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Everything was in a blur then.
Suddenly, Jasper moved to the other side of the room. Carlisle came in quickly and saw what had happened. Jasper was staring at me with bloodthirsty eyes.
"No!" I screamed. Not now! Why can't someone just change me before something bad happens? Like right now!
Emmett, Edward and Carlisle were suddenly on Edward. I knew that my scared emotion was not going to help him. So I calmed down, and thought of happy things. But it wasn't working. Bella and Rosalie were retraining him now.
"No, Jasper," said Carlisle, calmly, obviously trying the same tactic that I was.
"No Bro, not cool," said Emmett, being silly. Esme stood by me.
"Don't worry, Alice. They've got him," she said. But I was worrying. My love just wanted to kill me. We couldn't' love like this at all. I had to become a Vampire soon, or I may end up like fresh meat.
Eventually, they got Jasper out side and into fresh air. I could hear him screaming, "NO!!! WHY ME?!" and a tear fell down my eye.
"Jasper," I whispered quietly to myself, though I knew Esme would have heard me.
"Here, Alice, lets get a band-aid," and she led me into the kitchen and handed me a box of them. It was obvious that she was struggling herself. So I put a small one on and waited there.
"Jasper will be fine," she eventually said, and then smiled at me, "Don't worry," she added.
"I know but… wouldn't this all be simpler if I was a… one of you?" I said.
"Well, I think it would be, yes. But it's Jasper's decision. He could get Carlisle to do it… but it's only if you want," she said.
I looked down at my watch.
"6:30?! CHARLIE'S GOING TO KILL ME!" I screamed.
"Oh darn, here, I'll take you home," she said, then led me to the front door and then we headed for the truck.
It was 6:45 when we got home, and Charlie was ropeable. But he made it seem like he was calm. If Jasper was here, this conversation would be a lot easier.
"Hello, Alice," he started, "Would you kindly explain where you have been and why there is no dinner?" he asked, anger clearly showing now.
"I can make spaghetti? That's quick and ea…" but he cut me off.
"WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN, ALICE MARIA SWAN??" he yelled. A tear formed in my eye.
"To a friend's house," I said.
"Whose house?" he asked, calmer when I said friends.
"Bella's dad. Yeah, we're great friends," I said.
"Which Bella? Better not be Isabella Cullen!" he said, getting angrier.
"Yes," I simply said.
"I want you to stop hanging around with these people Alice!" he said, "They are not good for you!" he said. But now he made me angry, and that didn't happen very often, and he knew that.
"So you're saying that Jasper is too perfect for me, eh?" I said.
"No, not like that…" but I cut him off this time.
"So why can't I love him Dad? What's wrong?! We're just good friends now Dad. And the family is so nice!" I said, getting over being angry and thinking about Jasper.
"You're too young, Alice," he said.
"For what?" I said.
"A boyfriend," he replied.
"I am not! I'm 19 in 1 month! I am an Adult, Dad! I can do anything I want. So why can't I have a relationship with a friend?" but he didn't answer.
"Just make dinner and go to bed," he said, simply stumped for words.
So I walked off, made spaghetti, ate a little bit and went straight back to bed. As I walked in there, Jasper was sitting on my bed. Tears of joy well from my eyes.
"Oh Jasper!" I whispered.
"Alice! I'm so sorry about earlier. I can never tell you in full how sorry I am," he said.
"Don't worry, Jazz. You weren't going to hurt me. I would have seen if I was going to die," I replied.
"Probably, but still, I was so close too…" but he stopped and sighed.
"Jasper," I said after a long silence between the two of us, "I was thinking. Wouldn't it be easier if… Carlisle changed me… now?" I asked.
Jasper just looked at me, "Carlisle? Now?" he asked.
"Well, not right this minute, but soon. It would be easier for you Jasper. I think I'm ready," I said confidently.
"It would be easier but… I don't want you to waste your human life," he said.
"But I'm not wasting anything! I lived most of my life. I only want to be with you," I said.
"I only want you to be happy. But I don't want to just take you. It seems so… rude," he said.
