Guilty Pleasure EDITED

Feelings

Chapter 5


I grunted and moan as I woke up. I sat up and laid my hand on my head..

"Ugh headache.." I looked to my right and saw a familiar face sleeping.. I stood up and saw Kazune sleeping.. I thought back and remembered what happened. Then I sat on my bed... "He looked after me all night?" I whispered to myself.

I soon heard a yawn "Yeah I did.." He answered while he put his arms up.

"Why? Didn't I slap you?" I pondered.

He chuckled "Well you were drunk and you had a high fever I wasn't going to let you die there." He stood up. "Go back to your bed I make you some food" He winked and left the room.

I went back under the covers and and thought about yesterday... "Why did I get mad?" I whispered.

Later that morning when Kazune finished cooking.

"You didn't have to do this you know?" I said as I sat down on chair.

"Well your having a pretty bad hang over Miss Hanazono-san." He said placing the food on the table and siting down as well.

"So I am Hanazono-san again" I said taking a bite of my meal. He looked at me in the eye like if something was wrong. I stopped chewing "Call me Karin. Miss Hanazono-san is annoying." I finished chewing.

"Well 'Karin' I am sorry.." He truthfully said

I stopped. "Why?"

"Well yesterday when I..I-"

"Oh.." Soon the my phone was ringing. "Excuse me..." I stood up and answered the call "Hello?"

"Karin the boss wants you here, quick." Micchi said.

"Why?" I asked.

"I am not sure.. But we have a major lead on a criminal!"

"I'll be right there." I mumbled and hung up.

"What happened?" Kazune asked.

"They have a lead on you." I yawned "I gotta go.." I walked to my room and got changed.

When I finished changing I noticed Kazune left. I looked at the time and it was getting late I soon left my messy place.

As soon as I got in the car I realized how sorry Kazune left for yesterday. Something was wrong, he wasn't the usual self...well nether was I...after thinking I soon drove off.

I got there fast, I knew that it was going to be a pretty long day... plus my headache was killing.

"Karin! Karin!" I heard Micchi say as soon as I was in the office.

"What?"

"The boss's office."

"Yeah, Yeah I know."

"No you don't get it. You are in trouble."

"What?" I looked at him confused. Then I soon ran to the office. I flew the door opened and looked at the boss the I looked to the person in front of him, Kazune?

"Oh Karin sit down, next to Kujyou if you don't mind" I walked and sat down.

"Why are we here for?"

"I heard you two are dating." He smiled.

"What?" I turned around and looked at Kazune's smirking face. "Who said that?"

"Micchi of course." I soon remembered his words..

"Asshole." I mumbled to myself. "You have a misunderstand..Right? Kujyou?"

"That's right." He said while smirking "I won't date a girl like her sir."

"Ah." He chuckled "Lets get to work then. We have a lead on the person..."

"They robbed yesterday?" I asked.

"Yes we called you both it seems you guys weren't answering your phones."

"Oh."

"You guys are dismissed and good luck" He winked and I got annoyed

"Kujyou.. come to my office." I said once we were out the boss's office.

"Okay." he followed me and when we got there he closed door behind us.

"Still robbing I see." I said as I sat down.

"Well excuse me, have you forgotten what I am?" He said placing he coat on the coat hanger.

"Why do you rob? What do you do to the stuff?" I asked

"Sorry, but do you think I am going to tell that to a cop?" He sat down on the chair in front my desk.

"You are a cop yourself." I reminded him.

"But a bad one, not like you." He smirked "I don't give my heart and soul for this bullshit like you do."

I looked at him. We were back where we started, right before we started to get along. I sighed. "We have different thoughts of that."

He smirked and kept looking at me. "That's why we get along so well." He winked.

"Not funny."

"Not to point the obvious but you don't have a sense of humor."

"What?"

"You heard me."

"Sorry but you have no right to insult me. I am doing you a favor remember."

He looked at me and stood up. "A favor? It should be me saying that!"

I stood up as well, the only thing between us now was my desk. "Excuse me?"

"How have you help me? You get drunk in a party. And now your telling me how bad I am and stuff. Look at your self. Your that girl who no one likes because of her attitude... No wonder your alone. You are not the person I thought you were.. You should be more like Him-" He stopped himself.

I was numb "More like who.." I whispered.

"...Himeka.."

"Leave." I whispered. My vision started to get shaky I felt broken I slowly sat down. Was I really a monster.

"Karin... I didn't mean to..."

"Didn't I tell you to leave!" I yelled as my tears started to fall. He soon left and I was left by myself to cry. My mind was mixed confused and as much as I didn't want to admit it my heart was broken too. I kept crying for a good 20 min... It took me a time to think. My life wasn't normal like before. I soon realized how Kazune became a good part of me. Why Kazune loved Himeka. And how different I was from her. I wiped my tears and came a fact... I shouldn't cry for him. I looked at the time and it was time for me to go. And so I did and I left work for a good week or two. I tried I should say. I did have Kazune chasing after but I pushed him out each time, told him to fuck him self and other vulgar saying but he would always come back waitiing for me to forgive him but I still would not.. But little did I know other things were head of me. Like the day I came back from work.

I opened my door and to my surprise a familiar person was in front of my door.

"W-what are you doing here?"

"I need to talk to you...about Kazune..."