It had been tense between Gil and me for last few weeks. I thought that I was the one that brought Gil to his breaking point. I wanted to end it because it would be easier on him, but he wouldn't let me. He made comments that hurt. I didn't know what he was getting at. I think we were both some how trying to hurt each other. He said the couple was suffocating each other. I took it personal. We even mentioned that Lovers and Co-workers never works, but he is my boss which is even worse in the situation. I didn't now what we had anymore.
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"Hank," I said as he approached me at the hospital. I was there for a case. Gil had sent me to get the S.A.E. kit. I haven't told him about Hank. I guess Jim hasn't either or at least I hope not. I don't need to stress Gil out anymore. He doesn't need to go to the hospital again.
"Hey Sara. You feeling better?"
"Yea, thanks for asking me."
"How about you and Grissom?" He knew I was in a relationship with Gil. I need to keep that in mind not to make him angry or elaborate on my relationship with Gil. He might use that against me.
"Yea, thank you Hank for helping me out the other day."
"No problem. It's what friends do for each other." I didn't agree to his question of being friends. He took it as a yes since I was talking to him. I didn't like it. I wish Gil were here. He would know what to do.
I nodded my head simply.
There was a silence between us.
"I was wondering if we could go eat at the diner after your shift is over. Just to talk Sara." What could I say? I had to agree.
"Yea, I'll meet you there," I told him defeated.
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I couldn't tell Gil. He had enough to deal with. I would deal with this on my own. I kissed Gil softly on his lips before leaving his office and telling him I would be a few hours late coming home and not to wait up. He needed his rest, and I wasn't going to worry him.
Hank was already there, when I arrived at the diner.
"Hello, Sara," he said sweetly putting his hand at the bottom of my back and leading me to our table. His hand was almost touching my butt. I was uncomfortable. Gil was the only one allowed to lay his hands on me.
He sat across from me as we sat down in the booth. He smiled. I looked away. Halfway through the meal, I told him what I thought.
"Hank, I think this was a bad idea," I told him getting up.
"Sara," he said grabbing my hand and pulling me down. He put his hand on my thigh. I didn't like this.
He started to whisper in my ear, "You think you can just leave," he told me hardening his grip on my thigh, I grimaced at the pain. His voice was getting harsher.
"I know your secret Sara, remember that. I know that the lab wouldn't like it either. It could slip out. You losing your job with his that wouldn't be good, would it?"
"Hank, what do you want?" I asked. I was scared, but I didn't let it show. I couldn't let this happen to Gil and me.
"I want you, Sara," he said moving his hand father up my thigh. Jim was right; I should have stayed away.
I saw Nick, Greg, and Warrick come into the diner. I was saved. They saw me and waved. They started to come my way. Hank moved his hand away from my thigh.
"Keep your mouth shut about this. I'll be back later," Hank whispered harshly. Hank got out of the booth and walked away. Nick saw my distress and came to me.
"Sara are you alright," he said sitting himself beside me. He was concerned at how I couldn't even get a word out to speak to him. He gently took one of my hands and held it in his.
"I'm fine," I said shaken.
"Sara what are you doing with that bastard? Did he do something?"
"Sara, you can tell us anything?" Warrick added.
Greg slipped in the seat beside, reassuring me everything was ok.
"Thanks you guys, but I'm fine. Hank just said 'Hi', and I was a little overwhelmed."
They asked me to eat something with them. I did. I made sure to let them know everything was ok with a fake smile.
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When I had finally gotten home, I saw Gris on the couch reading a book waiting for me. As he saw me enter the room, he laid his book down taking off his glasses and sitting up. He was wearing a black entomology shirt with gray oversized sweatpants. I had to act normal or he would notice. I can't tell him. He patted the empty part of the couch for me to sit down.
"Sara what's wrong," he said getting off the couch when he realized I wasn't going to join him. He came towards me and took my hands in his. Am I that easily to be read, I thought.
"I'm fine."
"Sara," he said warning me not to lie because he could tell. The same as I did him, when he tried to lie.
