A/N: Ok! Another chapter! Voting results are at the bottom!
And I just watched that movie, Seven… Major disappointment… As you all know, I am Wrath… and I must say… I would have shot that guy HOURS before the Wrath in the movie did… I mean come on! … Besides the fact that he's (he guy killing one person for each sin) a murderer… He didn't seem to want to be my friend! Now… If he wasn't so bitchy, he and I would have been good friends… He was insane enough, but his attitude was lacking… So death!
Anyways… I'm sure you guys are tired of me ranting… That is if you even read this… if you read this A/N… in your review I want you to put: "I am a cat… a nice furry elephant… That's me." That way I can identify the good people!
Also, I have decided to put the reviews at the end of the chapter… Why? Because with so many people reviewing, this beginning A/N doesn't need to be this long!
DISCLAIMER: DNAngel doesn't belong to me. None of the characters belong to me… Except Kimatari and Kanashimi. They are my OC's. MINE I SAY! It takes a certain kind of insanity to come up with good OC's… and I have that kind of insanity… Actually… I have ALL kinds of insanity… But you all already knew that, didn't you?
SUMMARY: Daisuke? What happened to you! Are you caught up in a vicious love… square? Krad! What are you doing out! Not school already! What are we going to do? Krad… Dark… Why can't you settle your differences? Satoshi! Save Daisuke damnit! Use your brain and find a way! Think think think! OC's Sato/Dai Krad/Dai Krad/Dark Dark/Dai OC/OC Slash
WARNINGS:Rape mentions… Moderate swearing… Mental abuse and anguish… Moderate violence… Complicated love squares… Takeshi and Keiji… Grieving… Pain due to Krad… A lot of warnings that no one reads… Angst…
RANDOM WORDS:
Tenshi: Angel
Mousoushou: Paranoia
Kanashimi: Sadness
Gomen: Sorry
Tobutsu no Tokoyami: Darkness' Rest
Kaikou no Kaigen: Awakening Light
'Butsu butsu iu-na': 'Stop complaining' or 'Quit yer bitching'
Bakayarou: Bastard
Ainoko: Half-breed
Kirei: Beautiful
THANKS TO:
Kitsu for betaing this crappy fic even though he's way above this mediocre crap… But he's not above me! …How does that work out?
History of Violet and Gold… -Part two-
;;Krad's thoughts;; ((Dark's thoughts)) ;Satoshi's thoughts; (Daisuke's thoughts)
Flashbacks (All in third person)
Last Time:
Kimatari's POV:
I wasn't prepared for what I saw. My heart feels like it stopped, and I seem to have forgotten how to breathe. My legs feel like they're filled with lead and an unfathomable chill sweeps through my veins. I can hear Kanashimi gasp at the horror, but I can't find it in me to comfort him. Not while I'm trying to digest the grotesque image in front of me, myself.
Daisuke… What happened?
This Time:
Satoshi's POV:
Hatred of Krad… Anger towards Krad… Sadness from loss… Lust for revenge… Envious of peace… Sluggishness in finding him before… … Glutton for hurt… Prideful of my abilities…
All these are supposed to be the seven deadly sins… They cause death for some… anguish for many… and the eternal damnation of your soul… Or so those books I've read said.
I don't care anymore… I don't even know if I still have a soul. All the knowledge I have… Everything I've learned… All the things I know. None of it helped.
None of it saved him…
Useless…
Krad's POV:
Oh, to be free again, and not to have to battle with my Satoshi. As much as I miss him, and I do, it feels wonderful to have a weak host again.
Weak… Pathetic humans… Nothing they can do now. How can Dark try and fight me if he's inside my head? Unconscious to be exact. Along with the Niwa… The Niwa… I miss his anger… His hatred… His thirst for revenge, destruction… His self-loathing… His tainted life…
Ah… Kirei…
Satoshi's POV:
"DAMMIT!" I slam my fist into the nearest wall, knocking down a picture. It's a wonder that didn't hurt, but I don't care anyway… I look upon the scene of Daisuke's room again. Destroyed. Blood stained… Devastated.
