Sarah
woke up to an empty bed, her body still in the same position she had
fallen asleep. She looked around the room and saw that Mort was
nowhere to be found so she got up and used the bathroom. When she was
done she headed downstairs and found him sitting at the kitchen table
eating some buttered toast and sipping on a freshly made cup of
coffee. She cleared her throat and he took his eyes slowly away from
his plate and focused them at her feet but didn't say a word.
"Good
morning Mort." She forced out and walked further into the kitchen.
Mort maintained gaze at her toes noticing that the red nail polish
was chipping. He nodded at her words and watched her feet make their
way to the general direction of the coffee pot. She poured herself a
cup and took a seat next to him until her toes where out of his
sight. Mort lifted his eyes now to her hands that were wrapped around
her usual 'Bahamas' cup.
"So you can't even look at me?"
She lifted one of her hands to her chin.
Mort took her challenge
and glanced up at her face for a moment and then back down at her cup
again. She wasn't impressed.
"This is wonderful." She said
sarcastically.
Mort shrugged.
"Just talk to me " She
finally demanded.
"What is there to say?" He asked sharply as
he stood up take his dirty plate to the sink, the wooden chair making
a horrible screeching noise against the floor.
"I don't know,
anything... something... not silence." She begged.
Mort tossed
the dish in the sink and stood directly behind her. "Well, it's a
nice day outside... I didn't get much sleep last night... thanks
for cleaning my house..." He babbled.
Sarah turned around in
her chair. "Don't be a dick "
"You told me take care of
the silence... I'm talking." He pointed out.
She glared at
him. "You know damn well what I mean, stop being ignorant "
"Me,
ignorant?" He laughed. "You should stop being so damn
pathetic."
"Pathetic, me?" She all but laughed.
"Yeah,
the moment I tell you I'm done, you come crawling over here." He
replied.
"And you... stalking me, that's not pathetic?" She
shot back.
Mort looked at her rather hurt. "Sarah, you know...
that was a real shit thing to say."
"Well, CRAWLING over here
was a real shit thing to say..." She said.
"Not as shitty as
what you just said..." He looked at her like she was
disoriented.
She thought about it and realized that he was right.
"I'm sorry, you're right." She apologized.
Mort nodded.
"Yeah, I'm sorry too."
She sighed rather tired of fighting.
"This is stupid." She muttered.
Mort sat back down and rested
his head in his hands and then popped back up. "Yeah, it's
pointless."
Sarah looked at him and back at her coffee and then
back him and down to the ground. She went to open her mouth but she
closed it, she didn't know what to say. So she just sat there. Mort
looked at her and finally spoke, "Why did you come here? I know it
wasn't to clean my house."
Sarah looked down again and back up
at him. "Crawling back?" She remarked humorously.
Mort shut
his eyes and held back a dry laugh. "Yeah..."
"You don't
seem to want me to come back?" She questioned.
Mort starred at
his coffee and then back at her. "Sarah," He began and stood up,
he walked up to her and pulled her up by her hands. She was shocked
by this but let him. "I don't want you to say you're coming
back and leave me again."
She looked at him for awhile.
"Why
would I do that?" She asked.
"You know, history repeats
itself."
And just like in Mort's story she quoted, "The hell
to the past, I want another future..."
Mort smiled and pulled
her closer to him. "Me too, will you make your future with
me?"
Sarah nodded. "I promise." And with that they shared a
eager kiss.
~*~
That same day
Sarah returned to the apartment only to find it empty, she glanced
around a bit and found it odd that she hadn't seen Jennifer in so
long. She tried calling her cell but didn't get an answer so she
left a voice mail detailing that she was to call her back as soon as
possible and that she was moving back in with Mort but that she
needed to tell her all about it. She gathered her things and loaded
them into her car. She was back at Mort's around dinner time.
When
she pulled up Mort walked out and helped her carry her boxes and bags
into the cabin, the whole time he was just waiting for her to change
her mind but instead (to his surprise) she was excited to be coming
back. After her things where inside they sat down in the livingroom
on the couch and shared a sigh of relief that they were mostly
finished and that the next day all she had to do was unpack.
Sarah
scooted next to him and rested her head on his chest. "I'm
starved." She groaned and patted her stomach.
"Me too." He
muttered quietly. "Hey, you know what?" His voice lifted
up.
"Huh?"
"Let's get changed, I'm gonna take you
out." He pushed her gently off of him and went to stand up but
Sarah buckled back and starred at him for a second.
"You're
serious? " She almost bugged her eyes out.
He held back a
laugh. "Positive."
"Alright." She smiled and disappeared
upstairs.
Mort grabbed a pair of dress pants and a button up shirt
from upstairs and allowed Sarah to use the upstairs bathroom for
whatever she needed to do. She grabbed a red low cut dress that came
down just above her knees and accented it a pair of diamond earrings
and a silver necklace, she had high heels to match her dress and some
how managed to set her short blonde hair up and place all this on and
perfect make-up in less than 20 minuets. When she came walking down
the stairs Mort nearly fell over. He found it hard to take his eyes
off her body when she went to speak.
"You ready?" She asked
as she looked him over, finding the same reaction within herself.
