Hey, Thanks for the reviews! They make me smile. Well this might be the second to last chapter of my story. I'm dedicating this to a really great friend of mine named Jessica and Kevin. They rock!

Disclaimer~ I don't own twilight or anything that you recognize.

Bella's POV

I had gotten a call on my cell while is was in the car with Jasper. When I picked up my phone and asked who it was I found out it was Tanya. She sounded nervous but asked me about the werewolf's. I told her we were on good terms with them. She then had asked if we would mind if Irina and her clan I was shocked but I said no we wouldn't mind. When I got off the phone with her I looked over at Jasper to see if he was alright.

" Jazz, are you okay?" I asked him. He turned to look at me with a small smile on his face and said " Yeah, I am." we looked at each other for a while before I turned on my ipod to listen to some music. I put on "Love Addict" by Family force 5. I was singing along to the song the whole time.

Hold up, wait a minute, put a little love in it

Doctor, Doctor, I've got an emergency
It seems I'm head over heels, a case of L-O-V-E
It's like I'm glowing inside
Yeah, a light I can't hide
And if this feeling is bad then I don't wanna be right
What I've got in my soul gives me the highest delight
Oh yeah it's better than drugs
In fact it's sent from above, huh huh

Hold up, wait a minute, put a little love in it

Hey, Can't kick the habit
Yeah, I got to have it
Yeah, I 'm what they call a
Love addict, Love addict
Hey, can't live without it
Yeah, G'on shout about it
Hey, I'm a symptomatic
Love addict, Love addict

Need a refill cause I just can't get enough
I've got a fever, oh yeah, and the prescription's love
So lay the truth on me
Cause that is all that I need

Hold up, wait a minute, put a little love in it

Hey, Can't kick the habit
Yeah, I got to have it

at this point in the song Jasper turned it off and asked if we could talk about some things I said yes and we started talking.

" why did you say yes to Tanya?" He asked.

" I really have no idea." Was my reply.

" are you okay with every thing thats happened so far?" Was his next question.

" What do you mean?" I asked.

" are you happy with being changed, dating me, leaving home and all of that?" He verified.

" Oh......yes I am." I told him after a minute of thinking.

" Okay I just wanted to make sure."

" I'm sure I'm happy with the choices I we've made". I told him and he took my hand. He drove like that all the way home it felt right like.......like we belonged that way. When we pulled up to the house he got up and quickly and opened my door. I stepped out and we walked into out new home. We had some things to talk about and now was as good as ever. Once we were in our room I asked him " Did I do the right thing with Tanya?" He looked up at me and said

"Do you think you did?"

" No, I think I wasn't the one she should have asked." I said. Jasper locked his arms around my waist and said " Bella, they know your friends with Jake. They wanted to make sure you wouldn't get mad." I smiled up to him and said thanks. For a while we just sat down on the bad and talked about stuff like how a lot has changed since we all first met. He was right I wasn't with Edward, he wasn't with Alice, Rose and I were friends, and my dad died. The one thing that hadn't changed was the fact that hadn't changed was that we all had each other. I smiled knowing that I had Jasper and always would.

Jasper's POV

I looked down at my Bella and smiled at our realization that we would have each other for ever. I walked over to the dresser and put on a random song that Bella started singing along to.

You and me
We used to be together
Everyday together always
I really feel
That I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end
It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real
Well I don't want to know

Bella moved across the room and was right behind me I loved her bell-like voice singing. She sang the next part with out even thinking.

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts

Our memories
Well, they can be inviting
But some are altogether
Mighty frightening
As we die, both you and I
With my head in my hands
I sit and cry

She sang so beautifully that I couldn't help but want to hold her in my arms while she sang. I wrapped my arms around her and held her close to my body. She felt warm and I never wanted to let go of her. She continued to sing the song.

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts

It's all ending
I gotta stop pretending who we are...
You and me I can see us dying...are we

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't tell me cause it hurts!
I know what you're saying
So please stop explaining

Don't speak,
don't speak,
don't speak,
oh I know what you're thinking
And I don't need your reasons
I know you're good,
I know you're good,
I know you're real good
Oh, la la la la la la La la la la la la
Don't, Don't, uh-huh Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush
don't tell me tell me cause it hurts
Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush don't tell me tell me cause it hurts

As the song came to an end she turned around in my arms and smiled up at me. I bent my head down and gave her a small kiss on the lips. Bella replied quickly by moving her hands to my hair and I deepened the kiss. We stood there kissing for what felt like hours even though when we pulled away it felt like it wasn't nearly a long enough time. I smiled at her and grabbed her hand and we went downstairs to see Alice and watch TV with her. Alice, was sitting on the new Brown couch while I had sat in one of the chairs and put Bella on my lap. We were whispering in each others ears and I felt whole for the first time since I became a vampire. I know I cant help how I became a vampire or that I lost my whole family and everything I knew but at least I have Alice as a best friend and Bella for a girlfriend. I know that one day I will make Bella my wife but for right now I was perfectly content with how we were.

Okay, this will be the second to last chapter. Sorry that its short. I will be writing an epilogue to the story it will be up soon. Review!

Nickie