A/N- well, This is a one shot I've been working on for a long time, 7 months to be precise. So here it is tells ma what yee think lol
P.S As I have already mentioned I started this 7 months ago so I am aware that Mrs. Bensons name is Marisa but in this she's not lol
Disclaimer no I don't own iCarly *whispering* OH I have to sarcastic o-k-a-y *seats up straight, cracks knuckles and clears throat* HA own icarly, If I owned I carly Sam and Freddie would have already got it on, live in a nice wee country house with a picket fence and a rose bed with little Sam and Freddie's... so to answer your question no I don't own Icarly so please let me go back to watching my Drake and Josh reruns!
Kids of the future-Jonas Brothers
"Yo dork, change your geeky tech channel over to something more educational and em... cultural yeah that's it educational and cultural!" I smiled sitting down beside him on Cary's sofa hoping he would just humour me for a while I was not in the mood for his geeky crap and I had an apatite for a Mexican wedgie so if he doesn't want me to take it out on him and wait till I see gibby tomorrow he better compile to my requests. Surprisingly Freddie changed the channel. Good choice Fredward!
"The news?" I inquired annoyed but to annoyed to even show it (I know it don't make since but shh!)
"You asked for something educational and cultural!" he replied in bored tone and inching slightly away as he new exactly what was coming next but I decided to turn around to him and growl:
"I asked for something educational and cultural not boring and depressing!" I was grinding my teeth and clutching my stomach. Damn cramps I want chocolate...oh and ham! Wait back to the geek!
"Sam you and me both know that anything related to education and culture in our eyes is boring and depressing." He replied once again in the same tone slouching with his feet on the coffee table in front of him where as I sat with my feet tucked under me. I really wanted to watch the show and he new exactly what I was talking
about and I knew he wanted to watch it too but he had the remote and control of the TV therefore control of me he never had that before and he certainly wasn't going to give that up to soon was he? So I decided to do something I never thought I'd do... no not that I'm not that desperate I'd never kiss the geek!
I bit my bottom lip and did that puppy dog eyes that always breaks my older brother Trent, god this is stupid it probably won't even work but it seems to work for carly so here it goes...
"Freddie?" I asked in my best girly like voice he glanced over at me bored and irritated but his attention was brought back to the TV which had a girl on who had not only lost her husband on the plane ride home from their honeymoon but just been giving the news that she would no longer be able to walk again the best part was she is a dancer told you the news was depressing!
"Huh?" He responded still in that bored tone of voice. Here goes nothing!
"Will you please turn the channel over for m... carly?" I said losing the girly tone of voice. He glanced over at me once again and giving me a look as if he was asking me to try again. Before adding
"Carly's not here Sam!" and turning his attention back to the TV which he had changed the channel to but I hadn't bothered to check what he had changed the channel too, it was probably something even dorkier than before.
This time I inched closer to him pressing myself against him still he didn't budge this was beginning to bug me if it was Carly he would have leapt about ten feet in the air and winged the remote at me on the way! I let out a frustrated sigh in which he turned around to me with an amused look on his face. This time I stuck out my bottom lip and did the puppy eye look, looking directly into his eyes and did the voice again.
"Freddie please change the channel" I then tilted my head to the side before continuing "for me!"
"But Sam..." Freddie started to be interrupted by me.
"And I have tummy cramps!" I said this involuntarily, I thought I was screaming it in my head not saying it in a baby voice to Freddie. I blushed crimson backing away embarrassed turning my attention back to the TV were celebrity knock out was playing I peered over at Freddie curiously; know that's what I call educational and cultural!
"Thank you" I mumbled still embarrassed by my little outburst not only did I push my self against Freddie dorky Mac dork king of dorks and basically get rejected even if I wasn't trying anything on, He now knows I'm on my period and to top it all off I said tummy cramps come on if I'm going to say it I could have at least said stomach not tummy!
"Your okay" he smirked slightly at me before getting up and going to the kitchen were he was rummaging in the fridge.
"Your Okay" I mimicked to my self pulling a face sometimes I just wanted to ahh! I turned my attention back to the TV were Kate winslit looked like she was preparing her self to body slam uma Thurman! When Freddie came back in he held out a plate with a sandwich on it for me to take. I looked at him quizzically.
