KNOCK KNOCK! Oh great, another interruption. Was it international interupt Bella day??! It was probably Quil or Embry wandering if their brother made it out alive! Ugh, I really hate this vampire-warewolf enemy thing. I got up to get the door. I swung the door and everyone waited expectantly "Look, this really isn't the right ti-" then everything stood still.

There he stood. My hallucinations didn't do him justice or maybe this was a hallucination and they'd just gotten more vivid. Yes, this was a hallucination, first the phone call and now I have completely lost it. But all the same, I embraced it. First I took in his perfect body. His perfectly carved chest was just how I remembered it. I took in everything from his feet to his neck before braceing myself for his perfect, heart-melting face. Then there it was… his angular jaw,his mouth twisted into my favourite smile, his perfect nose, his messy bronze hair, his deep honey gold eyes. And then I was lost, stairing at his eyes as he stared right back. I hadn't noticed I wasn't breathing until my body swayed. But I couldn't breath. Surely he'd dissapear if I took even just one breath. "Hello Bella.." he whispered and that's all it took. I couldv'e sworn I heard an exact replica of his voice and a cool sweet breath of air before everything went black. Pins and needles took over my body. I cursed the fact that blackness had consumed my vission of him. I felt butterflies in my stomach and a slight free fall before falling into a deep dream of nothing.

I woke up feeling very stiff. My eyes refused to open and my chest tightened with the realisation that I'd just been screaming. So it was all a dream then, another nightmare? Edward wasn't comeing back and Alice hadn't come over after seeing me jump off the cliff. As a matter of fact, I don't even remember falling asleep in the first place. I forced my eyes open, feeling disoriented. I awoke in a room that was so familiar, but it wasn't mine. I tried to sit up, but the moving walls told me otherwise, my head swirled with dizziness. I laid back down and tried to make sense of everything. Okay, so I'm in jakes room. Does that mean he brought me here after the cliff diving? That would make more sense then the alternative. The dream didn't make much sense anyway. Why would my halucination turn up if I wasn't in danger? And surely jacob wouldn't accept me so simply, not after I bombarded him like that. I stretched out my joints and rolled over, hitting something solid. My first thought said it was jacob. But as I got a better look I realised it was a cold dead corpse with bloodshot green eyes staring at me, the face was contorted painfully and blood drenched his body. Edward. I let out a blood curdling scream before wrenching myself out of bed, falling to the ground. My body felt wet. I looked down and my clothes were satcherated in blood. The screaming continued and I felt like I couldn't breath. CRACK! Edward sat up and cracked his mutilated jaw back into place. He was naked, but his body so covered in blood that you wouldn't notice. The left side of his chest was brutily ripped open and a shriveled black heart lay jammed inside with other various organs. He stared above my head while the dead heart beat out more blood.

"I can't do this anymore!" I let out through my repetitive screaming.

He suddenly glared down at me as if I'd shot him. I felt the power of his gaze physically. As if he was holding me to the ground.

"Have you ever been so lonely, no one there to hold? Pull me in or disown me and then climb inside. My arms are open wide. Have a look inside." He growled at me. He was purely animal as he snarled the puzzling words at me. I continued to scream as his unseen force began to crush me into the ground. I burried my face into the blood soaked carpet and prayed for someone to save me from this pain. I suddenly felt the weight lift. I looked up to the bed confused, but edward was gone. I looked back down and the blood was gone. I felt hands on my shoulders and jumped into the air screaming.

"Bella! It's just me! Jesus, I leave for two seconds to get milk and suddenly your screaming bloody murder. The neighbours thought I was killing you. They called the police and everything. Are you ok? What hapenned? Another bad dream?" Jacob stood with his palms faceing me, as if to show he wasn't going to harm me. I prayed for someone to save me and here he was. I staggered forward and landed into his arms crying.

"Jacob, Jacob I love you" I managed within sobs.

"So what happened? Why am I here?" I asked, absolutely out of the loop.

"You don't remember?." I shook my head and looked confused. "Okay, I guess you need to know" We were sitting on Jacob's love seat after he calmed me down and made me some breakfast. I insisted on doing it but he really didn't think I should. What had hapenned? "Well let me start by saying youv'e been out for a good 24 hours. Now I wouldv'e taken you to the hospital but, well, we'll get to that later. So what's the last thing you remember?" he looked concerned.

"Well that's just it. I honestly don't know what the last thing I remember is. Because it all seems pretty dreamlike to me from the point I jumped off the cliff. Was that even real?" I stared blankly at my cerial, trying my hardest to remember.

"Well, I'll fill you from there then…" He filled me in on all the stuff that I remembered. I got increasingly nervouse as he edged towards the part I can't justify. "So then me and the bloodsucker started argueing and someone knocked on the door. I guess I was too preoccupied with alice to notice the smell" I put my cerial down and gripped the couch nervously. "Then I looked over and saw Quil at the door looking confused and clearly uncomfortable. You looked stiff as cardboard. He said that you wouldn't stop stairing at him, you were white as a ghost. So he decided to try and break your transe by saying hello. And then all of the sudden you fainted and hit the ground like a ton of bricks! Scared me half to death!" I breathed carefully so as not to let Jacob know there was something wrong. Which was hard considering he'd just confirmed that I was insane.

"So anyway, I knew you wouldn't want Charlie to know about the fainting, but I had to get you to the hospital. That leech friend of yours didn't like the sound of that. There was almost a fight until Embry got out of the car and she realised she was out numbered. She said that it was fine for me to take you as long as Carlisle was allowed to examine you. So I took you here because the pack thought it safer having me and you here. You know, because of carlisle examineing you and all. He got here eight hours after I brought you here, he turned up in a private plane… show off. I'm not sure if I should be the one to tell you what conclusion he came to, because I don't agree with him." I listened carefully and froze at the realisation that he might still be here. And if he's here than maybe the family might be here. And if the family might be here… no he doesn't care if I fainted. He doesn't want me. I need him.

"Is he still here?" I asked a bit more enthuseastic than Jacob had hoped. His face fell. "Jake, I'm sorry, really. It's just that, they were going to be my family and I became attatched to them."

"I just don't know if your'e ready for that. I just need to know your'e okay. Youv'e been so stressed and I was thinking you could use a break. I want to help you Bella, as long as the offer is still available...." He looked broken. As if my pain were his. I needed to fix that, and quick.

I grabbed his hand and he looked down at our hands. Such different shades. As if on cue he looked at me as I looked at him. He was shirtless as usual and I enjoyed the distraction. "The offer is up as long as your willing to take it Jake. You should be looking for someone better than me. But if your happy to take me as mental as I am, then I won't complain." He tucked a piece of hair behind my ear then cupped my cheek. I leaned into the warmth and closed my eyes, content.

"Forever.." he leaned over and whispered.

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