*** I do not own any of the characters or original plot. They are all from the beautiful world of Stephenie Meyer.

Chapter 2 - What happened?

It felt like hours, I lay frozen on the floor of Carlisle office. Edward sat next to me trying to soothe my aching pain. The emotions were utterly uncontrollable; I hated the fact that my little nudger didn't make it. But worse of all I hated Edward for it.

"Bella, you need to move. I swear I did everything in my power to save her" he whispered. Her? Did he just say "her"? My trance of a state was so overwhelming that the new piece of information did not shake my stone body. The aching in my throat was unbearable and I could not think of anything but that.

"Love, you need to quench your thirst, you're only a new born and I know how thirsty you must be. I promise after you hunt you can come back and lay like this as long as you want" Edward tried reasoning with me but I was too far gone in my own depression to even realize.

"Bella you really need to take care of yourself," Alice's beautiful voice echoed in my ear. She began to pat my back. It did nothing but make me angrier. Why didn't she see this happening? Why didn't she tell Edward to be faster? Alice could feel my hesitation and was quickly moved out of the way by Jasper. He starred deeply into my troubled face.

A few hours passed and I stayed frozen. I felt footstepsâ–“ approaching it was Carlisle he sat down next to my head and sat down a cup next to me. "Bella you are in shock I understand but you really need to take care of your thirst. You don't realize how dangerous it is that you are depriving yourself of your basic instinct." I said nothing, what could I say that he was the reason my baby was dead. If he had stayed back there would be a greater possibility of having my baby being alive.

"Edward help me turn her over, we need to give her this so it helps relieve some of her pain," Carlisle directed Edward to my lifeless body. I felt Edward's hands around my waist and Carlisle's arm supporting my neck. In one swift motion I was on my back in Edward's lap. He was cradling me in his arm as Carlisle passed him a cup with a bendy straw. "Here, Edward let her drink this. The smell of blood will allow her instincts to take over and finish that." He was right as soon as I got a whiff of the blood I grasped the straw in my mouth and chugged down the litre of blood that was supplied.

"Bella, I need to explain what happened. I can't just let you whither away in sorrow. I love you and I loved our baby but I did everything," Edward tried to explain.

He did everything? No he didn't I was his first priority and our baby was nothing to him. He never wanted to save him he thought just like Jacob and his pack that my precious nudger was an abomination. I turned my gaze towards him, and pierced into his eyes.

"Bella, I swear I ripped through your skin and began getting her out..."

"Her, it was a girl?" I asked in patronizing pain.

"Yes, she was amazingly beautiful Bella I had taken her out but you began convulsing. I started quickly stitching you up with my venom but your heart was very faint. Jacob struggled to keep your heart beating. I tried saving you by biting you all over so my venom could quickly spread."

"What happened to her?"

"Next thing I knew you were still, I thought I was too late for you so I turned to her she was blue. It confused me why she had colour. Then I realized that she had a heartbeat barely beating. I grabbed Jacob and he tried his hardest to get her to breathe but nothing was happening. When I had pulled her out she was already gone Bella, I worked on her for hours but nothing happened. I couldn't bite a child that young it was cruel" Edward was wincing as he spoke.

"So you didn't do anything!?! You let her die in your arms you let her go just because you couldn't change her?" I shrieked through my dry sobs.

"Bella it wasn't like that. She was gone here heart was too weak. I thought I had lost you and her but then I saw your arm flinch and knew that the venom was spreading. She was gone Bella there was no way to even try..." he whispered.

"Where is she?" I asked confused where my lifeless child was.

"I don't know Bella" he managed to say shamefully, "Rose picked her up and walked out when she realized that she was dead."

"Where is Rose" I said angrier then before. Why would he let her just pick up my daughter and leave without any confirmation that she was indeed dead!

"Bella relax you need to calm down." I suddenly felt rage fill my face I looked over and Jasper, Carlisle and Emmett barricaded the door.

"Get out of my way before I do something I regret," I hissed towards the men blocking my path. I suddenly positioned myself into a crouch. Jasper stepped forward and I knew this was not going to end well.