"What is it 6 week old tuna?!" I asked suspiciously before accepting the plate still unsure weather or not to eat it, he rolled his eyes mockingly before sitting back in his position.
"No, Ham" he replied "You do like ham don't you?" he questioned me smirking. I nodded my head slightly before taking a small bite still not looking up from the plate.
"I thought it would help with your em tummy cramps" he said I couldn't even look at him, but I could tell he was blushing just as much as I was. "I also thought these would help" he said handing me a plate with clean film over it I once again eyed him suspiciously and arching one eyebrow.
"These aren't your mums..." I started only to be interrupted by Freddie shaking his head signalling no.
"My aunt Anna dropped by to day" he smiled and I knew what they were I lifted up the clean film just to be sure and true enough sitting there were a dozen massive cookies, chocolate and hazelnut chipped cookies my mouth started to water at the sight of them.
"These are your Aunt Anna's cookies, these are thee cookies?" I questioned him slightly flattered that he'd give them to me. He nodded chuckling softly.
"Yea she made an extra batch for carly and Spencer and another batch for whomever wanted them I was going to take them but then considering the way your em felling I thought you deserved them more" he finished I could feel a blush creeping up on my cheeks once again so I ducked my head fidgeting with the edge of the cling film. I mumbled a faint thank you before saying
"That's really sweet of you!" I said finally forcing my self to face him as an uncomfortable silence settled around and forming an awkward atmosphere between me and Freddie-which never happens to us I feel forced to add "In your dorkish kind of way!" as I seen Freddie's face drop I felt a feeling of guilt sink into my stomach that was until I seen a small smile tug on his lips.
"But I'm your dork right?" He asked raising his eyebrows at me instead of replying what I was thinking always and forever Dork always and forever I replied with a short abrupt nod of the head! And that's when Carly entered her living room.
"Okay guys break it up don't make me get the s... wait there is no screaming or shrieking going on who killed who?" she asked seriously as she reached over to retrieve a cookie only to have her hand swatted away by my hand shooting me a bewildered look stuttering protests.
"Sam no sure food" I blubbered clutching the cookies to me.
"But...but...Freddie has one!" she stammered pointing at Freddie who looked up timidly biting on his cookie.
"He gives them to me!" I responded with a shrug, she give me a questioning look before giving up.
"Our Freddie here is gone to make a great husband one day!" I said smacking his lap and going to get up and add more ham to my sandwich I felt both Carly's and Freddie's eyes bore into me in shock so I knew I had to turn and add "Pity no one will ever want him!"
I turned my head into the fridge wincing slightly with guilt seriously what is up with me somebody would think I'm fallen for the dork geez!
I closed the door turning around expecting to be in the surroundings of Carly's Kitchen and facing the both of them on the sofa receiving a death glare from Freddie For my earlier remark and the usual taunting glare from Carly convincing me to apologize to the geek! Only to realise I was no longer there.
But instead of being in the shea's Kitchen I was in the country Kitchen I had always dreamed of owning when I was older there was the old style black stove in the corner and brown tiles on the walls with matching brown oak cupboards and a black granite work top and island. I ran my left hand over the work top with a smile spreading across my face the Kitchen was beautiful and as stupid as it sounds it was always a dream I've had to have a little country Kitchen like this and even though I had no Idea were I was or how I got there in my brain it felt like...Like home!
As my hand ran across something caught my eye glinting on my ring finger from the sun streaming on through the Kitchen window I lifted up my finger up closer to examine it and there it was sitting prettily sparkling on my finger complimenting the solid gold band, was a large round crystal white diamond attached to a white gold band it was the exact same as the one I had spotted in the window of the Jewellers in town when I was there earlier with Freddie and Carly. Me and carly stood gawping at it for quit a long time, but the only difference in that one and this one is this one seems prettier positioned delicately upon my finger...I'm married?
