Disclaimer: I don't own Matt or Amy, nor do I own anything of the WWE. I don't own the Bo Bice Lyrics and I don't own anything else you recognize. I'm just doing this for fun. :)
Author's Note: Yeah, I suck, I know. But I do have an update. And I'd say you wouldn't expect this story to happen as it does from the first part of the two-shot. Remember, just this chapter and the one before are on the same storyline. Every other story is just a one-shot and none have anything to do with the other. :) So yeah... that's about it. :) Enjoy!
Track six: Remember Me.
Matt Hardy was never one to obey the speed limit and drive responsibility. His car history and tickets proved just that. But how he drove – relentlessly towards Florida – was a new speed all together. He honestly never stopped. Anger pulsed through his veins as he drove into the town Adam lived in, closer and closer to Amy. She would pay. He was sure of it.
Behind him, dawn was breaking, signaling the start of a new day. Matt wondered if his family missed him, realized he was missing at Thanksgiving dinner that night. Did it really matter? He wasn't sure.
Did Amy miss him? Did Amy even remember him anymore? It was quite possible. Who knew what lies Adam was feeding her, Matt knew. He could be telling her things that were so far from the truth…
Matt chuckled. Loosing your mind could be fun. Especially if it involves hurting those who made you loose your mind in the first place.
The dawn is close
And sheds its light on me
It makes me feel like what we had was really nothing at all
Now do you care, but am I in this alone
But maybe I am
Oh if I am
Remember me…
Only about ten minutes later, Matt pulled up in front of Adam's Florida home. He hadn't been there in a while so he was pleasantly surprised finding it so easily. Looked exactly the same, too, Matt noticed. He stared into the house for a while, Amy's voice and memories flooding the place which was his mind.
He remembered the night he and Amy had to sleep in his rental car… the night they had both gotten drunk and Matt had to pay someone to get where they needed to go. Such a pain in the ass then, but such a funny memory once it was over. He remembered the times they'd talk about forever and then all the pointless conversation between his friends. Everything you had to be for… the nights that would go down forever in the minds of his family, friends, and co-workers. All the good times he missed so much. The time when he had everything and anything he wanted. With Amy, he had everything. Good times…
"Where'd they go?" he whispered, staring at the house. As he thought about Amy and all the good memories some more, his anger began to fade. As well as his anger, so did his energy and before he knew it, Matt Hardy was asleep.
Remember all the times
All those endless nights
We didn't want to sleep
Remember me
And how I made you laugh
Until I made you cry...
We had everything
But don't you ever forget…
He was awoken by the sound of Adam's voice coming from a few feet away. Never before was he gladder to have tinted windows than that day. He stared out as Adam and Amy sat on the steps, enjoying the seemingly late-morning sun. He had one arm around her and she was smiling at him. He gave her an Edge-like smile back and Matt realized something.
She was happy with him. Happy! Something he didn't seem to expect. Sure, she'd told him that, but he didn't want to believe it. And Adam looked happy too… Matt shuddered as he remembered his intent when he arrived at the house. He was going to hurt them… tear them apart. Only Matt could have Amy, right? Matt began to wonder as his heart got torn to shreds all over again, watching their couple-like behavior.
So this is love
It feels like agony
I want you here 'cause
the thought of you with someone else
is hell on earth
I can't breathe
Knowing that you don't believe
In all that we had
So all that I ask
Is remember me…
Again, Matt wondered if Amy did even remember him anymore. She didn't seem to see anything else but Adam's smile as she sat next to him. Love… that was love? It made Matt feel like hell and like he wanted to gauge Adam's eyes out, out of jealousy, so he supposed it was.
Another memory of a barbeque with his family and friends shook into his mind. A night with beer, fun, crude remarks, and just everything needed to make Matt miss Amy even more. He sighed while Amy and Adam talked, smiles in their eyes.
"I miss you," he muttered angrily. "I miss you!" He wanted to pound on the glass, but he didn't dare get their attention. "I miss you, Amy!" He sighed. "Damn it."
All of the memories are leaving me empty
Oh how I want you here right now
It gets so lonely
I need you to hold me
Everything else just brings me down…
Matt sighed again and then turned the car on, quietly as he could. His eyes floated over to Amy and Adam, who hadn't even noticed. He had to move on. Amy was not coming back to him, not matter how much he said he missed her, how many memories flooded his brain, not even if had really had tried to hurt either of them. Nothing was going to bring her back.
All he could hope is that sometimes, she did feel lonely, even with Adam. That she did miss him as much as he did. And most of all… he hoped she remembered him. Not him, but everything they had… every memory that made Matt laugh, he hoped it made her laugh harder. Every smile Matt had with her, he hoped it made Amy smile wider. If Matt was happy… as far off as it seemed to him, as he pulled away from the curb, Matt wished she was happier. All of that, everything they had… Everything he'd never get back… he just wanted her to remember him. It was all he could ever ask of her.
"And all I'll ever have," he muttered, the morning sunset coming into view as he pulled into a main road, on his way home.
We had everything, everything
So don't you ever forget
Never, never forget
Remember me…
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