Krad…
My fist tightens again and a low growl starts in my throat. I don't think I've ever been so angry. It's not even completely directed at Krad… How could I? Why did I leave his side! He was weak… And now…
"I have to find him…" I do… I must find him…
"If he's even alive…" I stop and my fist tightens again… This time there's no way to check my rage. I grab that damned ainoko by the neck and slam him into the wall, earning a concerned cry from Kanashimi and a small grunt from my victim.
"Don't even think like that." I'm vaguely aware of my grip on his windpipe tightening. I never knew I possessed this strength… But I love it… This power over another person. His life under my mercy… His frantic struggling under my hands… Another's cries and pleads to my ears… It's beautiful…
Beautiful? No… No!
My hand falls, releasing Kimatari, who in turn crumples at my feet in a hump on the ground. Kanashimi rushes to his side to check on how he is.
But I don't care.
I stumble a few steps to the left and fall to the ground, sliding down against the wall, staring at my hands. There's a dull pain in my leg from where I assume the glass of that picture punctured it.
That picture…
I turn and look at it, finding its one of Daisuke's paintings, only it's framed. The unshed tears I've been holding in now prick the corners of my eyes.
My mouth is open in a silent 'no'. I wasn't expecting to be able to make a sound anyway.
I stare, dumbfounded, at the picture, my hands back at my sides, laying uselessly on the floor in weak fists.
The picture is a shadow figure with white wings, flying freely, in the sky. On the ground under him, lying in a crumpled heap is another shadow figure with blue wings. I remember what Daisuke said about this painting.
"Hey… I like this painting…" A blue haired teen points to one painting of two winged creatures in very different positions.
"I thought you would…" Another teen, this one with red hair, pops out from the under the bed. He was obviously looking for something. What was he looking for? We may never know…
"What's that supposed to mean?" The elder of the two takes up a jokingly defensive position, knowing full and well the younger will panic, blush, and apologize profusely.
Bingo.
"I-I didn't mean anything about it! I just meant… that it seemed like your style! I'm sorry…"
"It's OK, Niwa-kun…" The elder boy fights a smirk, and instead gives a very rare smile. Albeit a small one, it's still there... maybe. The Niwa nods and flashes one of his very common, and very huge, smiles.
"Do you want to know what it's supposed to portray, Hiwatari-kun?" Said boy jerks his attention back to the painting he fancied.
"Sure." The younger boy beams again. It seems he likes art. He likes art a lot.
"Well… This painting is actually showing one's inner battle against themself. The shadow figure with blue wings is a person's common sense. His inner light. The good. The yin. But as you know, yin cannot exist without yang. The white winged figure is the evil in the soul. The one that sets out to destroy, to harm."
"Ok… That makes sense… but… Doesn't 'good triumph over evil' or whatever they say? So why is the… shadowy good guy on the ground?" Hiwatari make a motion towards the picture to express his point, and the Niwa nods.
"I was getting there… It's true that in most stories it's depicted that good always wins. But in this particular painting, the blue wings, the yin, kept being corrupted by his yang. The white wings showed him the joys of the 'dark side'. He showed him how easy it is to be evil, and corrupt. Eventually, blue wings was destroyed by his own actions." The elder nods, soaking up this information, and then a questioning look forms on his usually stoic face.
"How was it his own actions if the white winged creature corrupted him? Wouldn't it be the other's fault?" At this normally baffling question, the Niwa just smiles.
"Ah… But here's what you don't see. These two figures are one in the same. The evil cannot live without the good, and the good cannot survive without the evil. Yet, they can't survive together. One will always try to corrupt the other, for they are the same. And this will ultimately bring their downfall…"
The same… My mind brings forth that feeling of completion I had when I was harming another.
That feeling of power…
No… I can't be the same…
Not the same as Krad.
Dark's POV:
Ow… Just… Ow… I groan as I roll over, getting onto my stomach instead of my back, and then I stand. Well… Try to anyway… Instead, I fall to my knees, groaning in pain and gripping my head. I feel like someone's torn a hole through my frontal lobe and then ripped it out through my nostril, showed it to me and shoved it back in.