I smoothed my hands down my clothes which were no longer my black combats and grey shirt with black tank top and pink all stars but was know a white boob tube dress with a yellow pattern at the side over a pair of skinny leg jeans and t bar yellow wedges my hand then instantly and instinctively shot up to my hair my heart beating fast dreading what could have been done to it. As my hand flew down a long messy side plait I let out the breath I hadn't realized I'd been holding and my heart regained normal heart rate.
I then turned to the Island were there was a magazine spread open on the table with a Picture with the perfect setting; the sun was setting and the reflection was bobbing of the aqua blue ocean in the back round of the happy couple there was confetti being blown around in front of them, the brides ring was glinting in her hand which was intertwined with her partners and her black soft ringlets were getting blown softly backwards, the bride looked oddly familiar as did the scene and the groom whom was coloured. When I studied the Bride closer I realised it was Carly and...Harper? Will that explained why I recognised them but not how I recognised the picture I felt a sense of Pride looking at it I glanced as the photographers name; Sam Benson...Benson?...bens... oh god no Its just a coincidence that Carly's wedding photographer shared my name and Freddie's right? And she also shared my desired career right?
I was soon knocked back down to earth, forgetting my previous scattered thoughts with the sound of tiny feet slamming slightly in the hall way which seemed to get louder and louder until I seen a flash of pink and a swipe of brown curly pigtails and a girl calling.
"Mummy, Mummy, Mummy!" screamed the little girl eagerly stopping in front of me. The girl looked around five and was dressed in a pink sundress with matching pink sandals and white frilly ankle socks. She had long curly hair like me but instead of blonde curls tumbling of her shoulders she had brown curls cascading down her back which were in to messy curly pigtails which were tided together with two white shimmering ribbons, she had the same sparkle in her eyes that everybody talks about me having when I have a smile playing on my lips but instead of matching my bright sea blue eyes she had melting chocolate brown eyes just like Fred... God no this can't be true!
I lifted her into my arms jumping slightly as I replied to her saying "Georgia, Georgia, Georgia" How did I know that this is getting to creepy...Wait Georgia, Why does that name sound familiar Georgia...Geri...Georgina...Georgian...wait. Georgina is the dorks mums name god no... Please no! Its one thing to be married to him but a complete other to be related to his psycho mother!
Georgia wrapped her arms around my neck giggling "Mummy!" and burying her face in my shoulder.
"Whatie?" I answered pushing me forehead against hers smiling at her my daughter my beautiful daughter me and Freddie's beautiful daughter. I placed my lips on her cheek before blowing against it making her squirm and giggle, I giggled also bending forward and swinging her between my legs, she squealed and laughed with every swing I give one last giggle before sitting her back on the island.
"Mummy," she said in a really over the top voice "I feel all dizzily and weak!" she shuddered swaying from side to side, shaking her head and rolling her eyes so that they pushed together I glanced over at her cracking up laughing "That was awesome again, again!" she shrieked bouncing up and down on her spot on the island grinning from ear to ear.
"Oh so now your okay?" I questioned laughing once again
"Yep" she nodded her head matter-of-factly "now again, again!" she squealed again.
"So this wouldn't annoy you then or this?" I questioned poking her in the sides and tickling she laughed swatting my hands away, I grabbed her wrapping her in a big hug whispering in her ear.
"I love you Georgie, you know that right?" I questioned her rocking her in my arms she laughed in my hair nodding.
"Yea I know mummy you and daddy tell me every night when you tuck me up in bed at night and read me my bed time story together!" I laughed into her ear shutting my eyes tight keeping the tears from spilling down my cheeks I don't know weather it was the fact I was playing with my daughter or the fact I can't remember
what happened over the past what ten years or both but I just felt a rush of emotion over me but... it felt good it felt like I was home "I love you two mummy" And those tears threatening to spill could no longer be held in and a few trailed down my cheeks I squeezed her tightly letting out a shaky breath before letting go of her and quickly wiping away the evidence that me Samantha Benson god that was weird but it does have a sort of ring to it don't you think? Had cried.
"What was it you were looking baby?" I questioned her twirling my finger in her curly pigtail she started mumbling to herself tiring to rememberwhat it was she originally planed to tell me.
"Oh sweet Ham mummy I can't remember!" she said snapping her finger frustrated.
