I wanted to get this out sooner but my multicultural and my sisters baptism and then Disneyland on Sunday I had a busy weekend. Enjoy though!

Wandering

Luv Addict

-Family Force Five

Hold up wait a minute put a little love in it
Doctor, Doctor I've got an emergency
It seems I'm head over my heels a case of L-O-V-E
It's like I'm glowing inside, yeah a light I can't hide
And if this feeling is bad then I don't wanna be right
What I've got in my soul gives me the highest delight
And yea it's better than drugs,
In fact it's sent from above

BPOV

It had been two weeks and I was doing fine. I didn't completely loose feeling in my legs they were just numb and it took a while to get them moving. Nina was very patient and she was very supportive. I really liked her.

Juliet was eccentric. She knew everything. And I mean everything. She knew when Nina's little siblings wanted to sneak attack her. She dodged every water balloon and every single piece of object they threw at her. She was very childish almost like Isadora. She was so naive sometimes and she got along with Nina so much. It was like they were two peas of a pod. When one was sad the other would comfort and they told each other everything.

It was the three of us really. While I was down to earth mature, Juliet was childish naive and very pure of heart, and then Nina was the middle of both of us, she was mature when she wanted to be she was childish when she wanted to live life. She was the middle.

Juliet told us she was 17 and she was from California. She ran away from home because her parents had died when she was 4 and she got adopted by a drunken dysfunctional family and her "father" was started to look at her funny on top of him hurting her. She said she dreamt of what he wanted to do to her and before he got the chance she ran away. She stayed off the main highways. Stole her parents, the real ones, savings for her and ran as far as she could.

When she slept she had premonitions about what was to happen. It was then she told me she saw me and how I would be needing her help. I had a feeling there was more she wasn't telling me but I let it go and I talked to them. There were very few days where she'd be strong enough to get "awake" premonitions but they were never important and they never told me anyways, or sometimes she would get deja vu and she would be able to follow her body around the situation.

Chris was such a great father figure, it kind of made me miss mine. I couldn't remember him but I knew he was kind and I like him. He enrolled me in school under a new name and I was able to go with them and be normal. Though they said that they had to move soon. I said I didn't mind. I wanted to go with them and since I had amnesia and they didn't know where I lived they took me and Juliet with them.

I had been awake for two week gone to school for two days and they figured out my one problem. I didn't have any clothes and Juliet just had a few, she had known I would wake up eventually and would need to get clothes with me. I didn't know where I used to live so I couldn't go and get them. Janet immediately lit up her whole aura when she heard Nina say I needed to go shopping and when she did I cringed.

Which leads us here, we were going shopping for our fist day of new school tomorrow. I hated it. I may not remember much but I know I hated shopping with a passion. Juliet was giddy and Nina was meh, she kept on wandering toward Borders and you know something, so was I.

We had gone to American Eagle so far and Nina and I hated it. We decided to sneak off toward Borders. Once we entered we breathed in heavily. It was like being home. We both went off to the classics and we laughed as we reached for the same book. We browsed and I noticed Nina look at her phone and chucked pressing the end button.

"They'll never find us." she muttered ducking and I followed suit as she looked around the corner of the isle out the window as Juliet, Isadora and Janet passed us in a huff.

"Nice one." I muttered looking back and picking out, Jane Eyre, Wuthering Heights, The complete works of Jane Austin and as I moved down the isle to some romance novels that Nina threw into my arms. It was some brotherhood book. I think they were about vampires and she said something about it being her favorite series. (Black DaggerBrotherhood Series)

"Yup!" She looked like a kid in a candy store and you know what I did too. We were going to go into the young adults section when we passed the music section and saw Shin there bobbing his head lightly to the music he was listening to.

"He look it's Shin." I said even though it was obvious that we both saw him. He was wearing a checkered looking shirt and a black stripped hoddie over it. He had ray band sunglasses (I think that's what they are called) on and dark blue denim jeans and black converse. He had a funky looking belt and when I looked at Nina she looked....... dazzled. I smiled at her and pushed her forward. Or at least I tried to. I couldn't budge her. But she got my message and I winked at her and then made my way over toward the young adults section anticipating a good read.

