"Bella you don't want to do that. I might hurt you." Edward told me, trying to pry me away from him.

"I highly doubt that, I believe I'm stronger than you now," I snarled at him, wrapping my hands around his throat, even though I knew it wouldn't hurt him. So I turned my hands into huge heating pads, burning his cool skin.

"Bella, please stop. That hurts." Edward pleaded. I saw the pain in his eyes. After a few minutes, I gave up. I collapsed to the ground and started to dry sob. "Bella," He said to me, trying to reach for me, but I moved away.

"I'm a monster Edward. I've keep my secrets from you because I was trying to stay safe. When you left, I was so hurt, I was broken. I barely could function, and I don't want to feel like that again. But that's in the past now. I guess I should tell you something. It may surprise you, but you have a right to know. Edward, do you remember that night where things got a bit carried away, with us?" I asked him, looking in his topaz eyes.

"Yes." He said with a smile on his face, and waited for me to continue.

"Well, I don't know how it happened, but I got pregnant with your child." I told him straight out. I saw the total shock on his perfect face. "The baby survived Victoria's bite, seventeen years ago; I had a baby girl; your child; a half vampire with powers just like ours." I waited for him to speak.

"I have a child? And you didn't tell me. You didn't find me and try to tell me." He yelled in my face.

"You didn't deserve to know and the way you're acting now, I was right not to tell you." I calmly told him. "I didn't want to give you the chance to take another thing that I love so much away from me; I was not going to allow you to take my daughter."

"You still should have told me Bella," he growled trying to control his temper.

"I had no clue where you went, and I wasn't going to uproot Ella and risk you taking her from me; Or her wanting to be with you and not me. I wasn't going to give up the only thing I had in life, the only thing that kept me sane, because I already lost you and my father." I explained to him my reasons.

"You're father is still alive, so you didn't lose him." He told me, pinching the bridge of his nose.

"This is the first time I've seen my father in seventeen years, when I told him I was pregnant, he told me that I had to get rid of the baby but I couldn't. She was the only thing I had left of you since you took everything that you gave me away from me." I said in a hurried whisper.

"I never took anything, it still in your house; even though it was selfish of me I put everything under a floorboard in your room. You see I came looking for you; two years after I left I couldn't bear being away from you anymore, so I came back. But you already left and your father didn't know where you were." He murmured.

"So you came back, and you thought it would all go back to what it was. You are sadly mistaken, because it could never go back to what it was. Even if I went back to you, I would never fully trust you, and I would always think about the next time you would leave for the better. "I yelled at him, trying to control my powers.

"I wasn't going to leave you again. Alice couldn't see you either, so I spent seventeen years hoping I would see you again. Has she ever asked about me, our daughter?" He asked me with pleading eyes.

"Ella has asked about you, more in the past few years. I always tried to avoid her, but now she knows you're here, and knows what you look like. She has your eyes, well your human eyes, they're green. So I guess if I don't let her meet you, she'll find you on her own," I told him, "So are you ready to meet your daughter?"

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