Yes I know that's not possible. I'm not a dumbass.
I know we have no frontal lobe…
But that's beside the point… What happened? I groan again as I am finally able to stand up straight… Sort of. If you call leaning against the wall for support 'straight'. I rub my temples and look around. Still in Daisuke's mind… Only… Wasn't… Krad… Krad! No, damnit. I was… kissing Daisuke. Then… Krad said something… Threw me out of the way… I hit my head… What happened…? I close my eyes and slide back down to sit. I need to remember.
Even if I was knocked out I was still in Daisuke's head, I'll just look through his memories. I must know what happened if I plan to help anyone…
The red-headed host lay naked and abused on the cold ground of his mind. The purple-haired thief is sprawled knocked out against the wall. But where's the blonde angel? Ah. He's taking advantage of this vulnerability. With a final thrust and a small grunt, the homicidal blonde releases inside the poor Niwa.
Krad gets up and places his clothes back on properly, and then kisses the Niwa's forehead softly.
"You belong to me, Daisuke. Me and me alone. No one else will have you, because I will have everyone else as well." With a short, wistful glance at the unconscious Mousy, Krad stands back up. "But now I must be going. I need to find a way out of this body, and since you," He looks down at the pile of Daisuke, "Or you…" His eyes are now looking pointedly at Dark, "Aren't going to be able to fight me anytime soon, I'll just be taking over."
With a grin the blonde closes his eyes, taking over the Niwa's form. Daisuke's eyes fly open and he screams, lying on his bed now, as pain sears through his back. He gets up onto his knees and then falls forward, his hands gripping the sheets, tearing them, as the unbearable pain rips across his back.
A low moan of pain escapes the boys lips, followed by a loud scream as white wings explode from the Niwa's back. A spray of blood splatters across the room, and in Daisuke's painful struggle, many of his items were broken and splayed across the room. A brilliant white light flashes in the room, and once it fades, Krad is there.
The blonde 'angel' cracks his neck, adjusting his clothes, before gracefully stepping off the bed. He slides a finger through some of the blood on the wall and then licks said finger.
"Mmm… Lovely…" His gaze turns to the door, where he know it won't be long until his Satoshi-sama is standing in the doorway, looking, horrified, upon the scene. With a smirk, Krad jumps out of the window, soaring away into the night sky.
"I need to get to Kelinkin… He will be able to give me my own body… Finally…"
Oh god no. Not Kelinkin… That damned Krad is going to get us all killed! Damnit! I get up again, this time fairly easily. It's a wonder how quickly pure rage can fix a few things up. How could he do that to Daisuke? MY Dai-chan… I need to find Daisuke…
I look around the vastness of my home. If I know Daisuke, which I like to think I do, he'll be hiding away in some locked room. So thus I begin my journey. I open a random door to my right and see scenes of Satoshi smiling, Daisuke laughing, both enjoying each other's company while eating ice-cream. I'm sorry Daisuke… You just can't seem to get a break can you? Filled with remorse, I shut the door and continue my search.
I'm sorry Daisuke…
Kelinkin's POV:
"You want me to do what?" I've gotten a lot of requests in my line of work, but nothing quite as extreme as conjuring up a body for someone.
"Are you saying you can't do it?" I scoff and look at Krad. I never liked him…
"Of course I can… but it's difficult work. It'll… Cost you quite a pretty penny…" I give him a crooked smirk.
"Don't worry about the cost, just worry about getting it done. I want to be out of this weaklings head." Krad sneers at me and continues to walk around my cellar room, looking at all my items. I point at him with my middle finger, since I lost my pointer oh so many years ago from that damned ainoko…
"Don't pester me about this. It's very complicated magic. It'll take me at least 4 hours to even complete the spell, so I suggest you go get my money." I give him another grin.
