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Author's Note: This is going to be the LAST update to this, because I have realized they have gotten very much alike. But I like this one, it's a bit pyscho... and it's cool to me. I don't know why. Hmm... anyway, that's about it. Thanks to everyone who has reviewed this, it means alot. AND LONG LIVE MATT AND AMY! Aka, the best couple to ever grace the WWE. :) Ferr Surre. Enjoy!

Track six: Willing to Try.

Here I go
Trying to write another chapter in my life
Driving down this lonely highway deep inside
And where I'm going I don't really know
But here I go
Trying hard not to leave too much life behind
Is there something out there that I'm trying to find

Going from a man that held it all in one of the most superior companies of the world to a man who is sitting on rock bottom is a pretty far and long drop. Matt Hardy, I, Matt Hardy am at rock bottom. And it sucks, badly. I blame this on Amy Dumas, my girl – ex – girlfriend and my ex-best friend, Adam Copeland. You may know them as "Lita" and "Edge". Either way, they have ruined my life.

And as I sit here in my brand new car, staring at the road before me as I drive going South, I should really hate her. I put up that front, I say the words that include some pretty nasty things, but each time I look at an old photo, or I hear her voice, I can't help but all in love all over again.

It's really, really unhealthy. But it's not stopping me. I've been going to her house, sitting outside, watching her and Adam interact. They seem oddly matched to me. He seems to… I can't explain it. She belongs with me, though.

Why am I here though? I'm not going to change her mind. Obviously, she's already done so for herself. Why do I even bother?

It's been almost a month. Most people move on, you know? Shouldn't this be starting something new in my life, a chapter of Matt Hardy's life that will create sparks?

There is Ring of Honor, TNA… so many possibilities to restart my career. I'm relatively young still, there is still hope. Yet, to move on professionally, you sort of need to be in a good emotional state. Did I mention rock bottom?

I believe in love
Believe in us
But there are days when it's not enough

I guess you can say I've pretty much lost it. But I know there is still something there. Looking through the glass at Amy isn't going to cut it for me anymore. If I can prove to her, maybe show her what I can be for her. She can come back to whatever she's looking for. I'm willing to be that man, willing to try anything to get my woman back. If she wants to be a princess, she can be a princess! Whatever she wants, it'll be hers.

All I'm asking for is one more chance. Because this isn't enough anymore. I tried to move on, but all I want is Amy. All I breathe is Amy. I'm going to get Amy… she will be mine, she will be back.

I'm not gonna change who I am
But I ain't gonna give up the fight
I don't care who's wrong or right
When it's all said and done
And you tell me you've had enough
You're thinking of giving up on love
I'm still willing to try

I corner her one day in a store. She's hidden in a sweatshirt and glasses, thinking if she's disguised no one will recognize her. Only it isn't the fans she has to worry about. She could go bald and I'd still be able to spot her from a mile away. I know Amy.

"Hi, Amy," I whisper into her ear, touching her shoulder. She flips around like lightening, staring me down. I smile softly back at her. "I'm sorry if I scared you.

I don't expect her response. It's cold and mean. "What are you doing here?" When I don't answer she goes to turn around. I grab her. "Do you want something, Matt? You could have called me."

I frown. "You haven't even answered my calls."

"I've been busy," she whispers. "I have a job."

"Yeah, thanks for rubbing it in," I mutter back, rocking on the balls of my heels. My Amy has got to be in there somewhere. The Amy I always loved and knew, not Adam's Amy. Not this devil he's changed her into.

"I didn't mean it like that," she protests. She looks pretty when she's defensive.

"I'm sorry for the things I've said."

"Yeah, me too."

It's silent again; I'm unsure how to win her back. One deep breath, I sigh. "I miss you."

Her lips sit in a straight line and I barely hear the words, "I miss you too, Matt."

A smile forms on my own lips. She misses me! "Then come back." Her eyes widen. "Please?"

"Matt… I can't do that. I'm with Adam. I'm with Adam now." Her words seem unsure and I wonder if she's considering this. I'm stubborn… I can persuade her, I know I can… she just needs to remember.

"Think about Lucas and everything else."

"Matt, please. Is this all you've came here for? To harass me into getting back with you? Look, Matt. I love you, but… no. Matt, this isn't happening." I stare at her, is this some foreign language. She isn't Amy. I'm not Matt. This is a soap opera… who's gonna yell cut? When am I going to wake up in my bed, Amy lying next to me?

"Do you love him?" I challenge.

She quickly avoids my gaze. "Yes."

"You do, but not like that," I decode, smiling. "Then come on."

"Matt. No."

"Stop being stubborn!" She just stares at me. "Amy!" I call as she walks away.

Shit, what have I done? She's gone… she's gone. And I'm out of my mind. When did this happen?

One year later

Life is good… lonely, but good. I'm Matt Hardy. I work for WWE. That's World Wrestling Entertainment. I see Amy everyday, but it doesn't hurt as much anymore. The crowd still gets me pumped, they still have my back. Will there be a day when they won't be there?

Here I go
Step into this spotlight on the stage
Finally realizing that I've come of age
Running my own race down life's lonesome road
So here I go
We only get one life we got to live
Let's hope we find the strength just to forgive.

Another match with Adam… I step out from the curtain, almost blinded by the flash of all the cameras. It should feel good… I feel angry still. I have forgiven Amy… I cannot forgive Adam. It's weird, you know.

I will someday. Maybe someday we'll even get along again. Someday I won't want to rip his throat out when we're in the same room. Doesn't he know how it feels for something like this to happen?

It's lonely at the top… even lonely while working yourself up from the bottom. All I ever wanted was to be loved… to be with someone who loved me as much as I loved them, even if it wasn't as easy for me to show it. Amy was that girl for me; I still want her to be that girl. Can't she be that girl? I'm willing… is she?

Last I heard she's single again. This is a good thing. I have my chance. I want her back. Even after everything, I do. I don't know why. I love Amy… I always have. She didn't love Adam like she loved me…

If you believe in me
Like I believe in us
There ain't no way we're giving up

I can be the perfect guy this time. I believe we can work this out. I told Amy this today… she wasn't too happy. Said some profanities to me and told me I needed help. Maybe I do. I'm obsessed with the woman that has long moved on. But there is hope. I know this.

Summer of 2006

I'm not gonna change who I am
I ain't gonna give up the fight
I don't care who's wrong or right
Baby when it's all said and done
And you tell me you've had enough
You're thinking of giving up on love
I'm still willing to try

She's with someone in that band she started now. I really need to move on… but have you seen this woman smile? Can't you see why I'm so helplessly in love with her? I want nothing more to… God, I hate lying. It's horrible. I want her, badly.

She's gone.

With someone else.

She'll see.

One Day, there will be no one else, she'll be all alone, and I'm still gonna be here waiting, like I have been. I always will be, Amy. You'll know that soon. There will be only me, you'll want me again. I'll be the perfect man. And when all hope is gone… I'm still willing to try.

Oh, oh willing to try.

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