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As Haley's alarm clock started to ring she sat up instantly and slammed it off, to be honest she hadn't got much sleep last night. She was still really shocked about the whole "you were in a car crash and we just decided not to tell you about half of your life, we thought it was for the best." She couldn't get it out of her head, in some ways she was kind of thankful that she had forgotten and never felt the pain any longer. The pain was back again, even stronger this time: she knew about the whole Lucas situation in High school and now she had to deal with Ryan and Michelle, maybe her college years weren't going to be all that great after all.

She rolled out of bed and got ready for classes, this was the first day of the semester and so far it was all wrong, she couldn't wait for college to be over and it had just started. She could only hope that her life would get better from here on out.

She went to her classes but to her surprise there was no-one in any of them that took a slight interest in her and she didn't think the people in her classes were her kind of people, in other words they were kind of geeky and yes ok she used to be like that and she isn't in a situation were she can be choosey but none of the people in her classes even looked a slight bit interested in her, they all just done their work and that was it. It was basically silent apart from the lecturer telling us what we would be taught over the years.

When it was my lunchtime I wasn't sure what to do, I was alone and I preferred not to be alone as much as possible but there was nothing I could do about it now: it was going to be me, myself and I all over again. Haley James was truly a loner, from here on out that's the way she thought it would always be.

She went to a small café for lunch, when she sat down a woman came over and took her order: ham salad roll and water. While she was eating Nathan and Lucas came into the small care to, she wasn't ready for this but she could use some company. Maybe they could sort out their problems and maybe get over them; maybe they could all be friends. This is how desperate she was she wanted to be friends with the guy who tore her apart. She had a slight smile on her face as she watched them walk in.

Nathan and Lucas both glanced over as they walked in, they never smiled and never said hi. They just looked over and as quick as their eyes looked over they were away just as fast.

Haley sat there kind of confused, was it not her who was supposed to be mad? He was the one who left her behind, well that's what she knew anyway. Why didn't they say hello or even smile? Why were they not speaking to me? Do they really think I was playing along and pretending not to remember? As fast as Haley thought she could get over them she then felt a cloud of annoyance and sadness sweep over her, her old childhood friend didn't even want to speak to her and her new found friend didn't want to speak to her. She was damned for the worst to happen. She was still surprised because the way Lucas was being with her yesterday it's as if he couldn't stop talking and now he's not talking at all, god they were so weird. As a small tear fell from Haley's eyes she got up and barged out of the café.

Then and only then did Lucas and Nathan turn to see her barge out, they let out a sigh and looked slightly confused and baffled. They didn't expect this, but they had heard enough from Haley.

Haley lay in her bed crying, she didn't know what to do or where to go; another party would be no good for her and she didn't have anything to do. So she lay there continuously crying into her pillow, this was like a newfound hobby for her. Crying didn't help but she just couldn't stop, the tears just kept coming. She finally got up off of her bed and looked at herself in the mirror, her mascara had ran all down her cheeks now leaving big streams of black ink funning down her face, she was a mess. This annoyed Haley she was always so pretty and proper, she would never let herself get into this state. Especially over boys, at this point Haley swiped all of the things off of her dresser, her make-up, her perfume, her phone and her mirror. She didn't want to see herself and she didn't need to wear the makeup anymore, she didn't have anyone to impress.

NEXT DOOR

CRASHH!!!BANGGG!!!

Nathan was in his dorm room when her heard a loud crashing noise, he knew it was coming from Haley's room, he didn't know what to do. He knew he had to see her eventually but he didn't know what to say so he just let her be. He would let her calm down and then he would go and speak to her later. She needed to just let all of her anger out and Nathan knew all too well that sometimes is was best to be left alone to go through the ritual of crying and being angry. Little did he know that Haley wasn't in need of being alone she was actually in need of a companion, she was angry and crying because now she was all alone.

BACK IN HALEY'S ROOM

After letting all her anger out and pushing all of her belongings off of her dresser she cried even more at how stupid she had been. Now she had to pick it all up, as she was picking up her makeup she felt a sharp pain in her finger, she had cut herself on a piece of glass off of her mirror. As she rolled her eyes she saw that it was pretty deep, so she went and put a bandage on it. Now she was injured as well as mad. She just couldn't win. She cleared up her room and then she knew what she had to do. She washed her face and then headed out off on a trip along her corridor.

KNOCK KNOCK!!

She chapped on his door and then her appeared, a little surprised to see her there but then a smile appeared on his face. . . .


I know it's a lot of big chunky paragraphs but the next one will probably be a lot of dialogue, I'm not sure if you prefer chunky paragraphs or dialogue what do you prefer? I like writing both but I think when it's chunky paragraphs I tend to repeat myself a lot and then I also waffle on and on about nothing. HaHa. Hope to here your thoughts. Thanks ByeXx