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Ok well this chapter is a bit different from the others …

This is the first implied yuuram part and according to my friends there is implied murayuu ... i can't see it .. but apparently there is ...

so enjoy

ok well most of this chapter is in yuuri's POV


A few days earlier

Murata and yuuri had just arrived back from earth, and they were now in gwendals office.

"Ne shibuya, what are you doing over the holidays?"

"Murata its 3 weeks away, I haven't decided yet"

"Gees I was just wondering no need to snap"

"Why"

Murata just smirked

"Murata why"

evil smirk

"MURATA" yuuri tried to poke murata but murata shoved him and yuuri was caught off balance and grabbed the first thing, closest to him to stop him from falling, but unfortunately the thing yuuri gripped on to happened to be murata's top , which resulted in a loud bang, and when every one looked at the floor where the young king was laying with the great sage on top of him.

Yuuri blushed when he saw what kind of position they were in

"murata, could you get off me" yuuri asked embarrassed, not by murata laying on top of him although that was part of it , he really didn't care, murata was his best friend, no the reason yuuri was embarrassed was because everyone was watching them and because of the look on wolframs face.

Murata on the other hand seemed oblivious to the glaring (wolfram, Shinou, gwendal, Günter) onlookers .

"Now why would I do that shibuya" murata asked innocently

"Because …."Yuuri began but then he stopped looking for an appropriate answer, because he knew that one wrong word and murata could twist it so badly that there wouldn't even be ashes left when wolfram was done.

"See you want me on top of you" murata stated smugly emphasizing each word

"NO…I … don't ….MURATA" yuuri stuttered

"Sorry shibuya I really don't like you that way" murata said feigning pity

"Then why are you still on top of me?" yuuri asked eyebrows raised deciding to beat murata at his own game

"Well one can never just pass up an opportunity that is given to them, maybe this is fate, besides what the Maou wants, the Maou gets" murata commented slyly

"well maybe you could get off my fiancé and while your at it maybe you should stop flirting with things that aren't yours" wolfram snapped

Murata rolled his eyes and got off yuuri

"Thanks" yuuri said to murata

"Why the hell are you saying thanks to him wimp?" wolfram fired up , yuuri was defiantly not going to cross his path , he shot murata a look, murata sighed

"Von benifeld get over it" murata said slightly agitated, he was trying to get yuuri to admit his feelings for the blond and what does he get in return, nothing but rude words.

"Why the hells are you even here" wolfram snapped back

"Because I want to be" murata snapped

"I can't see the point, it not like you have any reason to actually come back; you're really not needed, so why do you keep coming back every time with yuuri, especially after that stunt you pulled a while ago, I really don't know why anyone forgave you, so why don't you just leave…"

Yuuri caught murata's eye, seeing a tear rolling down his face

"Wolf that's enough" yuuri cut through

Wolfram glared "I don't see why I was only telling the truth, he really doesn't deserve…"

"WOLF I SAID E….." but before yuuri could finish murata pushed past him "MURATA"

Yuuri turned around to where murata was just standing

To say everyone was shocked at the sage's reaction was a understatement, everyone was quiet for a few moments.

"Maybe I should go after him" yuuri said unsure

"No leave him alone for a while, let him cool down, I know my sage he'll come back when he's ready" Shinou said

"Ok sure" yuuri agreed still unsure


Yuuri POV

I really hope murata's alright, maybe I was just imagining it but he seemed to take wolfram seriously ; yeah I know what wolfram said was mean and rude, but murata barley listens to him, but then again murata has been acting really weird for quite a while now , so hopefully he will be back to his normal perverted self when he gets back.

"WIMP, everyone's waiting for you"

"why was there a meeting or something that I forgot about" yuuri asked panicking gwendal was going to kill him

"calm down wimp , everyone's waiting for you at breakfast" wolfram said saying each word like he was talking to a 2 year old.

"oh …is murata back yet ?" yuuri asked slightly embarrass because of his earlier mistake

"no sign of him" wolfram said simply

"well we better go down to breakfast then" yuuri said quietly although , he really didn't feel like eating anymore

with that yuuri and wolfram headed off to the dining room , where everyone was silently waiting .

when they took their seats breakfast was served , but there was no talking at the table , everyone's minds seemed to be wandering .

"yuuri" Greta said half was through breakfast, it was the first word spoken during Breakfast, which cause everyone to turn to look at Greta

"yes Greta"

"when is Muraken coming back , he promised he would take me riding later in the morning , we always go riding and he never breaks a promise" Greta asked

yuuri was lost for words at a number of things like when did Greta and murata go for rides, when did she start calling him muraken, when will murata come back, and when did murata and Greta get so close.

When nobody answered Greta looked worried

"he isn't coming back is he YUURI" Greta started crying

"no, no Great, murata is coming back , he just has really important work to do at the temple and won't be coming back for a few days ok" yuuri said quickly to stop Greta from crying

"ok then" Greta said quietly


the rest of the breakfast was pretty uneventful, no body said a word and one by one everyone left until it was just me and wolfram, Greta had gone to play with Cheri, that's when wolfram turned to me.

"wimp , you know that its wrong to lie to Greta"

"Wolf …"

"But I'm glad you did actually"

Yuuri was amazed that wolfram was being nice to him, that's when the realization hit that wolfram felt guilty, because of what he said to murata.

"wolf, you know it wasn't totally your fault right"

Wolfram just turned on his heels and walked off

Yuuri turned to the window wondering where his best friend was


Its been days and murata isn't back yet , and even though everyone is telling me that I have nothing to worry about I really want to find him , but Shinou and gwendal told me that if I send out a search party , murata will get really angry at me and it will be a waste of time, so I've asked yozak to look for him and I've decided to send him a letter . hopefully he gets it .

So now I'm sitting at my desk , trying to figure out what to write to murata, what can I say without offending him further , I normally wouldn't think to much of this but the look on his face when wolfram said those things to him, I could tell he was hurt even though he tried to hide it, we're friends , no … we're best friends and best friends don't keep secrets from each other although murata has a lot of secrets, I feel kind of hurt that he didn't tell me, but then again maybe Wolfram is right maybe I'm just over reacting .

Ok I've finally written the letter it took me a few hours but I finally thought of what to write, so before I have any second thoughts I sent it. As I watch the moon from the window, I think of murata.

i remeber , that day a few months ago when we were talking about the past and murata told me that "When a special person is missing the whole world seems depopulated", and now i can't help but agree .


k .. well i'll hopefully post up the next chapter by the end of today ... the next chapter is basically the letter yuuri sent to murata ...

so Please review ... guys ... i really need help ..

thankz

Jade (who is currently suffering from writers block)