Nina's P.O.V. ( Look I really wanted to avoid switching Pov's but I think it's necessary to get all the thinks I want to put out there)

I felt Bella's warm hands on my cold back pushing me forward and I moved slowly toward him. I knew he was a very grumpy and "emo" person but for some reason I was drawn to him. I wanted to talk to him. To get him to open up. I have been here for over three months and he's never smiled. Never really talked beside the courteous and I wanted him to. I wanted him to open up. I wanted him to look at me and see me. Not just some girl. I wanted......

I don't know what I wanted. At first I thought he was a real caring guy when he saved me and my brothers and sisters from my mom but then he just went to the cold shell of himself that he was. I could hear him every night listening to System of A Down, Breaking Benjamin and Linkin Park and just laying there in his bed for days before he went out hunting. Even though vampires of the same coven banded together, at school he sat alone and if he was in a good mood he would sit near us. Never with his family. Never with us, never with me.

He sat alone, he hunted alone, he spent his time alone, he wandered alone. And every time he pulled away it would cause this massive pain in my chest as if I was being pressed. I felt like I wanted to shrink away and never be found. I think he noticed because he would turn to look at me and I would look away, probably would have been blushing if I still could. Then he would shrug to himself and walk away always.

I looked at my shoes and debated whether or not to go up to him. What would I say, what would I do? I didn't know. I looked up and noticed he disappeared. Oh crap I didn't even hear him. And I'm a strong newborn. I looked down forlornly and felt my eyes sting even though they couldn't cry. He probably saw me and ran away form me. I was the plague. I tsked and marched down isle fighting the crying face I would be making. I looked to the side to avoid looking at the ground and saw a CD that caught my eyes.

"No freakin way! Red!" I muttered to myself. My mood immediately shifted and I gazed at the back listing of the new CD and I reached for the nearest headphones when my hand collided with a very hard very shocking hand. I felt my hand burn where I made contact with it.

"Oh, sorry." I gasped turning to the stranger. I could have died of shock right there. Shin was standing towering over me with his hair half in his face and some of the hair haphazardly sticking out. I just wanted to run my fingers into his scalp and pull at the strands, I wanted to see if they were as soft as they looked.

He just continued to stare at me through his glasses and I could feel it. I wanted to take my hand back and run to the next two isles over and listen to the CD for fear that I would embarrass myself further and just seep into the ground.

"Umm." I muttered looking away but was drawn to his eyes again. Even though I couldn't see them I could feel them. He remained unmoving and I started to get fidgety, well as a vampire I shouldn't feel like that at all but this strange boy was making things surface. I started to pull my hand away but he grasped it back painfully and I flinched.

"Your hand feels unnaturally warm to me, even more so than my sister's does." he replied bluntly, "It feels weird." He continued and my heart broke. That was it. Here my arm was a livewire and that's all he could come up with! My eyes widened and I glared at him.

"Well I'm sorry I'm such a weirdo!" I growled at him and yanked my hand back forcefully but I really didn't need to try, I had the strength of a new born. He looked surprised as I steamed out of the store. He I though he was maybe feeling the same about me and all he could say is "It feels weird!"

I don't even know why I care. I don't even think I'm supposed to like him! I-urg!

As I stormed out I was tackled by Janet.

"There you are! Come on let's go find Bella! Oh Victoria's secret!" She screamed as she dragged me along.

"Oh for the love of all that is wholy! Shin you asshole!!" I screamed as I was dragged into the pink frilly store. I was in hell.

BPOV

I was looking at Shin and Nina because really I had nothing better to do and I liked watching their strange bond in interaction it was nice. In a way.

I watched her debate with herself and him look at her while she was looking down and he disappeared right when she decided to look up.

