That's what I keep telling myself. I'm protecting him.
But it's not true. Not really.
I'm scared. My whole life there's been dad and Dean. Something was wrong though. Pursuing us.
But it's not us.
It's me.
And anyone who cares about me…. ends up dead.
Dean's back, but he's not the same. He's … damaged.
My fault.
He's the only family left I can try to save.
So I have to do this.
So I can protect him.
That's what I keep telling myself.
That's why I keep doing it.
I'll stop when it's over.
I will…I ....I …can…