I opened my eyes and felt the dim sunlight on my face.
Edward was sitting in a chair across the room.
"Bella, did you have another nightmare?" He asked worried
"I always have nightmares, but yeah I did..." I responded
"Do you want to tell me about it?" He offered
I didn't want to tell him my horrible dream.
"N-no" I studdered "I really don't want to."
I could tell he was frustrated again, he couldn't read my mind so he always wanted to know what I was thinking.
"Jacob was in it was he not?" He said softly
I looked down at my quilt
"Yes." I said still looking down. "How did you know?"
He said and wlaked over to the bed. He sat down and looked at me.
"You were talking in your sleep again" He said "You sounded just the same when you were attacked in Phenoix. You just about screamed ' No Edward!' Then you said 'jacob you monster.'" He smiled "I enjoyed the last part" I looked up and saw a thick layer of curiocity in his topaz eyes's.
I could tell he wanted to know, but he wouldn't force it out of me. His smiled dissapered.
"Bella," He said looking down "I heard you in that dream you sounded like you were in so much pain." He looked down "Promise me you'll never go back to La Push again."
"Edward," I started "I told you, I'm not afraid of Jacob. We don't need to be worried..." The conversation I had with Angela Suddenly flickered back in my memory.
"This--This isn't about my saftey... is it?" I said looking down
"Bella must I tell you time and time again?" He said staring into my eyes "You are my life I don't want to lose you. If you tell me you don't want me, I'll go away."
I heard him say this over and over again I know what the translation is, 'If you want jacob instead of me tell me.' I always respond 'I only want you'
I remembered the pain I felt when he left. How Jacob was there for me. I wondered what would happen if I never met Edward.... I tried to shake the horrible thought from my head. But I wondered if it would be easier....
"Bella, please answer me" Edward pleaded. I bit my lip.
"I see..." Edward said with pain in his eyes
"No--" I started but I was cut off. Edwards cold hand cupped over my mouth.
"please tell me." He repeated. I looked up at him
"I love you and no one else this doesn't mean it the same way you mean it, but you are my life now."
His arms slidered around my waist like snakes. He pulled me closer so tight I almost ran out of breath. I dont know how long we sat there without a word.
Finally I broke away needing to breath.
"Sorry." He said
I looked into his eye's. They were almost pitch black.
"You need to hunt." I said He shook his head
"I can wait, i'll be fine."
"Edward go hunt" I almost ordered
He reluctantly shook his head and left.
I was all alone in my new room....