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Edward Pov.

I could hear the faint sound of the thunder. The weather report said that a big thunder storm was going to hit this afternoon. Just perfect, now there is bad weather to match my bad mood.

Emmett's thoughts floated from the side garage. "Edward…Carlisle and Esme want to go play baseball. Come on dude, you really need to get out of the house."

"I think I'm going to sit this one out, I'm feeling a little tired today. Maybe next time Em." Getting out of the house would do nothing for me. Honestly, I think it will make it worst.

"Dude! Vampires don't get tired. Come one…I'll promise to go easy on you."

"Please Emmett, not today. I really don't want to go." I know he's just trying to help, but sometimes I think he just doesn't get it. He still has Rosalie. He still had the love of his existence! They all still did, I was the only one left alone.

It has been 199 years, 4 months, and 6 days since the day I left my Bella.

I promised her I wouldn't leave her again….

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"It's going to be a hot day out here folks, so make sure you turn your air conditioner on high!" the lady on Forks5 prattled on about the top ten ways to keep cool. Today was the hottest day of the year in the small town of Forks, Washington. It hadn't been this hot in Forks in…in…EVER.

It was about 109 outside. I'm sure if I was human I would be in an even worse condition than Bella. And as of now, my dear Bella was sprawled out across her living room floor, with an ice pack on her head and a fan pointed directly toward her face.

I had done everything I could think of to try to make her the slightest bit more comfortable. I had turned the air in her house on high before she woke up this morning so the house would be cool. But when she came down stairs complaining that her house was now a sauna I had Alice go out and buy as many fans as she could. Definitely not her favorite Bella related shopping trip. I even had Emmett go out and buy three bags of ice so I could make her an ice bath. But it seemed that no matter what I did, Bella remained hot.

"I thought Arizonans were supposed to be used to this weather." I for one have only been to Arizona a couple times, due to the fact that it's basically sunny 24/7, but I've heard that the weather is always in the high 90's or low 100's out there. This should be a piece of cake for Bella, considering the fact that she has live there most of her life.

"Well I for one have gotten quite used to the slightly chilly climate out here…and besides, unlike some of us in this room, you're a walking freeze pop," Bella said as she gave a dramatic wave of her hand. "It could be 300 degrees and you probably wouldn't even notice!"

She's probably right. I am a vampire after all; we are naturally cold creatures….HA! It all make since, I can't believe I didn't think of this before. I could keep Bella cool! She will be perfectly content in my cold arms; and I will feel perfectly content holding her there. "Bella, how about you come lay with me over here on the couch." She sat up and gave the craziest face. "Edward, as much as I LOVE lying in your arms; I fairly certain that skin against skin isn't the best idea right now."

Bella was now sitting up and looking at me like I just grew an extra head. "Bella love, please just come sit with me." She finally sighed and got up and started to walk towards me and I could've sworn I heard her mumble something around the lines of "Stupid dazzling vampire." Bella finally came and sat, more like collapsed, on my lap. "Mmmmhhhhhnnnn Edward…you feel so goooood!" Oh god, I don't think I thought this all the way through. Bella's precious body was now draped across my lap on a part of my anatomy that was now getting a little too excited. Her clothes, the very little she had on, were clinging to her body giving me an amazing view of all of her petite curves. My eyes followed the path her delicious curves made. I slowly raked my eyes over the petite mounds that were only covered by a tight blue camisole. Ohhhhh how I love her in blue! She had rolled her shirt up just enough for me see the slight dip that led to the parts of her that were still unknown to me. My mind began to wander what was under that thin piece of fabric. Bella inhaled deeply and her chest rose simultaneously. It would be sooooo easy just to rip that piece of fabric off and just ravish her until the day ended. Stop thinking like that! You don't want to hurt her! My jeans were now significantly tighter than they were this morning.

Bella's voice snapped me out of my daydream. "You know what I think Edward," Bella said lazily from my lap. "I think I should patent you, mass produce you and sell you from my basement; I would make a fortune." I chuckled lightly. Even in over hundred degree weather she still had her humor. Suddenly Bella shifted slightly in my lap and I had to suppress the loud groan that was threatening to release from me. I all of a sudden had this undeniable urge to kiss Bella. I don't know if it was the heat getting to me or if I had just gone mad, but I had abruptly pulled Bella off my lap and brought her lips to mine. She was shocked at first but then her lips melted into mine. Our kisses soon changed from long and passionate to short and frantic, things were starting to get out of hand. I had no control over what my lips and hands were doing. Bella broke away, but I couldn't find it my heart to remove my lips from her, so I moved my kisses down to her neck. Suddenly venom began to pool in my mouth and my eyes began to wonder to the small vein that pulsed in neck. You know you want to Edward, think of how easy it would be to just snap her neck. Think of the way her blood will taste sliding down your throat. Oh God, I'm about to kill her. I abruptly threw Bella off me and ran to the other side of the room. "Edward! What's wrong?" Bella was looking at me as if she was about to burst into tears. "Bella, I have to go…um…I just need to leave, I can't do this." Before she could respond I was out the door and running towards home.

It was evening and the temperature had cooled down significantly. I had spent the whole rest of the day arguing with my family about Bella. Surprisingly, Rosalie was actually good for something, she help me finally convince the family that leaving Bella was the best thing for her. I was now standing outside her window and I could hear the faint sound of the shower running. Good, I wouldn't have to face her. I jumped up and effortlessly flew through her window. I placed the short letter that I had written on her desk. I was leaving Bella again…and this time I wasn't coming back

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