"Ye-ah, you ready?" He fought his eyes from lowering
themselves back to breasts.
"Ye-ah." She found his look so
intriguing. For once, Mort was actually out of his jeans and huge
sweatshirt or lounge around the house clothes. Mort was always
attractive, but he looked completely different in those clothes. He
wasn't wearing his classes, he had his hair fixed up, he shaved all
his rough spots and the clothes actually accentuated his body.
Sarah
starred at him a moment as he looked her over too and little did they
know they were both thinking the same thing-whether or not they
should just push aside their hunger and take each other right then
and there. Mort snapped out of the daze first.
"Alright, I'll
grab my keys." He turned away and headed to the door. Sarah
followed behind him and grabbed her purse. When they got out to his
car he held the door open for her and before she got in she slipped
her arm around his waist and pulled him close to her.
Mort smiled
a bit crookedly at how playful she looked.
"You haven't taken
me in anywhere in awhile..." She began. "You think I can behave
myself?" She asked.
"I hope so... although.. that red dress
doesn't give my hope any justice." He replied.
She shook her
head and leaned in to kiss him. "Prove me and the dress wrong."
He
brought his lips so close to hers she could feel the heat of his
breath when he spoke. "Gladly." And with that he pulled away and
motioned for her sit down.
Mort drove outside of Tashamore
Lake and into the city to a nice upper class restaurant called
"Yesteryears". The two of them had been there before on their
first date together and when Mort parked Sarah smiled over and him
sweetly and he returned it. She thought about the name of the
restaurant and about how meaningful it now was to her.
When the
two sat down they ordered and little did she know Mort had something
planned.
~*~
When Mort and
Sarah had received their order of food, he placed an order for a
bottle of expensive white wine. It arrived half way throughout their
dinner and Mort watched Sarah curiously sip on her glass. She was
wondering what the occasion was for, although she pretty much figured
it was just because she had moved in again.
"I'm very happy
that you decided to come back home." Mort said as he set his wine
down in sync with Sarah. She smiled warmly and slightly nodded. "Me
too, Mort."
"Are you really?" He asked carful to search her
eyes of any misleading emotions when she responded.
"I am, I've
missed you and I'm willing to stick by your side despite the
mishaps, I love you for you, and I have a feeling that the real you
will always win over this spell that you've been fighting. I want
to be there for you like you've been there for me." She replied
honestly and finally she felt as though with those words that her
heart had made its exact choice.
Mort smiled at that and let his
smile grow when he felt her hand reach across the table and loop
around his.
"In that case," Mort reached into the front
pocket of his shirt and pulled out her former engagement ring.
Sarah's eyes widened, wondering how Mort had gotten a hold of it.
Then she realized that he was carrying her boxes all day and she did
remember placing it in a ring case inside a box marked "Jewelry",
which would have obvious enough for anyone to find.
"I know, I
shouldn't have gone through your things, but I thought it only fair
that I bring out, it's been sitting in a box for awhile, huh?"
Mort starred down at it, somewhat flirting with the fact that he was
about to re-propose to her again.
Sarah nodded, "I do suppose, I
have taken it out every once in awhile..."
"Shame to hide such
a pretty thing." He shook his head.
Sarah nearly sighed. "Yeah,
it is."
Mort paused for a moment as they both looked it over, a
million memories swarming in their minds and a million emotions. They
both looked up at each other at the same time and Mort took hold of
both of Sarah's hands.
"I'm asking you, not to wear this now
just as a ring or as something pretty. I'm asking you to wear as I
a symbol of my love and as hope for the future and our future
together. If you're not ready to marry me, I understand completely.
So, I am giving you the choice, I will be in no way effected by the
choice you make, because I know I have you back in my arms and that
you love me and care for me either way, but I want you to make up you
mind upon this now. Either you can wear it on your right hand,
meaning we are just dating and living together, which is fine and
also that you still aren't so sure about me, which I understand
fully. Or, you can place it on your left hand and state that you are
planning a full future with me somewhat sooner than later, and that
you do pretty much really trust me now. Either way, Sarah, I still
respect and love you. I just really want you to wear this, because it
means a lot to me." Mort placed it between the crevice of both her
hands and watched her closely.
Sarah sat there staring down at
the ring in her hands and thought about his words and her choices.
She made her decision carefully and looked up at Mort as she did it.
He was pretty certain that she place it on her right hand and sure
enough he was right. She saw in his eyes nothing of sadness of
rejection, she just saw him smile and she returned it widely.
"I
love you." She whispered, not knowing why she was whispering.
Mort's heart skipped, finding her whisper intriuguing. "I
love you." He replied.
"Mort..." She bumped her leg against
his under the table. "You still wanna prove me wrong about this
dress?"
Mort eyes light up and looked around, thanking God that
table secluded.
Then he laughed. "You know something, I'm
beginning to wonder..." He stood up and helped her out of chair.
"What's that?" She asked as they went to walk out.
"If
you're not the one who's crazy "
Sarah laughed.
"Maybe
I am Mort... maybe I am..." After she laughed she thought about his
words but his lips erased her thoughts away.
