Hey guys, sorry for the big wait, I've had exams to study for and take these past 2 weeks, hope you understand, well here's the nest chapter. Hope you can enjoy it. Hopefully have another chapter up soon.


"Haley, Hi"

"Hey Ryan" she speaks out with no facial expression.

She goes into Ryan's dorm and they sit down. Ryan is very confused and slightly amazed at whys he is here, he thought he would never see her again, well in his dorm room anyway. He was sure he she was here to shout at him and probably kick him where the sun don't shine and yes he was correct.

"Ryan why?" Haley sobbed.

"I don't know Haley, I really don't. I'm a complete jackass who didn't deserve you, you deserved so much better than me and that I am truly sorry for, you will never know just how sorry I am Haley."

"Ryan you aren't really sorry, you're just sorry you got caught because if I didn't catch you and Michelle at it then you would still be at it with her and tagging me along the whole way. Don't say you wouldn't be because you would okay."

"I know I probably would, but I am sorry, sorry you had to see, sorry that I done it and sorry that it was with your best friend."

"Ex-best friend Ryan, Ex"

"Oh okay. Sorry"

"God Ryan stop saying sorry will you?"

He just stared around the room he was slightly uncomfortable. He wasn't sure what to say, so he just waited for Haley to start. He knew she would, even though he cheated he still did know Haley pretty well.

"Ryan I'm still very mad at you about you sleeping with Michelle but I need to ask you a question."

"Sure, anything I'll answer anything."

"Did you know about my mom not telling me about my life in Tree Hill?" at this she looked up at him, the whole time her eyes had been glued to the floor she was kind of scared that if she looked at him she would need to smack him and to be honest she didn't want to.

"Haley, I did but you've got to know why."

"Ryan I trusted you more than anyone, I gave you my heart and you lied and deceived me, why couldn't you have told me about it, why?" she spat out at him.

"Haley listen to me, when we first met I thought you were the most amazing girl I had ever met but then I saw that you were missing something, you were missing a sparkle in your eyes. Every girl has it but your wasn't there and I know you were hurting because of Tree Hill. You didn't ever tell me about it but your mom and dad did one time, they didn't go into deep detail but I knew something from your past was holding onto you and you couldn't let go. You don't know how much it hurt me to see you hurt like that. Then when the accident happened your mom thought of not telling you about Tree Hill when you woke up and didn't remember much about your past, so we did, and it worked Haley. Your pain was gone and you were carefree and you were last but not least, you were happy. I had never seen you so happy before and that was you from then on out you were always happy. I loved you so much when that happened, your problems were gone."

"Well Ryan if you loved me so much when this all happened how come you ended up with Michelle huh? I figure that it happened just when the accident happened. That was like a year and a half ago Ryan." She screamed out at him.

"It was well…when you were in hospital and we were really sad and just helping each other cope with everything and then one night it just happened and then I don't know we couldn't stop. I don't know why Haley but I am sorry and now you know that."

MEANWHILE

Nathan was sitting in his dorm, he hadn't heard any noise or shouting or loud bangs in a while coming from Haley's room,, so he decided to get up. He would go and check on her. He owed her that for just ignoring her today at the café.

When he was stood in front of her door, he knocked on it a couple of times.

He stood awaiting her to answer and for him to hold her in his arms and make her feel that everything was going to be okay. He would help get through this. Nathan didn't know why he was so keen to help Haley he had a weird tingling feeling in the pit of his stomach when he saw her. He had never felt this before and this is what kept bringing him back to her. Nathan was unsure of why but he followed his feelings anyway.

He still stood outside of Haley's room, there was still no answer, maybe she didn't want to see anyone.

"Haley, it's me, Nathan."

No answer and no noise.

"Haley are you in there?"

Still no answer.

Nathan then just slid his hand onto the door knob and turned it and to his surprise the door was open. Much to his disappointment Haley wasn't there, she must've went out. He looked around the room, he could see that Haley had smashed her mirror into millions of pieces.

Maybe it was a bad idea to leave her alone earlier. Maybe he should've gone through and helped her. He felt so guilty now; she was probably out at another party getting completely hammered and to his dismay she would probably hook up with guys to try solve her pain. He then sat on her bed; he could smell her sweet scent. She smelled great, he had never smelt a girl who smelled this great before. He then quietly got up and left. He would have to feel guilty all night in his room, he had promised to be there and he hadn't been there for her when she probably needed him.

RYAN'S PLACE

Haley had heard enough of Ryan's voice for a while so she sat on his bed and just stared at her feet, she was crying but she wouldn't let Ryan near her. She just couldn't help but sit there in silence, she hated silence but she didn't know what to say anymore. She was completely worn out. She had, had enough of life today. She needed her friends and now she had none.

"Ryan, I well do you still have feelings for me or where they wiped out a long time ago?"

"Haley has my speeches not taught you anything, Haley I love you, Michelle didn't mean anything she was just meaningless sex. You were my baby and I love you Haley. You know that."

Haley then got up off of the bed and stood next to Ryan, she then just broke down into tears, this was the edge. Ryan then pulled her into his arms. As he done this Haley then recognised that she didn't feel safe in his cuddles, although it wasn't Nathan who was cuddling her she needed someone and Ryan still wanted to be that someone. She knew she was mad, taking him back but she needed him. She couldn't face the world on her own.

"Ryan I love you too" she lied.


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