"Its okay baby tells me when it comes back" I said detaching my finger from her curls "Sweetie who on gods sweet earth did your hair this morning cos' it sure as hell wasn't me!"
She looked up at me eyes boring into me. "Grandma Benson!" she growled and everything fitted into place I nodded my head in understanding "You promised me you wouldn't let her do my hair after the last time; Leo Shea tugged them again like the last time and taunting me and teasing me!" she groaned using graphic hand movements replaying the scene I laughed before questioning her;
"Leo Shea?"I said scrunching my forehead in confusion
"Yea, Uncle Spencer and Aunty Sophia's son" she replied to me matter-of-factly I tried to not act surprised just nodding and smiling,
"Well I'll fix it before we go to Aunt Carly's for tea Kay?" I question giggling slightly sense when are we going to Carly's for tea and how the hell do I know any way? She nodded smiling widely and then there was a loud growl from here stomach she clutched her hand around it and her eyes widened
"Mummy I remember what I wanted to tell you" she grinned, I laughed at her bending down and letting my hands and senses lead me to the bread cupboard I then popped back up and turned to the fridge and lifted out the butter.
"Sandwich, Georgie?" I asked her taking out two rounds of bread and replacing the bread back in its cupboard; Georgia looked at me dumbfounded before saying;
"But mummy I'm starving, didn't you hear my stomach its sound like that creepy woman, Mrs. Pimpernical across the roads boxer!" she exaggerated bending back and putting her right hand against her forehead letting out a long emphasised sigh. "I really oat to stop flicking her ears every time I pass by, They really don't like it you know!" she finished I looked at her astounded and shaking my head in disbelieve at how alike me and my daughter were.
"Yea, I did Georgia but remember were going to aunt Carly's for tea tonight in like an hour!" I said pausing to look at my watch she sat back up looking defeated nodding her head, "What's Mrs Pimpernicals boxer called again anyway?" I asked curiously getting myself a drink of water and taking a sip.
"Mrs Briggs!" she shrugged looking over at me expectantly my eyes widened before I turned around and spat out the water in my mouth and cracked up laughing at my daughter's remark.
"Great spit take" she screeched clapping her hands together.
"Really? Mrs Briggs?" I said gasping for air from laughing so hard.
"Yea, will that's what you told me mummy!" she shrugged Mummy I kind of like being called that It gives me that warm fuzzy feeling I know corny but I like it! I was doubled over laughing at what she had just said before standing up and catching my composure!
"Mummy?" Georgia questioned me as I was buttering her bread for her.
"What's up honey?" I questioned her digging the knife in to the butter for the next slice of bread.
"Why are boys so stupid" she questioned me I glanced up at her from the bread I was buttering her and cocked an eyebrow and pointing the butter knife at her,
"Because there boy's and they got boy germs?" I replied to her before finishing buttering the last slice and recapping the butter "Why?"
"Tag!" she responded I tensed up that was my dads name I looked at her weirdly.
"Tag?" I repeated her scrunching my features together.
"My little runt of a two year old brother!" she responded pointing at the direction she had came in, My heart was thumping and I could taste the bile of my stomach in my mouth, Why would I name My son after that...that... that jerk? "Get this we were in the middle of a game of hidden go seek and he fell asleep, asleep!" she exclaimed throwing her hands in the air "I searched for a whole half an hour and there he was asleep behind my Giant piglet!" A slight smile played on my lips reminding me of a time I played hidden seek with Freddie and I found him under the playground playing frame lying asleep.
"Well, Georgie you know he is only two he might not get the concept of the game!" I said smiling at her leaning over the worktop at her, her face changed through a couple of emotions trying to process what I had just said until realization crossed her face she nodded at me smiling before saying.
"Or he is just a dork!" I laughed at her shaking my head in agreement.
"Or there's always that, so what type of sandwich do you want?" I questioned she pretended to think before deciding on Ham. My stomach turned at the mention of ham what? I love ham!
"Ha...ha...ham?" I stuttered she nodded her head eagerly I smiled weakly at her turning around to the fridge rummaging through it to find the ham then applying it to the sandwich I then handed it to her I decided to test the water and took a sliver of ham Bad idea!