Krad's POV:
I hate that grin of his. He's missing too many teeth. It's actually very sickening to look at. And his missing finger. I almost want to shake the hand of the person who cut it off. Oh how much I want to kill this writhing piece of scum, but I need that spell. I need my own body.
"Fine… I'll be back when I get back… I suggest you have the spell nearly done by my return." I turn and walk to the door, and then I walk out without glancing back. "Or else…" I smirk to myself as I walk out of his… residence and fly off to a local bank.
I don't need to see to sense a cowards fear.
Fear smells… and Kelinkin reeks of it…
Dark's POV:
Holy CRAP! I lean against the door I just slammed shut, panting. Man, Daisuke can sure come up with some screepy-ass images. Now the picture of the dog that's transmuted with a fish that's on a killing rampage of all bunnies is forever implanted in my skull. I wish I could just yell at Krad, but he's blocked me, and probably Daisuke.
Speaking of which, I've yet to find him… Where could he have gone? I've checked his mental library, his memories and even the mental perverted bin! Where the hel-- …Art…
DUH!
I speed off down a hallway to my right. He'll be in his art room. I can't believe I didn't think of that before.
Just wait Daisuke. I turn a corner. I'm coming.
Kimatari's POV:
Holy Hell… Satoshi can be one creepy bastard. I shift on the couch, staring at Satoshi whilst rubbing my neck. That actually hurt a little. I pat Kanashimi's head. He's in my lap. I likes it.
"I'm… sorry Kimatari. I was blinded by my ra-"
"Say no more little man… I understand. I was out of line myself." Maybe, maybe not. I don't care. This situation is uncomfortable.
"Well… Will you two still help me look for Daisuke… please?" I shrug a bit and glance down at Kanashimi.
"You up to it babe?" Pat pat.
"Babe?" I grin at Satoshi.
"Didn't pick that up did ya?" Score! One dumbfounded Satoshi. I win.
"So what do you say?" Back to my Kanashimi.
Silence.
"Kanashimi?" I tilt his head up to look at me and his eyes are closed, his face contorted in what seems to be… anguish? "What the hell? Kanashimi! Are you ok? Answer me!"
"W-wait. C-Chang-ARHG!" Kanashimi lets out a pained whimper as he rolls out of my lap to spasm on the floor. My eyes widen as I fall to my knees at his side, Satoshi quickly coming to stand behind me.
"What's wrong with him?" Like I know!
"Hell if I know!" I spit at him. "Kanashimi… are you ok?" …Almost scary as to how a person can change their voice from 'I'm going to kill you' mode all the way to 'I love you don't die on me' mode. He better not di---
My thought was cut off by a loud scream on Kanashimi's part, a long with a brilliant flash of white-red light. I raise my hand, shielding my eyes and I assume Satoshi did the same. What the hell?
After a few seconds, everything fades back to normal. Well, that is, except for the fact that I think I've gone blind.
"Kanashimi?" I can still hear his panting. He doesn't sound like he's in pain anymore. I blink a couple of times. Hey! I'm NOT blind! My eyes rest upon Kanashimi… or at least… I … think that's him…
"K-Kanashimi?"
Satoshi's POV:
'Kanashimi' stands up and looks at us. Then smiles. What the hell just happened? A blinding light and now… this? Him?
"Holy crap Kanashimi… you got… hotter… I mean… older. Yeah, older…" That stupid Kimatari. Only one thought on his mind.
"Heh… I guess… I don't know what triggered it, but I'm… older." Older is right. He looks almost the same, except about 2 feet taller, his hairs a bit longer, with the red tips going up about halfway now. His face is more… mature. His eyes are now a deep penetrating black instead of the normal crimson. His striking red wings are now huge, and… well, he can make them disappear at will.
"Obviously… It must have been all that emotional stress… Now you actually look your age!" I watch as Kimatari glomps Kanashimi, who, ironically, is now taller than Kimatari. …And he calls me 'little man'.
"So uhhh… Daisuke? Shall we?" Why should they be happy if I can't be happy? Life really sucks.
