A Faith Story Chapter 15: Usher, a buffy: the vampire slayer fanfic

Faith pov.

B is everywhere.

This is for you, you, my number one
This is for you, you, my number one
This is for you, you, my number one

she's in my dreams. She's occupyin my thoughts. Hell I'm brushin my teeth and here she is in my head.

Spotlights, big stage
Fifty thousand fans screamin' in a rage
Bodyguards and limousines
This is the way I see you in my dreams
Paparazzi flash, hundred pictures all of you
Hangin' on my bedroom wall
I'm a kid again, I feel like thirteen
But I knew since we fell in love
Girl I'd be

thing is she don't even know what she means to me. Not yet. But I'm sayin I doubt she'll ever know how much I love her.

Buffy pov.

God I'm trying to break up with Riley right now and Faith is taking over my mind.

I'll be your groupie baby
Cuz you are my superstar
I'm your number one fan, give me your autograph
Sign it right here on my heart
Girl I'll be your groupie baby
Cuz you are my superstar
And as your number one fan
I'll do all that I can
To show you how super you are

she's going to make a wonderful mother to that little boy. And you know she talked to Cordelia earlier and we still don't know his name. Its ok though. He's a member of Faith's family and legally her son so I'll love him no matter what.

Front row, there I am
Jumpin' and hollerin' waving both hands
Would you notice me, Little me
Drove twelve hours girl just to see
Your pretty face one more time
Bought my ticket I was first in line
This is a metaphor to show how I adore (I adore you)
Baby I do

but given our history I wonder would she ever give me a chance.

Faith pov.

I mean she and I got history and not all of it good. But then again technically most of it aint even ours.

she's everything I'll ever look for in a woman. Strong, confident, sexy, kind hearted, and she's smart. She's just...Buffy.

Now you know how I feel
You're truly special
Your love is legendary to me
Without you my life stands still

how I lived without her before I'll never know.

Buffy pov.

I know now that I'd never be complete if she left my life. She's everything I'll ever want and more. So much more. What I felt for Angel has nothing on this. This is the real deal.

I'll never leave your world
Treat you like a diva girl
Girl you're one of a kind
Cuz they don't make 'em like you anymore
So I'll be your fan for life
I dedicate this to my superstar for all time

if I'm lucky she'll give me a chance to love her. If she does? There will be no going back. I will go to the ends of the earth, I will fight the devil himself, to stay with her.

Faith pov.

Ya know if she even likes me a little and gives us a shot? Aint nothin gonna break us up if I can help it. Hell nah. I mean what I feel for her is real. So real it scares the hell outta me. Well alotta things scare me deep down but this tops em all.

ya know I changed my mind. I'm not waitin til this shit with Glory is over. Hell nah. It might be too late by then. I'm tellin her tomorrow. As soon as we get a moment alone, I'm tellin her.

Riley pov.

Last night Buffy broke up with me and broke my heart. I loved her. I still do. I'd do anything for her. I'd change my life if I had too. She said it was because she didn't love me anymore. I wonder if its because of the way I act when we're slaying. Or does she know about the vamps I'm still letting feed off of me.

please stay don't go i dont want it to be over

give me another chance

I wanna be your man

Girl you got me

Down here on my knees

for your love

Would you help me?
Tell me what you want from me ohhh...
Can u help me?
I don't understand
Girl I just a man
Help me
Can help me
With out you my whole
world is falling apart
And without you girl I'm
going crazy! Life a
prison without your love

I begged her. I really did. But she said she was in love with someone else. And I know who it is. Its that slut! You'd have to be blind to not see it! But that's ok. I'll put an end to her. She'll never have my girl. I'll make sure of it.

Faith pov

I slept good last night. Had a good little convo with Julian while I was walkin him to the bus stop:

"hey Faith?" I looked down at the little person who's holdin onto my hand like its a lifeline.

"Yeah?" I answered back.

"Are you gonna be my new mommy?" he asked. I was shocked by the question. I stopped walkin and looked at him. I knelt down so that we were almost eye to eye.

"Is that what you want?" I asked him. Honestly it was all up to him. He thought for a minute.

"Yeah. My friend roger said when his real mommy went away a new lady came and tooked care of him and his daddy. She wroted her name on some papers and 'came his mommy forreal." he says. I smile.

"Well then. I guess I'm gonna be your new mommy." I said. I was still scared shitless. But the smile on his face was and is worth all the fear.

"Cool! Hey can I call you mom?" he asked. Doesn't bother me none. From what I hear his mom was like mine times twelve.

"Sure thing bud. But your about to be late for school so lets go." I said. We walked and we still got there early. As we stood and waited he tugged my hand. "Huh?" I looked at him. He looked up at me with these huge hazel eyes.

"Are you gonna sell me like my other mommy did?" he asked. The look in his eyes broke my heart. I picked him up this time.

"Nope. You're never gonna get rid of me. And when we get back home with my friends you get to meet your aunt Cordy, and your uncle Gunn, and uncle Angel. And Wesley." I said settlin him on my hip. Yeah he's a little old to hold like this but its no problem for me.

"Who's Wesley?" he asked. I thought and only one title came to mind

"Grandpa." I said.

So now I have to call and tell Wes that Julian thinks his name is grandpa.

"Wesley! How ya doin b-" he cuts me off.

"What did you do?" he asks. I don't know what he's talkin about.

"Huh?" I ask innocently.

"Faith?" he questions/warns.

"IkindatoldjulianyouwerehisnewgrandpasinceIsortathinkayouasanotherdad." I said quickly. He was quiet for a moment.

"Well...I'm honored. What time will you be arriving?" he asked. Wait huh?

"Huh? You're cool with it? Just like that?!" I asked loudly into the phone.

"Yes I am. Now what time will you be arriving. There's this new movie for small children, Lilo and stitch I believe, out on dvd. I want to have it ready for him." he says.

"Uh, bout 8:30." I say. Wow.

"Alright. I'll see you then. Oh and Faith?" he asks

"Huh?" I respond.

"What's his favorite food?" he asks.

"Pizza." I say.

"Very well. Be safe." he says then he hangs up. Wow. I...damn I love that man!

So here's a quick update. Oh yeah if I was talkin to ya earlier or yesterday or something like that I had reached my maximum number of private messages for one day so I couldn't reply. So the songs aren't mine. They're usher's. The first one is superstar from his confessions album the second, can you help me from his 8701 album. The second one is only the bridge or final verse I think and the chorus. Anyway reviews would be nice. Ya know make me feel good. oh and just to be polite i'll translate the monstrosity from above... i kinda told julian you were his new grandpa since i sorta thinka you as another dad.