"Oh God!" I stammered covering my mouth the smell of the ham still surrounding my hands making it even worse I pushed myself forward blindly searching for the bathroom hopping I was going in the right direction!
I slammed into what my body told me was the Bathroom stumbling forward and landing on my on my knees heaving in the toilet I clutched my stomach in pain to feel the tiniest littlest hint of a bump! I'm Pregnant! Oh wait that means at least another six months without ham! Aww man! Oh god I shouldn't have though of that.
I doubled over the toilet again retching out the reminder food I had ate that day, I heard footsteps behind me and soon there was somebody knelt behind me holding back my hair and rubbing my back.
"That's it get it all up Sam." I heard a soothing male voice say behind me still rubbing my back when I was convinced I had nothing else to let out I leaned back against the person behind me slightly and wiping my mouth with the back of my hand.
"Freddie?" I groaned slightly in a hushed voice
"Yea, Sam it's me" He replied stroking my hair slightly "Ham again?" he questioned my eyes widened and I lurched forward again
"God Freddie I hate you!" I managed to get out before I hurled up my insides, He chuckled softly retaking his position of rubbing my back and holding back my hair I leaned back against him taken in deep breaths of air trying to regain my breath as he soothed me stroking my hair I closed my eyes taken in the serene moment even if I had being puking my guts out five seconds ago I swallowed regaining the taste of a mixture between mango smoothie and pasteurised ham and it did not taste good I leaned over the toilet bowl releasing the reminder of my bodily fluids.
"God, your really sick huh Sam?" He questioned me as I continued to throw up I felt awful but having Freddie here taking care of me made me feel better, I managed a mire nod before chocking out the last of the vomit. I stead in my position over the toilet making sure I was empty before fully leaning against Freddie. We sat in the position in silence for a while; Freddie lightly stroked up and down my arms giving them Goosebumps. This getting too weird.
Freddie cleaned of the toilet as I brushed my teeth I blushed saying thanks to him also adding an apology.
"Hey, Sam you don't need to apologies seriously it's not your fault your sick" he said rubbing my arm slightly and kissing my forehead before leaving the bathroom,
"Yea, "sick"" I mumbled before following him out of the bathroom and went in to check up on Georgie
"Hey baby. You finished your em" I started before swallowing "sandwich?"
"Yep, mummy" she smiled triumphantly I laughed at her slightly lifting up her plate and setting it on the counter by the sink I rubbed my hand over my stomach and smile crept across my face at the feeling of my bump I had to tell someone, I could wait and tell Carly later and we could do our little jumping and screaming in excitement thing but I probably wouldn't be able to get her away from Freddie, as I was thinking about this I was unaware my five year old daughter was practicing Kung fu behind me as I heard a High pitched "Hiya!" I turned around and back away just in time to dodge a hyper active karate chopping five year old girl's kung fu kick. I let out a slight yelp Georgia looked up at me in surprise.
"Oh sorry mummy!" she exclaimed sheepishly clasping here hands behind her back.
"Hey Georgia!" I questioned coyly bending down to her level "Can you keep a secrete?" Georgia nodded her head eagerly giving me a salute I giggled taken her hand and leading down through hall after hall until I stopped in front of a door which had a brightly coloured sign on it reading Sam's keep out under my name and Georgia was scribble in large unsteady orange writing clearly written in crayon. I ran my hand across it smiling before pulling the knob.
As we entered the room I seen that the walls were electric pink with bright green swirls around them,
There was a wall full of pictures ones of sunsets, ones of celebrities weddings ones, from I carly ones of me and Georgia, ones of me and Freddie, and ones of me and a little baby boy I took was Tag. I ran my fingers over them smiling at each one I stopped at one of me and Freddie on our wedding day I had just push chocolate cake in his face and I was trying to doge his attempt at getting me back but I wasn't succeeding to well, The next one I noticed was me looking down smiling on the baby boy that was lying on top of my stomach my curls were ruffled around my face and I looked a mess but I got this weird fuzzy feeling looking at it.