Why'd he do that? Didn't he see her? Was he running from her? He did always separate from the pack and was never with the coven. He defied the rules of coven etiquette and went his own damn way. Alone.

Nina looked hurt really hurt. She continued to walk and then she brightened looking at some CD in extreme interest and then reached blindly for the headset.

That's when I saw Shin appear out of the blue and then reach for the same headset. But the odd thing was that he was looking at her as he did. It was like he was deliberately reaching for the same one for some kind of contact. I smiled slightly. Maybe he wasn't a lost cause.

I knew I must have looked like an idiot to those around me ogling at the two and standing in the middle of the isle not looking at the books but the people a few yards away. I looked left and right. The only people there were two kids in the Harry Potter section and this woman with strange fiery hair at the romance section. I stared after her and then she looked up to meet my gaze. Smirking an evil vile smirk that shook me to my core. It looked like she wanted to hurt me, and I didn't even know her. Or did I? I blinked and she was gone.

She was strange. She looked really pale and with catlike viscous traits. I shivered and forgot about it maybe it was a memory from my past life and I didn't really see her there. And if she really was from my past life, why did it look like she wanted to kill me.

I looked back at Nina and Shin and they were still staring at each other. Not looking away just at each other.

She looked taken aback that was for certain. But he was just looking at her. He didn't remove his eyes from her. And she was stupefied. That was the best way to put it. They carried out a small conversation. Well it wasn't a conversation at all really it was just a few sentences explained. But then all of a sudden she looked pissed and he just stared.

No expression and no emotion. He was blank but I thought I saw his eyes from the corner of his shades widen as their hands had touched.

Nina marched away suddenly and Shin watched her grabbing down to the CD she left in a huff. He gazed at it and looked down and browsed some more.

I took my items and made my way to him. He looked my way as I approached him.

"Human." He muttered lightly looking down at me through his Ray Band Glasses.

"My name is Bella." I reminded him immediately annoyed.

"Whatever. Do you know if Nina has these?" He questioned showing me two CD's both by a band called Red. I got a flash in my head a flash of my previous memories. I remembered that day so long ago.

Flashback

"Waste away, I'm crawling blind, Hollowed by what I left inside , For you, just you, I'm caught in place, But I ignore what I can't erase" Nina and I were stacking a new set of butter that had just arrived to replace the last ones. She was singing in her delightfully mellow voice. It was sad and it could make you feel what you didn't think you could feel when you though about songs. I was gloomy, for some reason and she was looking at me from time to time. I was sad, thinking about someone and I don't know who. I got tied of her singing and decided to stop her it was too painful.

"What's that song called?" I questioned dead and hollow. Was that really my voice?

"Hide, it's by my favorite band in the whole wide world! They're called Red and they have these cool songs….." she started to babble and I listened and tired to make conversation.

"Do you have their CD's?" I questioned not really there.

"Ah, I did…" I perked up to the sound of her voice. She sounded sad and angry.

"What happened?"

"The one and only thing I ever got to buy with the money I saved up from this job that takes all my income and goes to feeding my brother's and sisters was ripped up by that two bit whore because she thought I stole "her" money." She growled.

"Why young lady that is no way to talk about your mother. Now, may your pass me the milk." I heard a sickly sweet voice behind me but I didn't care to look. I didn't recognize it and I didn't think I would.

"Ah sorry mam'. Nina gasped looking down immediately and pulled the cream and passed it to whomever.

"Thank you. Now you have a nice day." The sickly sweet voice murmured touching my shoulder her cold hands burning my skin. It jolted me awake and I looked at Nina and then back at the lady who was already gone through the next isle. All I could see was her flaming hair.

"Wait, how'd she know I was talking about my mom………" Nina questioned looking after the woman in fear as I was for the first time in months with emotion.

End flashback

"No, the only one CD she had was destroyed by her mother." I answered swaying as the memory hit me full force. Shin caught me and I leaned against him for support.

"Woah human watch it." He said pushing me into a standing position. He looked away toward the door like he heard his name being called.

