A/N: Well hello again. I'm sorry it took so long before I updated but things had been kinda crazy. And to make things worse…my exams starts tomorrow TToTT
So I don't think they will come more chapters this week…..sorry….
But…my English is not so good….so sorry for all the mistakes and gramma problems….but hey…I do the best I can ^^"
Well enjoy and thank you for all the reviews.
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"Oh hello" Aizen walked towards him "You don't seem to be reading today."
Gin looked up from where he sat. Like all the other times, Aizen had removed his glasses and his taichou jacket. His hair looked shorter than last time they had spoken. Maybe he had had a haircut.
"Perhaps… you were waiting to me?" again Aizen had seen straight through him. Yes, he had been waiting for him but Gin didn't want to give him that satisfaction.
"I have somethin´ ta say ta ya" Gin didn't smile or open his eyes when he said it. He just wanted to get over with it, quickly.
"How unusual for you to talk to me in such a positive manner." Aizen´s smile grew wider "To what do I owe this pleasure?"
"Could ya please do somethin´ ta stop these weird rumors?"
Aizen looked surprised at him. Gin tried to hold the stare from Aizen´s eyes. But he had to look down in the end.
"I dun´ have a clue what yer plannin´. But everyone thinks I've already been accepted inta yer division. Which is troublesome er me. An´ I plan ta decide my postgraduate plan for myself."
For a second, the cold, hard look was back in Aizen´s eyes. But only for a second. Then he looked down at Gin with a smile.
"I don't know what you're talking about. There seems to be a disparity between your knowledge and mine. Perhaps I had not expressed myself clearly enough. I decided that I wanted you to enter Division 5…"
Gin froze.
"… and I have nearly finished all necessary preparations and formalities…"
"What?"
"Ah… you still have quite a bit of time until your graduation" Aizen continued like he hadn't heard Gin "I thought a verbal promise would suffice, but now I realize how inconsiderate that was of me. You're probably uneasy about the whole situation." He looked thoughtful at the sky.
Gin felt how the control of the situation slipped away through his fingers. He was losing and Aizen was now the one who was leading.
"I apologize. Ill get on the formal declaration right away, so that you can sleep better at night."
"Wait… wait a minute ´ere." Gin rose up.
"I don't understand what jus´ happened. This verbal promise… I do remember being on the receivin´ end of a lot of yer solicitations. But ain´t this a lil´ unorthodox? I don't ever recall acceptin´ er agreeein´ ta any of ya solicitations. An´ yet ya went ahead an´ approved my acceptance…"
Gin almost shouted now "…which I didn't even give ya in the first place! An´ what happened ta the entrance exams?"
"You don't really have any particular reason to decline. Do you?" Aizen was smiling. Gently but dangerous. Gins eyes were open in shock and he felt the sweat starting to run.
"Would you no agree that your presence at this academy is proof of your desire to enter the Gotei 13? Though I suppose you could also enter a Kidou specialist division or the Onmitsu Kidou if you wished to."
There was something strange in Aizen´s voice.
"Though, personally, I think you're more suited to the activities of the Gotei 13."
He wanted to say something. Anything. A drop of sweat began to run down his cheek.
"The entrance exam is…" Aizen was still smiling. Still talking with that tone in his voice. "Well, it's pretty much meaningless for you in this situation. But, if it bothers you so much. I can have you go about this the formal way."
He tried to swallow but his throat was to dry.
"All right." Gin bowed his head a little "It seems that no matter what I say, ya won't take no for an answer. So I would like ta take this time right now ta speak my mind. If that's OK."
Gin looked up and met the speechless expression in Aizen´s face.
"Aizen-taichou. ´bout the acceptance an´ all… if whatcha say is true, then please take ev´rythin´ back ta the drawin´ board. I can't proceed with this reckless plan of yers that ya concocted without my knowledge. ´specially since I have no plan of ever enterin´ yer division."
Aizen was Speechless. He stared at Gin with half open mouth and with a strange expression in his eyes. It was a mixture of disappointment and shock.
"To say something like that so suddenly, you… I´ll pretend I never heard any of that. So cool off and reconsider my offer." Aizen hadn't changed his expression.
"That girl you are close to… Wouldn't she be pleased to hear of your acceptance into my division?" Gin opened his eyes in shock. Although Aizen´s face didn't change, was there something in his voice which alerted Gin.
"Don't tell me ya…"
"Hmm? What is it" it was back. The cold and hard look in Aizen´s eyes. It was back. Gin felt the familiar feeling of fear and he found it hard to breath. He couldn't hold the cold gaze and had to look down.
This guy…
Gin took a deep breath.
"In any case. I've got no intention ta enter Division 5. The fact that ya can't understand my feelin´s is jus´ beyond me…"
"Also, please stop comin´ ta visit me like ya always do." He clenched his hands so hard they became whiter that his skin was already. "I dun wish ta have anythin´ ta do wit´ ya on a personal level anymore."
"`Scuse me." He turned around and ran. He couldn't control his legs. They just began to run on they own. It was not like he did anything to stop them. He wanted to get away from Aizen. And hopefully not see him again.
Dang it! I jus´…can't take it no more!
Aizen-taichou is such a nice, hardworking guy.
Yeah, he's such a respected guy in society… that its not only the shinigami in ´is division who love an´ respect´im, but all those in the Gotei 13.
An´ if that's the case…
He's jus´ playin´ innocent, but `is behaviour shows that… he enjoys rubbin´ people the wrong way jus´ fer the heck of it.
Sometimes `is eyes ´ll give the impression that he's starin´ right through ya, chillin´ ya
Down ta the marrow in yer bones. Wit´ those persistent eyes…
Underneath that warm, frien´ly exterior lies venomous fangs.
Am I the only one who's been able ta see through ´im so far? Or maybe I'm the only one he's showin´…
In any case, I feel a chill runnin´ up my spine when I'm around ´im. My only hope had been… ta never see ´is face ever again, but…
TBC