"Yeah! Let's go get 'im!" Kimatari kisses Kanashimi on the cheek and then bounds out the door, only to run back in and whisk Kanashimi upstairs. Normally I'd protest, but because of his… Ahem… 'Size' changes… Kanashimi really needs to change…
Kanashimi's POV:
I know more than I'm letting on. But it's unimportant compared to Daisuke right now. It's all my fault…
"Put these on, love." I catch the clothes before they have the chance to hit me in my face.
"Thank you Kimatari-sa-"
"Just Kimatari… please… You can even have a pet nickname for me if ya want!" I smile gently as his eyes light up at the prospect.
"Ok… Mou?" I can hear his breath hitch, and then he glomps me. I laugh. I'm glad to see him so happy and relaxed. I'm… glad? …Happiness. Ah, what a rare feeling indeed.
"You look like you're 20 something, babe! I must say, I approve… Now people won't look at me weird when I molest you in public!" I fall over.
"Molest me! When did that happen!" He gives me a sheepish grin.
"Well... It hasn't yet… but you confessed your feelings… and I love you, too… so my hands have taken it upon themselves to touch you whenever they desire. I can't control them!" His hands start to make odd movements. What's he trying to pull here? "See! They are craving to touch you… Can't… control… must ... Fight… ARGH!"
"EEP!" I squeak as he cups my ass and my… lower regions all at once. Then comes the blush.
"Not here, Kimatari! … Well… Not now, anyway!" I blush again and quickly change my clothes.
"Aw… fine... ok…" He pouts at me.
"Your pout isn't going to work this time! Ok... I'm ready. Let's go find Daisuke…" And after a second's thought. "Sweetie." I kiss his cheek and bound out of the room, back to where Satoshi is waiting for us.
I just hope we can find Daisuke before too much harm comes to him…
Or anyone else.
A/N: Reviews! Oh and… I guess… after this I'll answer QUESTIONS publicly… yet anonymously… and I'll do that nifty review/reply thing with everyone else… Sorry folks! ASK QUESTIONS!
Sorceress Vanessa: Really? I'm glad you liked it! I'll update as soon as I can! But it's probably going to change from being once weekly, to once every three weeks... So many stories… I'm actually starting TWO co-writes… sorry!
Stephanie(Steffi): Hey, you asked me to keep you updated with my updates… so who am I to not do that! …The writer? …Are you sure?
Evil Overlord of my Own Mind: Bwhahaha! It wasn't exactly an intentional cliffie… I just… didn't know what I was going to do to Daisuke yet! XD About your comment about the one-shot lemons… It'd just be a one-shot! I'd give all information needed… and most likely it would be pure smut! …Smut is good… and everyone… be looking forward to our co-write!
Atlantis Children: I love being evil… It fills up that void where my brain is supposed to be.
GreyGranian: Glad you decided to read and review it! The only reason KradxDaisuke wasn't an option is because I don't particularly like that pairing… I did it here for the sake of the story… But why would I write a one-shot lemon for a pairing I dun like? It's… insane… Ironic…
Ein: …That's like… the shortest review ever… yet… informative… good job!
Hittocerebattosai: You're the first person to vote on that pairing! Yay! I'll update as soon as I can! Like I said before… it'll probably change to being every two weeks… but I'll be updating my other two stories during that time as well! …Jeez… That sounds like it would get on my nerves! Poor you!
KuroNoTenshi7: Gah! You can't do that! …/sigh/ Well… since you didn't specify a certain pairing… I get to vote! Dark/Krad baby!
Madison: I'll update ASAP! …That seems to be a popular pairing... hee hee
Darkangel36: Yes… Seme means the one who is giving… AKA... the one NOT getting f in the a…
Remiera: Gah! You choked me! . …and you didn't vote! …Does that mean I get another vote? …Dark/Krad again! Yay!