"But it isn't rude be because I am happy and I belong to you!" I said.
"It's just, you may miss something that you will realise you want when you are a Vampire," he said and I looked at him.
"I want to be with you Jasper. And after that 1st year, all will be back to normal. The only thing we will live without is the fact that you won't want to kill me all the time," I said, and we both giggled softly.
"I don't want to kill you, Alice. It's just so hard," he said, many emotions running through his face.
"I understand, Jasper."
"No you don't," he said.
"Why can't I join you? We would be together forever without any complications!" I said, hopefully turning him.
"What about Charlie?" he asked, obviously not turned. I changed my mood to longing.
"He hates me, and besides, I could just tell him I'm going on a holiday with you and your family, and just tell him that I died," I suggested. "Maybe after a year I could go and meat him!" I added.
"That would be too dangerous. You would look too different and he would learn about our secret, which is not good," he said.
"But I know your secret," I said.
"I'm breaking the law," he said.
"Just change me then, Jasper! No laws broken!" I was literally begging.
"Not now," he said.
"But why? Can it be soon? Please, with cherries on top?" I said.
"Cherries?" he asked. I laughed.
"Human joke," I said, and laughed again.
"It would be painful, Alice. And I don't want to see you in pain," he said.
"But then after the pain I would be happy and I would be with you, forever," I said, and then smiled.
"Oh Alice," he said. "Go to sleep and dream good dreams. I am here and will calm you down to give you the good dreams. Now sleep my love, and I will be thinking about this matter all night," he said.
"Night Jazz," I said, and hugged him and lay down and slept.
Jasper was right. I did have a god dream tonight. I was with him, and we were both vampires. I was beautiful, so perfect with pale white skin. My eyes were gold and we were sitting under a tree in their front yard. It looked so perfect.
Then I woke up at about 4:00am and Jasper was still there.
"Jasper!" I said.
"Alice, you're up," he said,
"Yep! It's Sunday, isn't it?" I asked, tiredly.
"Yes, what would you like to do today?" he asked. But I just stared at him. I think he got the gist of what I wanted to do today, more like what I would like to happen to me today.
"You know, I was thinking last night…" but I cut him off.
"Did it hurt?" I asked him, and laughed.
"More human jokes?"
"Yep!" I said.
"So, I was thinking about… you know, you becoming one of us," he said.
"Yeah?" I said.
"And I think that we should wait a few years. You know, to make sure you haven't missed anything," he said.
I stared at him.
"What?" he asked.
"Jasper, I want Carlisle to do it now! Today! I am ready!" I said. But he wasn't buying it.
He shook his head. "No Alice, I want to be with you forever too!"
"But at this moment in time, you're fighting killing me?" I asked. Jasper sighed.
"Alice, I love you," he changed the subject.
"Jasper?" I reminded him of my earlier question.
"Yes, Alice. It's very hard for me," he said.
"Well, the sooner the better then! Today." I tried to conclude.
"Oh, Alice. I see you have good intentions. But I don't want to tear your human life away from you!"
"You say that like being a vampire is a bad thing," I said.
"It has its ups and downs," he said.
"What's the worst part?" I asked. What a stupid question.
"The thirst Alice. It never goes away and is always there in the back of your throat. It is worst when you haven't eaten anything in a while. And as a Newborn, their instincts are ruled by the thirst," he said. I gulped.
"I'm ready, Jasper. I can handle one year! You would be there to support me, and handle me. I would be the best and most well behaved Newborn Vampire ever!" and I laughed and gave him a hug. He hugged me back, but replied seriously.
"It may not be like that. I will be able to keep you calm, and to try and teach you, but I don't know," he said.
"I have visions, remember?" and I pointed to my head.
"So you see yourself as a newborn Vampire, with red eyes and wearing a shirt saying 'Free Hugs' on it do you?" he asked. I laughed, and found it hard not to lose control of myself. Luckily, Jasper helped calm me.
"Well, not with the top on," I said, and snuggled into his chest.
"Not with the top on," he muttered to himself and then he laughed softly.
"So can we do it today, Jazz? I'm ready!"