"What's wrong?" I questioned getting my bearings. I felt like I had just fainted and woken up disorientated. When I looked up he was looking away a small smile spreading across his face. He looked at me and smirked. But it wasn't right, it was halfhearted and empty. Like all his other smirks but this one did have something the others lacked, amusement.

"It seems that my sister dear has trapped poor Nina." He chuckled. My eyes widened. That was a first. I'd never heard him laugh.

"What?" he questioned. I blushed and shook my head breaking away from him.

"Can you pay for these? They are Nina's and some are mine but I don't have the credit card." I blushed. Somehow it felt uncomfortable to ask him to pay. I didn't like it. Heck I didn't like it when they gave me the credit card Nina had in her possession because I didn't have my purse.

"Sure, let's go." He muttered taking them from me seeming interested, "Which are Nina's?" he looked through the titles he looked at the double copies and figured some were hers.

"Umm all the Brotherhood ones and half of the classics….." I muttered trailing off as he opened one of the books and skimmed through it. Or at least it seemed like it. He was just flipping page after page. When he stopped at a certain page and turned to be slowly.

"You're sure these are Nina's?" He questioned with in a strange tone, and if he could have I bet he would have been blushing. I cocked my head to the side confused.

"Umm yeah she said they were her favorite series." I replied slowly watching him turn around as we were next in line. The checkout girl was enthralled by Shin. He was still looking down in 'embarrassment' and wasn't paying any attention to the girl but boy was she drooling. She was lazily scanning the books not even looking that she missed like two and just swiped them along without scanning them. The she proceeded to messily reaching for a bag and shoving the books in there like they were nothing. I huffed in annoyance as she almost didn't put in the Jane Austen collection, I had to snap her out of it and give the book to her.

She glared at me for interruption her freaking undressing of him like he was her own personal sex god. I shuddered as she ignored me again and in a fake plastic voice said the total was $34.53, ok so she missed more than two.

He snapped out of his blushing trance and looked at the bag then at her, he though about it in one split second then looked at her, he didn't really glare but was leaning toward that side. He pulled a wallet out of his back pocket and took out four hundred dollar bills. He just gave them to her not even waiting for her to get them letting them flutter to her counter.

"If you would have been paying attention you would have noticed I have 18 items and that the total was $203.57 and not 34.53 as you so generously put it." He said as kindly as he could put it but I had a feeling he was extremely irritated. He leaned in closer to shoot her a strained smile and pulled back with an extra bag, he turned around and walked away and I ran after him. When we were outside he put the books for me and Nina in a separate bag and handed my books to me.

"Here, now where'd they go?" he mumbled more to himself. He sniffed the air slightly and cringed but turned to walk east. I followed close behind him. I didn't know why but I felt on the edge ever since seeing that lady with red hair.

She had an evil aura and then that flash back. The lady at the story had the same red shade. I shook out of my musing when I bumped into Shins rock hard back.

"Ow!" I muttered rubbing my throbbing head. I bumped in head first and it was not a nice thing to do. "Shin what the hell!" I growled not in the mood with his weird sadistic games if they were games. I looked up to see him mortified looking at the store we were in front of now. I looked toward the store and blushed. They were in Victoria Secret. Oh dear god, poor Nina.

Shin Pov

"Oooh Nina you look so sexy whoot!" I was walking with that slow clumsy human trailing behind when I started hearing my sisters and that other human's voice started standing above that chatter of the mall.

"Very stunning if I do say so myself!" The strange future seeing human squealed. I winced, she was too happy for my liking. I was vaguely curious as to what they could be talking about. Most of the time I didn't really care I just wanted to get through the day without having to be out in public or with any social contact. I was a very morbid person but I didn't trust people I didn't like them. Vampire or homosapien.

"Shut up!" Nina sounded very irritated. That strange girl who could substitute her diet with candy. She must have been a real sugar addict if it passed onto her vampire life. She at like three hundred Sweet Tarts a day.