On another wall were different coloured hand prints and foot prints with Georgia wrote above it, there were five of each, one for every year, each gradually increasing in size then on the opposite wall were two pair of foot prints and hands only with the name Tag wrote on top.
In the corner there were two massive brightly coloured bean bags I picked up Georgia seating down on one with her on my knee.
"Promise me you want tell anyone!" I questioned her looking at her through narrowed eyes!
"Not even Daddy or Grandma Benson" she questioned back astonished.
"Especially not Daddy or Grandma Benson" I replied
"Sure" she shrugged as if she hadn't even asked
"Swear?" I asked again spitting on my hand and holding it out she nodded her head also spitting on her hand and sticking it out shaking my hand while adding.
"If not I owe you a blueberry blitz form the groovy smoothie!" I looked at her sceptically;
"You're five that would mean I'd have to buy myself a smoothie!" I declared.
She thought about it for a while "meh, your lose!" she said finally I cracked up laughing at her once again before taking her hand and placing it on my stomach;
"You see in here?" I questioned she nodded in reply
"In here is you little baby sister or bother!" she looked at me and then at my stomach and back to me again.
"You eat my baby brother or sister! Don't worry I'll get you out of there little dude" she said to my stomach "mummy were your really that starved ever heard of turkey bacon huh?"
As I stifled my giggles turning back to her and opening my mouth to explain to her what I had meant when the door creaked open I glanced forward to see Freddie standing in front of me with a crocked smile holding a gorgeous little blond haired and blue eyed boy in his muscular arms.
"Momma!" he crocked sleepily rubbing his sleep infested eyes and smiling meekly at me momma will that ones new. I set Georgia on the bean bag beside me and walked over to Freddie with out stretched arms soon Tags arms were a waiting for me Freddie smiled at me as I held tag close kissing his forehead.
"Don't let him fall asleep!" Freddie added as tag nuzzled his head into the crock of me neck I looked at him confused
"Remember last week?" he questioned me I had images of me laying asleep on the couch in the living room leaning on Freddie who was trying to keep his eyes open as had a very alert tag on his lap watching reruns the tumblieboos. I smiled nodding my head.
When I turned my attention back to Freddie I noticed he was holding Georgia on his lap on one of the bean bags whom seemed to be retelling all the stories she told me.
"Hey Georgia!" I asked "Why don't you and tag go find Grandma Benson huh? Tell her were going to Carly's soon?" I requested setting tag on the ground and holding his hand out to Georgia she nodded eagerly taking his hand and a way of she went chirping about something I was unaware of.
"We need to talk" I stated to Freddie when I was sure they were out of ear shot and sat done on the bean bag next to him.
"No really, you think "Freddie asked through mock shock "You're a right wee Sherlock aren't you?" he inquired, I laughed slightly unknowingly slipping my hand in with his and intertwining my finger through his. glancing at him slightly nervously did he know what was going on, did he lose 10 years of his life to? He looked at my hand giving it a tight squeeze while looking up at me smiling sheepishly.
"Carly rang tonight is of Sophia went into labour" he said while rubbing the part between my index finger and my thumb with his thumb.
"What!" I exclaimed "shouldn't we..." I started only to be interrupted by Freddie.
"Yeah I asked carly that to she said her and Harper barely are allowed down there at the moment." He answered my unasked question I nodded my head in understanding.
"Freddie I know this is going to sound really wacky but I..." I started once again to be interrupted by Freddie.
"Let me guess your missing 10 years of your life like me and Carly are?" he questioned I stared at him dumbfounded.
"Damn your good!" I said giggling he chuckled lightly shaking his head slightly.
"Hey that is why you married me" he stated I laughed along with him.
"That is so weird don't you agree I mean me and you married, Sam and Freddie, Freddie and Sam, Mr. And Mrs. Benson, the Benson clan!" I laughed Freddie was in hysterics laughing at me nodding in agreement.
"Yea it is. Me and carly were talking about it on the phone while I was a t work" he laughed
"You rang carly when you figured out and not me?"I mumbled upset and hurt and I really couldn't understand why, I mean this isn't really going to happen in the future is it?
"No Sam no" He said concerned "she rang me I was dialling your number when she rang me!" I nodded in agreement but still had to inquire in on something though.
