Chapter 4
Her story

She had built up this wall that only she could see. She didn't want Chad, she was in love with someone else. She had broken this man's heart before but yet when she was in the worst pain of her life, he was there to comfort her. He still cared, he still loved her. And yet she felt like she was using him all over again.

Whitney laid in the bed eyes wide open. She couldn't sleep. This man that was holding her close she hated him with a passion. How could she sleep in the same bed of the man that had stolen her heart and threw it away? It hurt to even look at him.. She had to get out of the bed. She had to get out of the house.

She slowly moved Chad's arm from around her body, carefully not to wake him.. She quietly slipped out of the bed and made her way to the closet, pulling out a pair of jeans and a jacket. She quickly put them on. Making sure Chad was still asleep, she grabbed her keys and went out the door.

She got in the car and drove, and she didn't stop until she was staring at the Crane estate.
Getting out the car slowly and walking toward the door. She took a deep breath and softly knocked on the door.

"What the hell am I doing?"

she thought out loud. She looked at her watch it was one a clock in the morning.

"I should've never came here come on Whit go home."

She thought but she didn't move she didn't want to. A second later one of the maids answered the door. Before the lady could speak, Whitney spoke.

"Hi, I'm sorry I came by so late but I really needed to talk to Theresa, it's a family emergency."
she said lying.

"Oh well I'll go get Mrs. Crane and tell her…."

"No, no, no you don't have to go through all that trouble. I mean I can go to her myself."

"well if you insist she may be sleeping though."

"Oh that's not a problem."
"Okay mam"
The lady said escorting Whitney to Theresa's bedroom. Whitney clutched the door knob and slightly opened the door.. When she saw that the maid had gone back to her room. She quietly closed the door back. Turning around going in the other direction. When she got to her destination she opened the door and quietly went in. The room was dark, so she walked slowly holding her hands out using them to guide her to the bed. When she felt the touch of the mattress and slightly saw his face. Peacefully laying in his sleep she smiled.

She then proceeded to take off her clothing, nude she got into the bed with him. She started to touch and caress on his bare chest. Kissing his neck ever so gently, he awoke from his sleep a bit startled.

"Whitney what are you doing here in my room?"

"I always felt safe being in you're arms Fox. Having you hold me and touch me. I need you right now, make love to me."
She said as she started to kiss him slowly, he stopped her.

"wait, wait, wait Whitney you are married to Chad. I don't know what's going on but you have to leave right now."

"Come on Fox please, I need this. I need you to make me feel better."
She started to touch on his manhood, and for a minute he couldn't resist but he had to so he pushed her off again.

"Whoa Whitney whatever happened between you and Chad I'm sorry that you're hurt but sleeping with me is not the answer."

Tears started to swell in her eyes.

"I know, oh my God what am I doing. I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry Fox."
She started to cry harder.

"I just wanted Chad to….. I saw him having sex with another woman. He cheated on me, how could he do that to me. How could he lie to me like that, Fox?"

"He's a fool that's why.."

"Was I not good enough for him? I don't… I don't….."

"No, no Whitney you are perfect in everyway, and if he's too blind to see that he doesn't deserve a woman like you."

"Why are you being so nice to me? I mean I lied to you and hurt you and was about to sleep with you because of pain. And you sit here and give me compliments."

There was silence between them.

"I should go."

She said slowly getting out the bed.

"Because I never stopped loving you, and I hate the fact that you married him instead of me."

She sat back down, looking at him.

"What?"
She asked confused.

"Whitney I tried to hate you, believe me I did. But thinking that way just made me love you more. And looking at you're beautiful baby boy just made me think of what we could have had. Believe me Whitney if you weren't married to Chad, I wouldn't have stopped you from seducing me. Hell I want it too, but it's the right thing to do. Besides in the morning you wouldn't feel right. Whitney I want you to make love to me because you love me, not because you're hurt."

"But I do love you….. Look the only reason I'm with Chad is because of our son. But honestly I want you."

"Whitney you can't just throw that word around and not mean it."

"But I do mean it and I may have come here under false circumstances but I came to you. To You Fox. That should show you right there, I mean it."

"you love me."

"yes I love you."

He put his hand on her head and leaned her closer into him and kissed her. She wrapped her arms around his neck. Kissing him slowly and with so much passion. She leaned further into the bed now laying on her back as he mounted on top of her, kissing her neck, her lips. Running his hands through her curly hair. She moaned softly of pleasure when he slowly entered her body. Giving her every ounce of his love with each thrust. He was her medicine, her muse. He was what she needed, in love and in a husband. He instilled everything that she needed and wanted that Chad didn't have.

He looked deeply into her eyes as he made love to her. He never took his eyes off of her not even for a second. He loved looking into her beautiful brown eyes. When he looked into them he saw her hurt and pain but also her love for him. And he wished he could take all her troubles away. Least for tonight he would give her the love she deserved and put a smile on her face. Just for tonight.

"Oh Fox!" She screamed his name.

"Mmm I love you… I love you Whitney. Say you love me"

"I love you! I love you! I love you! Oooh Fox!"

His breathing got heavier and when he felt that sudden rush building up inside, and felt her body quiver and shake. They both realized that they had come together in their loving bliss. It felt so good holding her in his arms, but he hated she was going to go back to a loveless marriage out of obligation. He wanted her with him forever. But he decided he would let her come to him when she was ready, because he knew one day she would.

"thank you."
she said almost in a whisper trying to catch her breath..

"for what?"

"for that, it was incredible."

"you're incredible."

she smiled. He held her in his arms slightly looking down. He could tell she was feeling ashamed.

"you okay?"

"I don't know, I mean we just made love and yet I have to go back home to my husband."

"you don't have to."

"yes, yes I do, but you know what? I'll be back."

"you will?"

"yeah how could you give love like that and not expect me to come back knocking at you're door. I love you Fox."

"I know you do Whitney."
He said kissing her forehead.

"But really it is late how about you just sleep here tonight and go home in the morning."

"yeah but what will I tell Chad? I… mean…"

"hey don't you worry about that, okay besides I know I wore you out tonight, and I don't want you falling asleep on the rode. When you can just fall asleep in my arms."

"well I am sleepy."

"so just stay here."

"Okay you convinced me."
She got a little more comfortable and closed her eyes, and drifted off to sleep. He smiled and looked at her. He kissed her on the cheek.

"Goodnight my love."
He whispered as he closed his eyes as well, and went to sleep.

Wanna put my fingers through your hair
Wrap me up in your legs
And love you till your eyes roll back
I'm tryna put you to bed, bed, bed
I'ma put you to bed, bed, bed
Then I'ma rock ya body
Turn you over
Love is war, I'm your soldier
Touchin' you like it's our first time
I'ma put you to bed, bed, bed
I'ma put you to bed, bed, bed
J Holiday- Bed