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Buffy pov.
I didn't know I could be this happy just by being around one person.
"Faith?" I call. She mumbles something shifting so she's facing me instead of away but she's still completely asleep. "Baby?" I try again. She sort of snorts. She's so adorable when she's sleeping.
"Whodunit?" she says. She opens her eyes blinking a few times. She looks around the room and smiles when her eyes settle on me.
"It's Buffy if that's what you were asking." I say with a smile. We've been together for a little over two months and I don't think I could be happier.
"Mornin B." she says in a sexily sleepy voice. Her voice gets so much sexier when she's tired or really relaxed because that accent of hers comes out strongly.
"Morning." I say. I only woke her up because Julian will be in here in a few minutes to wake us up and I wanted to At least get a few kisses in. She smiles seeming to know what I'm thinking before leaning in and brushing her lips over mine quickly.
"Mommy! Gross! Mommy!" I hear. I turn to see Julian running to the bed with his hands over his eyes. "Are ya done makin kissy faces at each other?" he asks.
"You're gonna wanna make kissy faces at somebody one day." Faith says reaching over my body to lift him onto the bed. He settles himself between us and uncovers his eyes.
"No way. Girls are germy and have cooties." he says with a firm nod.
"But I'm a girl." Faith says. He looks at her like she's grown another head.
"No you're not. You're a mommy." he says before hopping back over me making his way out the door. A few seconds later he's running back through to kiss us on the cheek. "Mornin mommy and Buffy." he says before exiting the room again.
"Did he just...did he just say I wasn't a girl?" Faith asks after a few minutes. I nod sadly.
"Apparently mommies aren't girls." I say dramatically. She shakes her head.
"Wow." she says getting out of the bed. I almost groan at the fact that this is the first time we've shared a bed and it ends so quick. Well not quick it's just...she didn't touch me at all last night. Not even a goodnight kiss. And this huge king size bed made for plenty of non-touch-y space between us. She disappears into her bathroom for a few minutes, I'm assuming to brush her teeth, before coming back out. I move to get out of bed but she stops me.
"Whoa B. You stay there, I'm just makin sure he's dressed and everythin so he can go out with Cor and Fred today." she says. I nod and she leans over to kiss me again but I pull back before she gets too close. She raises an eyebrow.
"Morning breath." I explain. She nods understanding before leaning back in and kissing me quick and hard. When she pulls back finally she kisses me again quickly and smiles.
"See ya in a few." she says before leaving the room. I know I must look dazed but have you ever kissed Faith? Didn't think so. I get up and make my way to the bathroom to shower and brush my teeth. I can't help but smile then frown at the memory of our first date. Cordy insisted on a first date but Faith fought her on that.
"Faith, it's just gonna be the four of us." she complained.
"Cor, you and Fred had your first date alone, let me and B do the same." Faith said. I could tell she wasn't annoyed, just amused.
"Cordelia let them have their date. Maybe next time we can double?" Fred tried.
"No! She needs me!" Cordelia practically shrieked.
"Cordelia, while I'm sure your concerns are placed in the right place, please allow them to have this. Alone." Wesley said not looking up from the picture he was helping Julian color.
"Bu-"
"How bout we make a deal?" Faith said. "If I need any help, tips, advice, anything, I'll call you." Faith said. Cordelia thought it over.
"If she breaths wrong..." she trailed off. Honestly I wasn't the least bit insulted. I'd be the same if it were Dawn.
"I promise. Now we gotta motor, movie starts in 10." Faith said and we were on our way.
We went to the movie and had a great time. Well we did until we got back to my mom's. We crashed on the couch downstairs and I asked her to open up to me. She had gotten quiet on the way there and I didn't know why but she looked like she was in a lot of pain. I just wanted to make it stop. And I did what I could...
Faith pov.
So me and B got the house to ourselves now. B. Buffy Summers. What a woman she is. She's...perfect. And I don't mean that in a bitter way. I mean she's perfect for me. Like our first date. That was great just cus I was with her. I don't think it woulda been any better with anybody else. Well it was good until we left the movie theater...
