I lay there with the love of my eternal life. The skin surrounding her eyes were swollen and red from crying and I knew it was because of me. I would never intentionally hurt Bella. She had no idea how much she tempted me. Bella always says the same thing,… "Why don't you want me the way I want you?" That is the most absurd question I have ever heard come from her beautiful mouth. Honestly, she thinks that she doesn't affect me! Just watching her walk, or play with her hair, or bite her lip (mmmm) makes me hard. I could never tell her this, of course. After all, that's not very gentlemanly. It's getting much harder to court Bella and treat her like a precious angel when she's moaning my name and trying to take my clothes off. If she only knew the things that go through my mind…
"Jake, I can't do this! Please….I can't. Edward…" I snapped back into reality when I heard Bella say his name. HIS name. I had gotten used to Bella talking in her sleep. In fact, I enjoyed getting a glimpse into her mind. But, she was usually saying MY name! Her face almost looked like she was in agony. I don't care if it is a dream. If that mutt hurt's her, I'll kill him!
She rolled onto her back. Her beautiful body was writhing and her head was rolling back and forth on her pillow. I carefully pulled my arm out from under her neck and continued watching her. Should I wake her?
"Ugh!!!" She practically screamed. I was glad that Charlie wasn't home. He surely would have woken up. My mouth opened slightly at the sight of Bella…trailing her hands slowly down her body. Her right hand went straight down to her center. She was rubbing herself over her shorts. Stop staring Edward! Should I leave? She would be mortified if she knew I stayed to watch this! Her left hand had gone down to her white top and played traced her hard nipples.
"Oh, Jacob!! Don't stop…I'm so close…please…don't…UUUGGGHHH!!" Her left hand left her breasts and tried to pull down her shorts. Bella's right hand slipped into her shorts. It looked like she was circling her clit…and hard! Her back arched off the bed and her breathing was coming fast. I tried so hard to look away, but she was…hot! I don't think I have ever seen her look so sexy. My cock twitched in my pants and I wanted so badly to free it from its restraints. She moved her hand faster.
'More, Jake, more!" Damn him!! Hearing her scream his name almost made all lust I had for her leave my body. Why him? Why not me? Her body was sweaty and her shorts were halfway to her knees. God, she smells so fucking good! I started taking deeper breaths,…which was a mistake. Whether she was dreaming of that mongrel of not, I couldn't take my eyes off of her. Bella, my Bella, was playing with herself! I couldn't take it anymore…I reached down and rubbed the outside of my jeans. Uuggghhh…
Her right hand slowed to a snail pace and her left hand came back up to her luscious breasts. She pulled the top a little bit and her pink nipple came out the top. If she doesn't stop, I'm going to lose it.
A mischievous grin spread across her face and I wondered if she was doing this on purpose. Nothing would surprise me anymore. But, there's no way that Bella would pretend to be with Jacob in an attempt to turn me on. That's ridiculous. No, this grin was…from pleasure.
"You like that, Jake? Do you want more?" I can't take it… Bella started moaning, uncontrollably. Her right hand shot back down her to pussy and started plunging her fingers in, out, in, out. I could feel my eyelids start to grow weak. My cock was harder than ever and I rubbed it furiously.
"Fuck me, Jacob! Now! I can't wait anymore!" There goes my anger again! Why him?! That damn mutt is going to get his face broken next time I see him. Her head was thrashing around and her left hand was playing with her breasts again.
"Harder! Faster! Oh, God!!! MMM!!! You're gonna make me come, Jacob!!! Don't stop!" That's it. I'm waking her. My hand left my jeans and I brushed it, ever so softly, against her teach…which was harder for me to do than usual considering my aroused state.
"Bella… Bella, wake up."
Her body shot up. She was frantically breathing and looked like she was still in dream land. I couldn't look at her. I just wanted to fuck her senseless. When she came back to reality she looked over at me. The sound of her crying out that Mongrel's name was ringing in my ears.
"Oh, no! What did I say? What did I do?….Edward?" I took a deep breath and slowly turned my head towards her. Steady, Edward.
"Jacob? You were dreaming about Jacob?" My eyes were blazing with a mixture of anger and desire. I knew I must be frightening her. I had to be. Then again, it's Bella. She's never been afraid of me.
"I couldn't control it, Edward! I'm so sorry!" She got on her knees and came closer to me. God, she smells so good. I got an amazing trace of her scent when she lifted her leg over mine to straddle my waist. Just a little bit closer, Bella. My eyes closed and I turned my head away from her again. Not because I was angry, but because I felt intoxicated by her presence and didn't want to lose my control. Oh, fuck it!
"Why is it…that Jacob gets to…" I grabbed the small of her back and flipped us over so that I was on top of her. So, beautiful… "gets to…fuck you…when I can't?"
Bella's eyes dilated and her breathing got shallow. I dropped my head down to tease her neck.
"I…" was all she managed to say before I grazed my tongue over the vein in her neck. The sound of her moaning reminded me of the sexy vision from earlier.
"You were driving me crazy, Bella. Your hands were all over your body. The second your hand slipped into your panties I couldn't move." Which reminded me… I grabbed her right hand and held it under my nose. "I have to taste you tonight. I can't wait anymore." I slipped her finger in my mouth and savored that delectable flavor. My hips started to grind into her at a steady pace and both of our eyes rolled back in our heads…
This time… I don't think I can stop.