Mizzfreestyle: Nuu! Damn you school! As for your vote… You want Daisuke as seme… and Krad as seme… so… What exactly are you voting for? Was any of that even an option? …Can you even have sex like that? Two semes? O.O… You'd have to be really flexible for that one… Right? …I'll ask you on AIM…
Kitty: …Ok… THIS is the shortest review ever… XD
Schizo and Proud: Your computer really doesn't like you… does it? …/sigh/ Was it really that complicated on the voting thing? I'll have to ask you on AIM too… I don't feel like writing a threesome… yet… And also… PEOPLE! Look forward to our co-write of insanity… … er… sex… Uhh… I mean… fic?
Liz: …This seems to be a popular question… I'll answer it as simply as possible! … Uke is the male that's being fed and the Seme is the one fing!
Shadow Vampiress: I KNOW! I wrote something serious! Shocking… I DON'T KNOW WHAT I DID TO DAISUKE! … Yet… BAH! You didn't vote damnit!
Kumori-Hime:(Chapter one) WHO SAID I ALREADY WROTE CHAPTER TWO! … I'm on chapter 8? … really? (Chapter Two) It is hard to some of these scenes… but it all works out in the long run… sometimes… (Chapter Three) It is a happy story! ... Well... it will be… When? I don't know yet… (Chapter Four) Krad is awesome… and in this fic... he doesn't hate Daisuke… Much… /GASP/ What a surprise! … No really… I bet you weren't expecting it… (Chapter Five) Yeah… don't copy and paste, just go to my profile and click the link there… that works! Or… maybe it doesn't… I'll fix it! Hee hee… Who knows what happened to Daisuke? Anyone? (Chapter Six) YES! REVIEWS ARE BRAIN-WAVE CAFFINE! Wonderfully put my friend! … Yanno… I'm responding to these while you're in the process of reviewing… XD (Chapter Seven) … Out of ALL my reviewers… I have never made one immune to sugar… YAY! A NEW ACCOMPLISHMENT!
JunJun249: I KNOW! Hard choices… but at least you made one!
StickmanRVR: It is a nice story isn't it?
Kyuuen-kun: Holy… I never thought of a cliff hanger review! O.o… congratulations… You have baffled me! YAY! You thought of something insanely stupid before moi! WOOOOOOW!
Maru-chan: HEY! I like to leave people hanging! It… fulfills some void in me… Your sister likes my story too? … Who's your sister? I like you… I don't think I've ever been called 'Dudette' before… Interesting… WOOT! YOU BROKE THE 80 MARK!
Yunari: I love killing people… even if it is only with my suspense!
Lyrona: …Yanno… All of these 'update or die' threats almost make me want to not update… and see who tries to kill me… That sounds fun! And no I will not kill Krad… Maybe… I'm not sure yet. Be nice! He killed the Harada's for me! … Punch him? … Well. I'll think about it…
FullmetalKenshin: …That would make one interesting crossover… (I'm referring to yer name btw) and… you want more? HERE'S MORE! …More…
Wiz7: WITH! KYU! … Anywho! Make your week? Make it what? Good? Hell? Death? Stupid? Horrific? Because I can do all of the above…
. Awe of She .: …Well… I wonder what your vote could possibly be… Could it be KradxDark? …Times 10? BAH! SEME IS THE ONE WITHOUT THE COCK SHOVED UP HIS AAA! … Thankyou for reviewing! Oh and… great profile… my Fave quote of yours "That duck looks dead… Oh, it's a rock…"
Wiggy-The-Red: I like cutting things… HEY! Someone read my profile! Heehee… and here I thought I wasted all that time and insanity! YAY! I'm an 'it' now! This is the happiest hour today! … So far… I woke up an hour ago… What? Cereal? THIS is the happiest hour today!
Thanks for all the reviews! You guys are gonna make it to hundred in no time o.O;; Then I'll have to write another lemon… damn XD
OK! … The voting stands as follows:
SatoshixDaisuke: 6 WINNER!
DaisukexSatoshi: 5
KimatarixKanshimi: 5
DarkxDaisuke: 4
DarkxKrad: 3
KradxDark: 4
So now I have to go off and write a SATOSHI/DAISUKE lemon! For those who voted on something else, maybe next time! (You are all almost to 100 reviews already! . )
Kupo