"I love you," I blurted out. That came out of no where. Good job, Sidle. I meant it though with everything in my heart. He was so caring and everything I needed.
He stepped closer and stared me in the eyes.
"I love you more than anything in the world," he said softly.
He brought his other hand to rest on my check which he gently caressed my cheek with. He leaned forward slowly and kissed me gently.
He drew back and looked me into my eyes.
"Tell me what's bothering you, please."
I kissed his lips again. I don't need to tell him. I need him to relax and not feel worried.
I started to massage my lips with his and nip and move my way down his neck and suck at his pulse point. I needed to feel him.
"Sara," he groaned. He put his hands at my waist. We made our way to the bedroom with him backing up and pulling me with him. We both needed this. We needed a release and to make our relationship complete.
He turned me around and let me fall into the bed. I scooted back on the bed. He took off my shoes and socks while he did the same for himself. He then slowly crawled on top of me. I pulled him down into a searing kiss. I had my hands at the back of his neck and with my fingers pulling at his greying curls. He had maneuvered his hands into my shirt and under my bra and massaged my breast. I moaned in pleasure.
"I need you Gil," I said pulling his shirt out of his waistband.
"I love the way you say my name, and I know you do, the same as I do you," he said with both of our foreheads touching, and our eyes looking into each other.
"Do you want this?" he said bring his hands at my waist and slowly moving his lips down my body.
He had my shirt and bra off in a matter of seconds.
"Ohh," I moaned out as he took my nipple in his mouth. I bucked into his erection. I was wet for him and ready. He slowly let go my breast.
"I didn't get my answer Sara," he said giving the other breast the same attention.
"God Gil. I need you. I want you."
I helped him lift his shirt over his head.
He stopped my movements after I had gotten his shirt off.
He spoke to me gently like a child almost, "I will love you until my last breath and won't let anyone take this away from us. I need to know what's wrong Sara. I won't let anyone hurt you, never."
I started to tear up. He was the best thing that ever happened to me. It was worth waiting for him to change.
He kissed my tears away gently with his soft lips. He moved a loose strand of hair from my face.
"You're so beautiful," he told me.
"Gil, the only thing that's wrong is that you won't leave it alone when there is nothing wrong," I said lying to him. This was for the best; I kept on telling myself.
He kissed me. He didn't say anything else. I think I hurt him somehow by not telling him.
He slowly teased me by kissing his way down my stomach. When he got down to where my stomach met the material of my jeans his eyes met mine. He pulled back and opened my jeans with his tender hands. It felt heavenly to have his hands so close to my womanly area. He laid a kiss on top of my underwear, which led me to my first orgasm.
"Are you wet for me Sara," he said bringing his face back to mine with his fingers playing at my folds.
I threw my head back into the pillow in pure bliss.
He sucked at my own pressure point.
I yanked his pants down with his boxers. He moved his fingers from my folds. I explored his body. He let me, and he groaned in pleasure.
He kept whispering in my ear that he loved with his whole heart. I felt my eyes get watery. He moved his face away from my neck and looked at my face.
He was worried at my sudden tears.
"They're tears of joy," I told him. He moved his hand, so he could wipe my tears away.
"No need for tears, Sara," he said soothing me.
My hand went down and made its way down his stomach to his full-blown erection.
"Sara," he groaned out loudly, when I touched him. He plunged into my touch. I tightened my grip on him, and he hissed out in pleasure. He couldn't take it any longer. Our bodys were on fire. He placed his hand around mine and slowly pulled it back.
"I want to come inside you, when I come. I want to be with you forever…," he told me.
"If this is not want you want then tell me now before I'm unable to stop, tell me," he said not sure of himself. How could he think that I didn't want this? I love him.
I brought him down into a passionate kiss to show him that I wanted this. He eased himself into me. He arched his back and pulled me closer, while I thrusted up into him.
I dragged my nails down his muscular back while he pulled in and out. I need him all the way inside me, so I pulled him down into me and pushed up. We both climaxed. It was everything I dreamed of.
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