A/N: OK this chapter has action, flashbacks,*coughs a lot of coughs coughs* sexual content… young eyes beware oh and surprising twists

Disclaimer: no I do not own Max Ride

Claimer: Plot, OC'S, you know the works

Rogues POV:

The darkness didn't last long, my memories came flooding back to me. All my suppressed memories.

"Good night All" we were on a cliff. Toah and all the others were asleep leaving me and Emich up, by ourselves.

"Rogue" Emich looked at me.

"Hmm" I was staring at the harvest moon.

"I love you" Emich almost whispered.

I looked over right as i did, he kissed me. I was surprised at first, but then it became enjoyable. I kissed back our tongues found each other, the next thing I knew he was on top of me. I didn't mind. He his hands slid over my stomach, up towards my bra. He slid his hand carefully under, gently caressing my nipple. I moaned slightly. He smiled, and lifted me up taking off my shirt and bra.

"Emich" I said.

He stopped for a minute. "Yes?"

"Are you sure we want to do this?" I asked.

"Do you not want cause I can stop, if you want me to?" he looked me in the eyes.

"No, I don't want you to stop" I whispered.

"Ok" he kissed me again.

He kissed me, down my jaw to my neck, I moaned a little, again. He smiled lightly, the n went lower. He gently slid his tongue over my left nipple. I let out a little cry of excitement. He chuckled. He started sucking on it, then he slid his hand down into my sweats.

The memory went on, everything I felt on that night came back to me. Then I remembered the sickness I felt when I woke up that morning. Everyone else was asleep. I quietly snuck out and found a couple of trees by a pond. I threw up over and over again, till there was nothing left in my stomach. I flew back.

"Where in the hell have you been" it was Toah.

I pointed, "Those trees".

"You look really bad" He walked over to me, put his hand on my forehead. "Jesus your burning up."

"Oh, I feel fine" I lied.

"Bullshit" he walked over to his backpack pulled out some money and a piece of paper.

We went to the store, brb

"Tell me what happened last night" Toah demanded.

"Uhhm, no, I cant" I said.

"Oh my god" Toah looked at me horrified. "You didn't."

I nodded.

"Damnit how could you guys have been so stupid, not to use protection, we might still be bird people, but we can still reproduce" he yelled at me. We landed behind a minimart.

"Sorry" was the only thing I could think of to say.

We went in, straight to the pharmacy isle. There the box was. I hid it in my sweater since it was baggy on me anyway, no one would ever know. We bought a bag of pretzels bread and a big thing of peanut butter and left.

"I'm going to need some privacy" I told Toah.

"Tell me when you get back" he flew away.

I found those trees again. I peed on the stick, and waited. My heart was beating really fast, I felt like I was going to have a heart attack, or get caught. Then it appeared, it was I plus. I collapsed, crying. I remember I must have fell asleep, because the next thing I knew I was in a room.

I couldn't remember anything; I was in and out of consciousness, I did remember the RN though, she said her name was Anne. For those nine months Anne was my angel, she came and read, served me food, and when the contractions would hit boost the morphine. I felt the child in my stomach, but I couldn't touch it. It was an alien to me. At six months something changed in me. Anne put my hand on my stomach and I felt it. I felt it kick. I smiled.

Then the day came I remember being in a lot of pain, even the morphine couldn't suppress it. I screamed and Anne ran out of the room. She came back it was white coats, but I didn't care I wanted it out of me.

I didn't know its gender. I didn't ask if I asked, I would have gotten attached to it, but I didn't want that.

I was knocked out again. When I woke up it was out. I looked it looked like a girl with brownish red wings. She was beautiful she had dark brown hair, little green eyes, and the cutest little fingers.

And then like a figment of my imagination, she was gone. I was put in a cage hooked up to IV's and left.

I woke up. I was in a room, much like the one I was in a year or two back. I looked around, yep I was all alone and who knows what they were doing to the others. I felt very sick all of a sudden, but realized I hadn't eaten in days.

"Your stats are very low, Beta" it was my angel, Anne.

"You" was all I could say, my voice cracked.

"No not me, it was the Director" She was looking at my heart rate, and pulse.

I tried to grab her, but my hand was pulled back. I yelped in pain and defeat.

"Ah, Beta, I thought you were smarter than that " she smiled, almost affectionately.

I rolled my eyes. "Bite me".

She laughed. "Is that what Omega tried to do?"

I smiled evilly. "Nah, he just got what he had coming to him".

She laughed again and walked out of the room.

Ari came in behind him was a little girl about one or two years old. I looked away. Ari smiled in triumph. He was by my side he clumsily sat in a chair pulled next to my bed.

"She is a good little kid, I wonder where she got that from considering her mom never listened" he was speaking almost to no one in particular.

"Ari" Jeb walked in.

"Father" Ari stood up giving Jeb the chair.

Jeb sat the little girl on his lap, next to me. "Nice to see you again Beta."

"Bite me" I choked.

"Ari, go get her food, and water, she looks famished" Jeb said, and Ari left.

"Get, her away from me" I said as sternly as I could.

"She doesn't know anything about you Beta, she heard about her "Mommies" favorite kid coming back and wanted to see who it was" Jeb started to play patty cake with her.

"Where is Max?" I asked.

"They are ok, safe for now till, well till my wife gets a hold of them" he stopped.

"Your wife?" I asked.

"To you she is known as the director" Ari came back in.

I drank the water it looked clear and normal, but then agin I guess they could camouflage anything these days. A lesson, I just now learned.

