down her side before pushing up the thin shirt she was wearing for bed. Ara's tensed as she felt his hand brush her breast. Hidan pulled back and looked down into her eyes as his hand enveloped her small breast. She arched her back at the feel of his calloused hand running across her sensitive nipple. He kissed her again before pulling off her shirt leaving her lying beneath him in only her underwear. She felt her cheeks redden when a flash of lightening highlighted her body under his watchful gaze.

"Ara." He breathed. He leaned close and kissed her again, pressing their naked chests together. Ara's arms moved to wrap around his neck. Their tongues battled while Hidan continued exploring the plains of Ara's body with his hands. As he pulled away he started running his lips across her neck and down her chest to her breast were he took his time nursing at her breasts. Ara clenched her hands in his hair breathing harshly.

"Hidan." She whimpered. He looked up before continuing down her torso. She felt him run his tongue down the center of her belly before it dipped softly into her belly button. "Hidan." She whimpered again. He moved back up kissing her lips softly before carefully baring the rest of her body to him.

"Are you ok?" He asked softly. She nodded and kissed him desperately. Hidan ran his hand down her flat tummy before softly dipping into her core. She pulled back from his lips and cried out as thunder roared above them. He pulled his fingers from her center, happy to find her wet and ready before he quickly pulled off his clothes and lay back on top of her pressing his hardness against her thigh. She stared up at him with wide eyes at the feel of his hard length against her.

"Hidan?" She questioned. He smiled at her gently before softly kissing her lips.

"We can stop now, if you want."

"No…it's not…it just…"

"I know, but I wouldn't hurt you on purpose. I'll go slow. If it's too much tell me and I'll stop, ok?" She nodded. Hidan placed one of his knees between her legs and gently pressed between them slowly spreading her thighs. She tensed and stopped him from any further movement. "Ara you have to let me in or this is the farthest we can go." He whispered.

"I'm scared."

"You know I would never hurt you Ara-chan."

"I know."

"Then please Ara, please." She looked up into his eyes and complied letting him settle his hips between her thighs. Ara's breaths came out in short gasps as he slowly pressed forward. Ara tensed as the head of him move into her entrance causing pain. Hidan stopped and gazed down at her as she dug her nails into his arms.

"Ara?"

"It…it hurts."

"Just for a moment, I promise." Hidan said. "I know a way we can get past this."

"How?"

"Kiss me Ara, kiss me hard." They pressed their lips together and Hidan invaded her mouth with his tongue. As she melted into his kiss Hidan surged forward and Ara accidently bit down on his tongue. Hidan pulled back from her mouth.

"Shit." He mumbled as he rested his forehead on the pillow beside Ara's head.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to bite you." She whispered feeling horrified at what she just did.

"It…It's not that Ara-chan."

"Then what…" He picked up his head and looked deeply into her eyes.

"You feel better than I could have ever imagined." Ara blushed and kissed him softly. Hidan kissed her back before slowly starting to move inside her.

Ara and Hidan spun into paradise as Hidan gently road her. As the pleasure they shared increased so did their need for each other until they road each other in a frenzy of passion and pleasure. Just as he said, the storm that road the earth outside covered their cries as Ara and Hidan met each other on a level of intimacy that only the most passionate of lovers could reach; as they finally reached their peak and slowly started the slow ride to earth Hidan moved off of Ara and pulled her into his arms. They clung to each other as they relearned how to breathe and calmed their fast beating hearts.

"I love you Hidan." Ara whispered against Hidan's chest. Hidan softly kissed her hair and smiled to himself.

"I love you to Arashi." The two young lovers slowly drifted off to sleep both lulled by the tiredness of their bodies, their beating hearts, and the storm that raged outside.

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