"Come out of that stinkin closet before I rip the door off and drag your sexy thong clad ass back out here." I stopped dead in my tracks. Did my sister just say 'sexy thong clad ass'? I had my face utterly horrified and I felt that human bump into my back banging her head against my back. I felt something inside me stir. Something I hadn't felt since I was with Maryth. Maryth….. I never went a day without thinking about her. She was my first and only love. And she broke my heart.

I didn't trust people after her. I didn't trust women. They were greedy whoring bitches. Except my sister and mother. I didn't trust any of them. I felt uncomfortable around them. I loathed them. Like that stupid plastic bitch at the store. How stupid could she be? Seriously!

"No please! No more! No more!" Nina started to bed and I heard her little feet dash to the fitting room. She was really tiny. She's really cute actually; really short legs, tiny feet, tiny hands and tiny frame. Except for her chest. I'm not a pig or anything I'm just saying it stands out in her tiny frame. My sister even commented on that subject so I'm no pig!

They are even bigger than Maryth's were….. I'm not a pervert! I groaned. I defiantly didn't want to remember her. I loved her but she broke my trust and betrayed me with my best friend, Lyac. We were like brothers! I trusted him. I-I'm lost when it comes to trust I didn't believe in it so I never let anybody get close to me, not even my own family.

"Nina!" My sister growled chasing after her.

"No!" Nina stubbornly huffed like a four year old. I smiled. She was so different than Maryth, she was childish and smart, and cunning but naïve, she was joyous but then a sudden shadow would overpass her and I would wonder what she was thinking. I felt her darkened emotions and I would feel her pain and I would want to take it away. It was sad and lonely.

I'm not worried about her or care about her or anything it's just I have my own problems to worry about and I don't need hers on my back. Nobody really knew this but when some person is feeling down of depressed then their feelings open a wave into their minds and I can read them.

Nina's were fuzzy like she was trying really hard to block everything out, the pain I mean but it also blocked my mind reading. I never could really figure it out she would manage to block out the pain and it would disappear but I could still feel it there at night. She would break if she kept it all in. I went on a rampage every two or three years from all the depression.

That's another story.

"I don't even need lingerie I just need regular underwear!" Nina yelled back from the other side of the door.

"No you need to be sexy, you never know what situation you might find yourself in. Juliet get her the 34D these are too small!" Oh sweet god have mercy. I was defiantly fickle. I kept feeling these raging emotion fighting inside me and trying to break free. When I was around Nina I felt this molten icy charge. It was a tingling down my spine I didn't know what it was but I liked it and my skin simmered even though it was as cold as the freakin Arctic Circle.

"What stupid stinkin situaiton! I have no situation!!!" Nina yelled. I breathed a sigh of relief. I don't know why but I didn't want her with anybody. I wanted her- I don't know alone? No that didn't sound right I just-

"Nina!" My sister yelled and I briefly saw Juliet grabbing a silken set of fabric. I swear my feet just subconsciously inched itself toward the entrance.

"One, two, three." I heard the door open and a struggle and then I heard the feet shuffle to the center of the dressing room where I bet the mirrors were.

"NO! Let me go!" I stopped thinking and just moved.

"Shin?" Bella questioned behind m and I didn't even listen to her. I heard her but I didn't listen. I was still moving. I noticed some women blushing and whispering about how hot they though I was or how sexable I was. Ugh stupid female human women.

I passed them and Bella rushed along. I barged into the dressing room and I dropped my jaw. She was on a pedestal. Seriously. And she was in a sexy baby blue see through baby doll. I could have just fainted there.

Her back was toward me and I turned to look at her front trough the mirror. She was staring at me. Shit busted. Her eyes were wide and horrified. I looked away in embarrassment and my sister was looking at me with a smirk on her face. I knew she heard me 50 yards before. That little tramp, she planned this.

I turned to Juliet and she was smirking too. That little human. I looked back to Nina. I lost all train of thought. Something that only happened when I was in fear of a depression storm. I'd never been lost like this. Just letting my eyes caress her exposed skin. I could see her get more and more embarrassed I felt that she would be beat red by now. She whipped around and looked at me with a horrified expression. And then she screamed.