"Ari, I said just water" Jeb almost yelled.

"I didn't do anything to it, it was mom", Ari laughed.

Jeb walked out of the room with the little girl in his arms. And up popped my little suppressed memory once again.

I woke up, the IV's in my arm, I was in pain and still bleeding. I was able to maybe move my head about a half an inch. In the cage next to me, was Toah.

"Oh my god Rogue are you ok?'' He sounded worried.

"Yeah, im fine, just a little tired" I smiled and whispered.

"Ha, well you want to know the happenings of the last few months" he tried talking to me, but I could barely keep my head up, and I fell unconscious.

I was shaken awake by an explosion. Emich came into the room angry with sparks coming out from all around him. That was his one weakness his temper. Toah splashed water on him, he stopped sparking just a little bit and worked on melting the titanium bars. They didn't stand a chance between him and Toah, they rusted and broke. I remember, being carried by Toah out and away.

We were back out and alive for three months, when Toah got tired of the silence and my moping. He pulled me aside.

"I cant take it anymore Rogue, the silence is deafening and Eos is almost old enough to go to school, we cant do this anymore, I think it'll be better for all of us if the tribe broke up" Toah looked at me sincerely.

I nodded. "Lets go break the news".

"Alright tribe all in" I started, they gathered around me. "I and others think it would be a good idea to go our separate ways".

"What" Arai said in surprise.

"Toah and Eos will be the first to go, he and I both believe she doesn't need to be raised the same way that we did" Toah mouthed thank you.

"Ok then who?" Emich asked.

I sighed, "Arai".

"No, Rogue, I want to stay with you" she begged.

"Honey, I'm going to leave too" I was almost in tears.

Arai was crying. "No".

"Im going to erase all the locations from each one of your minds, so neither of you guys know where the other lives. Only I will know."

"But what if we need you, what if I kill some one" Arai sobbed.

"I'm sorry, but I cant do this anymore were not our tribe anymore" I looked around. Emich was gone.

"Where in the f-" he came back, with his eyes red.

"Sorry" was all he said then he fell asleep on the branch above me.

"Toah any preferences?" I asked after all of the others were asleep, he was on duty and I was supposed to be sleeping so I could relieve him of his duty in four hours.

"Someplace next to the sea and away from Itex, maybe like Maryland" he thought out loud.

"Yeah Maryland sounds nice I think it's a good place" I said my eyes glistening with tears.

"Rogue, go to bed" he said.

"No im fine I cant sleep anyways, you are relieved of your duty oh kind one" I smiled at him.

He shook his head, but complied. God it felt good to be the leader sometimes they kept their space and listened.

I sat crying. In a way I wished that Toah could have been the father of the kid. I would have kept it and not been a dumbass, and hoped that what happened did happen. I felt horrible it was my fault, my tribe was breaking up. I hadn't talked to Emich since I got out of the hospital. I used my mind for that. In a way I was numb, I shivered at the thought. I just did what my birth mother had done to me, abandoned me with a bunch of evil people. I somehow knew though that they would care for that child as they had done for me. No experimentations had to be done on the chilld, she was a product of mutant freaks, she was full mutant. Those eyes though is what got to me, those innocent babies eyes staring at me in trust, the trust I got from my own not mine kids, the trust of a child. I had that trust in my tribe, but I couldn't believe that even when I didn't even touch the thing, or care about it, it still trusted me. And I broke that trust. I cried out in agony. No one heard. My pain was deep and it numbed me, I felt something for a while after that, but then the good bye came and I felt nothing. It made me cold, when I stopped at Hailey's house. I heard her thoughts so lonely and depressed, I actually felt sorry for her and put in false images into her head about Toah and Eos's childhood, making her believe they were hers. I changed their names in the memories to Michael and Emilia.

It was too easy to toy and tinker with her mind like that. I kissed the

m both good bye, then we, the remaining three, flew away. Only a few minutes later Hailley came out and called Toah and Eos in for dinner. Arai was crying she had just lost two of her best friends, but I didn't even think about crying, or was in shock to the point of no return. Emich was staring blankly at me.

What the fuck are you staring at?

He looked away quickly. I told Arai were I was taking her. I also told Emich to go find his own home and I would catch up to him. I was still tribal leader to them, so they still complied with my orders. It was long and hard I carried my weight plus Arai's weight most of the way. It was nice being left alone to my thoughts. I welcomed the silence with nothing but what I wanted to hear. I drifted in and out of her mind reading and seeing her dreams. She was a little kid and her hopes that we would stay together were expressed strongly, but then her dream turned into a nightmare, and I replaced her thoughts with happy ones and got out.

The sun was barely rising when I got to my location I had already planted memories in the family I picked for her. They believed that she was currently in a summer camp and was coming back today. I put her in front of the door, and flew away. It wasn't hard finding Emich I already knew where he wanted to go. I followed him in his mind till I found him outside a little convenience store. We didn't say anything to each other. I searched for desperate people and found a coupe and like it was a routine I did the same thing. Without a look back I flew knowing I was heading North. I didn't know why but I changed and started heading northwest, towards Oregon, I was already past the Rocky Mountains.

My wings ached but the pain felt so good. It went like this for another two hours. I found my targets and then like the others I began my new life with my old family forgetting everything about my former life, and tried like hell to fit in ony like a normal bird kid could.

A/N: Hah aim evil this should have been the first chapter, I think but anyway tell me if you liked it I need reviews.