"F-F-Freddie" I stuttered
"Huh?" he inquired
"Do you, Do you think that maybe you settled for me when you couldn't get Carly? And that maybe you thought her abrasive blonde side kick would be a good enough consolation prize?" I questioned my palms sweating my body shaking my lip trembling hoping I got the response wanted!
I watched Freddie's face change through a range of emotion before that famous smirk played on his lips he cupped my cheeks in his hands pulling me closer. I was motionless is he really going to do this and if he is, am I really going to puke because I don't think I could take too much more of that! As his lips were about to make contact with mine two screaming hyper active toddlers plopped on our laps.
"Mummy, when are we going to aunt Carly's" Georgia complained rubbing her stomach man it is creepy how a like we are.
"We can't go any more honey" I said stroking her hair God, Mrs B. is not getting near this child again she looks like Pipi long stockings!
"Aw man!" Georgia groaned
"Do you know what that means Freddie?" I said going into icarly mode and using over expressive expirations.
"Why I believe I do Sam!" Freddie said mimicking my actions before chuckling
Tag and Georgia exchanged worried glances before screaming in protest.
"No! Mummy!"
"Yes!" I said in a strange dominant voice!
"It's Bath time!" I and Freddie shouted at the same time in quiz show host voices. They both leaped out of our grip, Georgia running taken larger strides with each one, were as Tag waddled as fast as his little chubby legs would carry him. Me and Freddie glanced at each other then back at our children before going into a fit of laughter!
"You take Georgia I'll take Tag!" I said to him getting up and running in the direction in which Tag had turned.
"Hey wait!" Freddie I turned around to see Freddie jogging towards me
"Hmm?" I question
How come you get the easy one?" he questioned me referring to tag I looked at him as if he was insane.
"Hey can we not talk about this now they've already got a good enough head start at this rate we'll be lucky to find them in time for their bed time never mind get them feed and washed!" I said frustrated and painfully aware of how big our house was and how many hiding places there would before a five year old and a two year old. "Besides it doesn't matter if you had tag I'd still have Georgia wash dried feed and in bed before you would have managed to catch Tag!" I exclaimed.
"Oh really, want to bet?" he questioned me obviously I bruised his ego here we go when will the dude ever learn huh?
"You take Tag and I'll stick with Georgia and I bet I'm finished before you!" He proposed and accused holding out his hand.
"Your on" I said eyeing his hand grabbing it and pulling it and letting our lips brush against each in an innocent yet mind-blowing kiss "Although I like to seal a deal with a kiss don't you?" I questioned against his lips backing away slightly, licking my lips and winking at him turning in the direction that Tag went leaving an awe struck Freddie!
My heart was pounding as I run through halls and swing through doors wrecking my brains as to were they could be! If I was a two year old baby boy in a big country house where exactly would I decide to hide from my Momma! As I was thinking this and trying to works this out in my head I didn't pay much heed as to were I was going never mind were I was and found myself landing on the ground after toppling over a once again sleeping Tag I rolled my eyes slightly lifting him up in a bundle in my arms deciding not to bother with a bath for him as he was already asleep and heading of to find Freddie to see if he had closed his mouth and moved from the spot in which I had left him awe struck! Because you know I didn't want any flies getting in his mouth or any thing!
"I still say I won" I mumbled, softly teasing Freddie as we sat outside in the landing of Tag and Georgia's bedroom, the door was left slightly open as requested by Georgia, You know, just in case she needed Freddie to come in to scare away the bogie man for her not that she was afraid of the dark. Aye right if anyone's doing the scaring around here it'll be me with dork here trembling behind me!
I give her a slight smile kissing the crown of her head and bending down to her level and reassuring her it was okay to be scared everyone was afraid of something. Also adding in a soft whisper that I was afraid of the dark until I was 16. I then placed a finger on my lip tilting me head slightly at Freddie who was standing leaning against the door frame with an all knowing smirk on his lips and his hand's stuffed in his pockets. Looking at him now I didn't do to bad in the looks department in my husband did I?
"Oh really huh, you think?" Said Freddie wrapping an arm around my neck and pulling my head into his chest.
