Sorry for the long delay

Sorry for the long delay. I haven't been in the country for a few weeks….so yeah. Here we go. Comments are appreciated.

Bella's Pov.

"Jacob," I whispered. There he was, as big as ever. He just stood there, in shock; I could see it on his tan face. "May I come in?"

"Bella, you shouldn't be here. Go home." He growled at me.

"What you're not going to let me in? I just want to speak to you." I asked him.

"You're not human anymore. You let him change you." He said as he shivered with anger. I knew who he was referencing to, and I saw his hatred for Edward. I knew I had to tell him the truth. It was hard not too.

"No, he wasn't the one who changed me Jacob." I told him flat out. I saw the astonishment flash into his brown eyes.

"Then who was it?" He whispered to me, his anger slowly faded away.

"Victoria, she was taking revenge for Edward killing her mate. She wanted to kill Edward's mate, but she didn't know he left me. She was intrigued when she found out later. I killed her when I woke up." I explained to him as I sat on his front porch steps. He sat down beside me, at least an arm length away from me. "I am sorry to hear about your father, it must have been hard for you."

"I hear Charlie is dying. I am sorry, Bella. My dad's death was quick; I bet your dad's death is going to be harder on you." Jacob said to me. I remember his dad died in his sleep; it made me so sad.

"Jacob, can I tell you something? When Victoria bit me, I was pregnant with Edward's child. I don't know how I became pregnant because they are frozen in time, so to speak. I was so afraid that my child would die, but her being already half vampire, she lived. I have a beautiful girl named Giselle. I needed to tell someone, and I wanted to tell you." I cried out.

"Why did you want to tell me that?" He yelled into my face.

"Because you were my best friend," I yelled back.

"That's all I was to you. Didn't you know that I loved you; I fell in love with you at the bon fire at the beach. But no, you had to love the vampire. You could never love the wolf." He bellowed as he got up and paced.

"I do love you Jacob. But I was so in love with Edward, it over powered my love for you. It still does. He's back. And I don't know what to do. Whether I should tell him about Ella, or just leave things alone. I came to you, Jacob. Please help me. I need help." I said dry weeping.

"You don't need my help, Bella. You never did." He said as he started to walk back into his house.

"Jacob, wait. I do. When he left me, I broke into a million pieces. I am just trying to put them back together. Everything was fine, until I came back to Forks. It's all falling apart again." I whispered to him, holding him back from going inside. He looked down at my pale, white hand, feeling the cold on his burning arm.

"Bella, I thought you were dead. Well, technically you are." He laughed. It was so good to hear his laugh. He pulled my back on the porch steps, inching a bit closer to me this time. "He may break you again. I loathe Edward, but he has the right to know. Wow, I can't believe I said that." He chuckled.

"I guess. Did you know you aged?" I asked him as I punched him in the arm, knowing it wouldn't hurt me.

"Yes, I wanted to age a bit more. Now I am twenty-one, but I aged my body less, because I looked twenty-one when I was sixteen." He said as he flashed his huge smile at me. "How old are you?"

"I am eighteen." I told him with a wink. I was so deliriously happy that we were back to normal, or as normal as we will ever be.

"I remember some of you guys having powers, do you have any?" He asked wondering.

"I have numerous powers. I have no clue why I got so many." I answered him with a smile.

"What powers do you have?" He said almost bouncing up and down.

"Didn't you notice the ground shaking when I was yelling; well I can control the elements on earth. I also can see the future and the past. Oh, and I don't drink blood, actually I am still repulsed by it." I enlightened him.

"Wow Bells, you're powerful. I think you should kick Edward's ass. Sorry." Jacob growled.

"No, I should. I will. Thanks Jacob. I should go. Ella is probably waiting for me. If you want to meet her, come by the house. I think she will be happy to meet her godfather." I answered him, seeing the happiness flow in his face.

"Godfather, thank Bella. I will. I missed you." He said as he hugged me. "Gosh, you stink." That made me laugh; I waved goodbye to him and ran home. As I arrived I saw Edward sitting on my steps.

"Edward, can't you leave me alone for one night?" I asked smugly.

"NO!" he growled.

"I am telling you for the last time. Leave me be." I snarled back.

"Not until you tell me what you're hiding from me." He said as he took a step towards me. I narrowed my topaz eyes at him.

"It's your death wish," I said as I tackled him.