BPOV

I couldn't believe Shin went into a girls lingerie dressing room. I though he would wait outside you know he stopped in front of the store for so long I thought maybe I should go inside and tell then Shin wanted to leave. Or wondered what he was doing. Standing there in a daze. And ten his expression started changing. He was going from an open mouth to close then gulped once I think then he took off like a bat out of hell.

I followed him and I didn't really think he could or even would go in there! He just marched on and busted through the curtain and I looked as he stared dumbstruck at Nina. She looked beautiful of coarse, like all vampires. She was wearing a beautiful baby blue baby doll and was trying to cover her skin up as much as she could but it was useless. Plus her baby doll was see through. What she covered just revealed more and more.

And then she screamed. Did I ever tell you how much that girl can scream? Then she started to chuck things at Shin.

"What… (throw) The…(throw)….Hell…(throw) are you(throw) doing (throw) in here!?!" She started chucking her shoes her clothes the chair. She was on fire and embarrasses. Those two never mixed well with Nina. Shin just dodged them all, always looking at Nina. Looking at her like she was the only thing there. After a while she ran out of things and marched over to him and started throwing punches at him.

"You…sorry son of a bitch!!! Arrgg!" I didn't know why she was so mad but I could guess. She was still sour about the bookstore thing. Whatever it was.

"Nina," Shin sighed catching her wrists.

"Stop it you're acting childish." He said recovered to his monotonous ways and pushed her away, marching right out of the room. At first I though she was going to storm after him angry like she usually handles people like when she's mad. Or when they squabble.

But she didn't. She just stared after him and stared. Then I noticed her biting her lip and turning around, she looked as if she were about to cry but she and I knew she couldn't. She looked at me and then at the others.

"Can we go home please?" she questioned quietly. Janet and Juliet noticed her change in mood and scrambled around to get the room fixed. I walked over to her and placed my hand on her shoulder. She looked at me and she was looking like she did when she though about her past and when she thought about Shin most of the time. Her eyes looked empty. Like she was blocking out the wave of pain.

"Are you alright?" I questioned. She looked at me and nodded already taking her clothes and getting into the dressing room. She was out in two seconds and she handed the baby doll to Janet.

"I'm going to run home ok." Nina breathed silently and turned before anybody could protest.

"My stupid brother is going to get it." Janet growled. I looked at her and sighed. We walked out of the dressing rooms and Janet insisted on getting the damn thing and then we left the stores and headed for the car. The shopping mood dead. And to be honest. I was kind of glad.

When we got to the car Shin was already in blasting the music and waiting for us to come in. We dumped the stuff into the trunk and were proceeding into sliding into the car when I saw that lady again. She was walking toward us or her car I don't know what. She was looking at me with ferocious vengeance and then pointed at me. I gulped and looked at her with fear. Like a snake she snapped at me, I blinked and she was gone.

I stiffly made my way into the car and was glad they weren't paying attention to me. I noticed that Shin did though he looked at me and then around. But then with that one look I knew he knew something was wrong with me. I looked away.

"Where's Nina?" He questioned. Janet scoffed.

"What do you care, now drive." Janet ordered glaring at her brother and Shin obeyed. He looked at me like he was really wondering where she was. I looked at him then looked away. I was still struggling with my fear. I couldn't deal with him. As we exited the parking lot I thought I saw her again. This time she was on top of the mall roof. I blinked and she was gone.

Who was she? What did she want.

Sorry this is so late I'm really trying to get chapters up faster i know i got two new alerts and thank you guys. I wan't ppl to tell me if you want me to change pov's more often, I wanted to keep it bella but if everyone wants the characters to develop please tell me if you want pov changes. I'll even think about giving you a little edward.... eh eh? Tell me whoe's romance you want to see play out

NinaxShins?

BellaxEdward?

JanetxRino?

IsadoraxChris?

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