"That movie was alright." she said with a shrug. I scoff.
"B, that was one'a the best movies in the past decade. Fuckin action, all that good shit! It was perfect!" I said happily. Until I saw this old lady walkin home. She looked so sad. Reminded me of my grandmother. It was just the way her face, even with the clear depression, was so warm and made you feel like you could trust her. All my excitement died and I sorta...just thought about my grandma. I didn't know her long but it was long enough. Me and B followed her and Buffy didn't even realize it. I told her I just felt like takin a different route and she went along with it. I could feel the worry fallin off her but she just let me handle this for the moment. I just wanted to make sure this lady made it home safely. And she did. When we got back to B's we sat on the sofa and she let her worry become verbal.
"Faith? Baby, what's wrong?" she asked. I looked at her and tried to shake it off.
"Nothin B. I'm five by five." I replied with a fake smile. She wasn't gonna let it go.
"Faith..." she trailed off with a sigh.
"Look B, tonight was kick ass. We definitely gotta do this again sometime." I said tryina get up. She didn't try hard to keep me where I was. She just laid a hand on my forearm and I stared at it. Then I looked to her eyes. There wasn't nothin but love in em.
"Faith, you...you might not wanna tell me now, but when you are, I'm willing to listen to anything. Whatever you have to say, just tell me." she said. And I sat back down and stared at my hands. She didn't say anythin. Just waited patiently.
"I was... I just... I miss my grandma. And my dad. Fuck, I miss my family! No matter how fucked up and bad or how much they hated me, I miss em." I said. She laid a hand on my shoulder and didn't say anything. Just looked at me with understanding. And I did somethin I wasn't too happy about. I broke down and told her everything about my past.
I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry
that night she cried with me. Like, she let me know that it was alright to feel somethin like that. It felt normal and I was alright with cryin. And it made me feel so much more for her. I smile quickly and turn the radio on makin my way back to my room. B looks up from the bed and smiles. I offer her a bright smile back and hold out my hand to her. She gets up takin it quickly and we sway softly to the music.
Baby lock the door and turn the lights down low
Put some music on that's soft and slow
Baby we ain't got no place to go
I hope you understand
I've been thinking 'bout this all day long
Never felt a feeling quite this strong
I can't believe how much it turns me on
Just to be your man
she wraps her arms around my neck and mine rest on her waist. She looks straight into my eyes and reaches up to kiss me softly.
There's no hurry
Don't you worry
We can take our time
Come a little closer
Lets go over
What I had in mind
Baby lock the door and turn the lights down low
Put some music on that's soft and slow
Baby we ain't got no place to go
I hope you understand
she rests her head under my chin and snuggles in a little. I smile and wrap my arms tightly around her.
I've been thinking 'bout this all day long
Never felt a feeling quite this strong
I can't believe how much it turns me on
Just to be your man
Ain't nobody ever love nobody
The way that I love you
We're alone now
You don't know how
Long I've wanted to
she pulls back a little and I stare into her eyes and lip sync the next part. Yes, I actually know this song. Shut up.
Lock the door and turn the lights down low
Put some music on that's soft and slow
Baby we ain't got no place to go
I hope you understand
I smile and spin her then dip her and she lets out a little squeal when I pick her up completely off the floor. I flop on the bed on top of her and smile softly and kiss her forehead.
I've been thinking 'bout this all day long
never felt a feeling that was quite this strong
I can't believe how much it turns me on
Just to be your man
I Can't believe how much it turns me on
Just to be your man
she doesn't say anything so I don't either. I'm still new to this whole relationship thing, well a little new, but I'm thinkin it might be alright to just sit here and relax sometimes.
Alright people who rock so much, this fic is gonna be on hold for along while but I wont forget it. As long as you review! i almost forgot, i don't own the songs, the first would be... tonight i wanna cry by keith urban, i love that song, and the second is your man by josh turner, another one i love.