it's been a couple of weeks ago since i left my parents and struck out on my own.
i managed to get an apartment with what money i scraped together, and i just finished putting away my things and everything last saturday after school.
i still can't believe i did this, though. it's surreal, trying to adjust to being by myself. but i knew i wouldn't be safe staying with my parents. they've already made it clear they wouldn't accept me for who i really am.
i can't keep thinking negative things like this though it'll make me all depressed and stuff and regret this! quick think of something positive.
at least i won't have to take the bus route to school now. i can just walk from there or take the subway. and i won't have to deal with the manure smell anymore too.
huh. that worked
maybe it is for the better that i moved out. even if i can only think of small reasons now. maybe some more will come up later.
oh my god it's really late i should get off my phone and go to sleep. maybe tomorrow i can look for afterschool jobs and maybe go shopping for clothes on my own instead of relying on jun to sneak clothes past my parents.
wait that's two more reasons! this is going better than i thought
also i just realized i won't have to get to school SUPER early to change into my better uniform! god i hated wearing that gakuran it was SO not cute and i hated how it felt
SHIT it's late. goodnight for real this time
-h
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AN: hhhhhh it's been a while since i wrote something not Mario related! (and a LONG while since i wrote something at all) but like. hideri is one of my favorite anime characters and seeing her reduced to nothing but a flat "femboy" character hurt my soul
side note: the way i wanted to do this story was to have most of the chapters be from hideri's pov, mostly like a little phone diary thing, yknow. as such these are probably gonna be short as hell unless my one braincell can manage to scrape together something longer
as always tho please let me know if there's any problems or anything else! feedback is SUPER appreciated uwu