"Yes!" I gasped between giggles trying to pull away before giving up and wrapping my arms around his waste we fell back on the floor laughing.
"You're such a dork" I sighed repositioning my self so I was lying on my side using him as a pillow taking in his scent
"Yea I know, I know" He mumbled laughing setting his chin on top of my head.
"I guess me and my dad make up" I mumbled playing with the bottom of his shirt. I felt him freeze and tighten his grasp around my waist.
"How so?" he asked me rubbing my back with his hand, I snuggled closer into him smiling at his warmth.
"Our son's called Tag" I stated I glanced up at him waiting for his response. When I didn't receive any I buried my head back in his chest, I felt him wince.
"Sam," He started with a sorrowful tone in his voice "I was talking to my mum earlier, did you know she lives with us? And that it was your Idea! Anyway, Sam, I was confused as to why our son was called tag, so I asked her about it, Sam your dad had cancer, he turned up to apologise to you for leaving you and your mother" He paused waiting to see what I'd say, I just nodded encouraging him to continue dreading what was to come next.
"Mum says you turned him away telling him that it was to late, a week later mum and I convinced you to go see your dad and hear him out, but it was too late, Sam, your dad died." I let out a weak whimper as a couple of stray tears travelled down my cheeks.
"One month later Tag was born, you called him Tag as a sign of peace towards your dad" Freddie finished, kissing the top of my head.
"How'd your wing nut of a mother tell you that with out figuring out that we can't remember a thing about the last ten years?" I questioned trying to get of topic.
"I ..."Freddie started before pausing in thought "Don't know but that's not the point Sam, The point is that you're clearly upset." He finished of seating up properly propelling me up with him; I quickly wiped my tears before denying his statement.
"No Freddie, I'm not, my dad left me and my mum a long time ago!"I stated lifting my hand up to prevent him from interrupting "And there's nothing that's going to change that. He's had 16 years to come to me and he hasn't... well technically 26 but that's here nor there. It really doesn't matter how long he'd have had he wouldn't have came to me until he was dying and well to be honest I'm glad that I never had to see him like that, even if it meant never ever seeing him!" I stated smiling at Freddie, and getting up and silently leaving Freddie sitting there.
I entered the kitchen walking towards the fridge opening it and roaming through it before I found familiar looking cookies I took them out removing the cling film, and placing one in my mouth.
I woke up in pitch black sweating and shaking tears trembling down my cheeks. I could here a muffled voice be side me I shook my head trying to tune in on the voice beside me.
"Sam, Sam, can you hear me are you okay?" my eyes finally focused and formed the bleary lines together to form Freddie. I looked at him confused It was 16 year old Freddie.
When Freddie saw I was awake he leaned over me switching on the lamp. Still leaning over me only looking at me face to face, he pushed a curl out of my eye.
"Better he questioned me" I nodded feeling my heart rate slow down now the light was on but still pounding at what I was considering doing. I looked around realising I was back in Carly's apartment, I glanced back at Freddie was giving me a look of a mixture between concern at confusion and that is when I did it.
I grabbed his cheeks in my hands pulling him closer to me and before I knew it my lips were on his and I was kissing him vigorously just as I was about to back away I felt him start to slowly respond before picking up the pace, as he started to run his hands through my hair I pushed him up so I was kneeling on the seat, I ran my tongue along his bottom lip eagerly, His lips parted as he fell back on the sofa I slowly climb on top of him as our tongues meet in the middle. His hands ran down to my waist pulling me closer.
I backed away when in need of a breath pushing my forehead against his my feature forming a worried expression.
"Freddie, I decided to find my dad, well you help" He looked at me for a moment before smiling softly and nodded before we resumed kissing.
This time he backed away;
"I love you Sam" He whisper looking into my eyes
"I love you too you dork!"I replied
"But I'm you dork?" he questioned me.
"Always and forever you dork" I laughed before capturing his lips he rolled his eyes before joining in on my new favourite hobby. One day I will tell him about m wacky weird experience, but not now let's not completely freak the kid out!
Finished finally after 7 months!!!! Whoop so what did you think?R&R!