"What about school? How do you plan on getting out of that?" he asked.
"Same way as with Charlie, I'm on a holiday with you in some odd land. Then I get sick somehow," I explained.
"But then they will think that I killed you. I would become a suspect." He said.
"Fine then, I'll go on some holiday, and the Cullen's will leave somewhere too, one week after me. Then you'll call up Charlie using some odd accent voice thing, and tell him that the plane I was on crashed and I died." I said.
"Good idea. But, that means that you'll have to start packing soon. You could leave tomorrow. Or you could say that you are going back to visit Renee, then 'die' on the plane," he suggested.
"Good idea. Charlie would take that better. And I'll just stay at your house for a while, hiding. Then later you can leave too," I added.
"Good idea." said Jasper. "I like your style," he added. I blushed. "You know, that will be something I will miss," he said.
"What?"
"The way you always blush when embarrassed." He said. I smiled.
"Oh, I love you Jazz," I said.
"I love you too, Alice,"
Then we kissed.
When Jasper left, I went downstairs and saw Charlie, who was eating toast with ham on it. I hated ham. It was yucky and the texture was just wrong. I was also a vegetarian, so I had only tried ham 5 years ago. I don't know why people ate that gross thing.
"Morning, Alice," said Charlie, still frustrated from last night.
"Dad, do you mind if I go see Renee for a few weeks? She is probably missing me to death." I said.
"You'll miss school, you can't go," darn, I didn't think about that.
"I'll catch up," I said.
"It's almost graduation, Alice,"
"I'm ready. I can study at Renee's. We won't be learning anything new," I said.
"I guess you can go then. But only for one week. I'll be missing you too much, Alice." He said.
"Can I go tomorrow?" I asked.
"Sure, I guess. I can pay for it if you like,' he said.
"Nah, I have my own money. I'll be fine," I said, I didn't want him to waste any money on me if I weren't going to be using it. So after that, I went upstairs to pack. Once all done, I went down to see Charlie again.
"Dad, can I go and visit the Cullen's today?" I asked. I hope they didn't mind me coming without an invite.
"Fine," he said, and sighed.
So I walked out side. It was raining, of course, a typical day for Forks. I walked into my Truck, and on the opposite seat, I saw Jasper.
"Oh my gosh! You frightened me!" I said.
"Sorry. Um, I heard you were coming to my place again today?" he asked politely.
"Only if it's OK with you," I asked.
"Sure it is, Alice. You're always welcome." And then I drove off.
It was quite funny, Jasper throwing directions at me. He was better than Charlie, he was like, "Turn left, no your other left…. Right I mean…. No it was left," and then we would get lost. When we arrived there, it looked 10 times better than it did before. All of the gardening done, the paint job finished. It was almost perfect. When we stepped inside, all of the flowers were up already. It looked so good. One of the first things that I noticed was that Edward was playing on the piano. He was a very good player. Perfect. Bella was sitting beside him, watching his fingers run over the keys. Then suddenly, without warning, Edward stopped.
"Oh no, Jasper! You can't have done that!" he said, replying to Jaspers thoughts. Bella said something very quietly, so low that I couldn't hear. Edward muttered something back to her.
"Well, she wanted it," Jasper said.
"Fine, do what you want. Just imagine Rosalie, she's never going to forgive you now." said Edward smartly, and he started playing again.
"What's with Rose?" I asked.
"She's Jealous of you, Alice. She wants to be a human herself. And when you just throw it away like that, she thinks it's a waste," said Jasper.
"Oh, I'm sorry," I said.
"Don't worry, Alice. We must be together. I've been waiting for you for many years. Centuries even," he said.
"Wow," I said. Suddenly Carlisle was down here.
"Oh Hello, what a pleasant surprise," he said.
"We have an idea, Carlisle," said Jasper, "About Alice becoming one of us,"
"Yes, what is it?" he asked. Jasper told him the whole story.
"Tomorrow? You sure you're ready for this Alice?" he asked.
"Very sure!" I said.
"OK, then, let's go and tell the others," said Carlisle.
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