okay so at first I had no idea where I wanted to take this too...but I am slowly and patiently getting there. and btw, if you have any ideas or would like to help me pls do! i'm very open and flexible and i would love some crititism and thoughts to be shared. enjoy and review pls.

NAUHELPOV

This has been easier than I thought it'd be, run, run away Jacob. Exactly what I want you to do. Now, I'm no evil person, but everything is fair in love and war. After that first day I saw Nessie, I knew she was something special. I had no crush on her but I simply thought she was beautiful. And as she grew, she remained that way. Not only is she full of beauty, but she is such an amazing person overall, mesmerizing me in every way. No possible way for me to let go of such an opportunity. Her smell dragged me to her, every second spend next to her was like heaven. She was the one for me as I was for her. She is just unable to see that because of that dog. I have no hatred towards him, no; it's the simple fact that he had to imprint on her. If he hadn't done that, then I would be okay, but I see that he bugs in everyone's life. He intruded between Bella's and Edwards's relationship and now he will indisputably keep fighting for this lady right in front of me. But in this case like the last, he will lose, and luckily for me I will be the winner. I am no selfish guy, it is just the simple fact that I am not able to live without her. She is the person in my life, the only one I am destined to be with and no one else. Just like a soul mate, but better.

Nessie drops to her knees calling Jacob to come back, how I wish to take him out of her mind. But she is trapped with the whole imprintee nonsense that I have to get to her, well let's just say my way. He does not turn around and keeps striding towards the forest each step getting stiffer within the second.

I walk towards Nessie and touch her shoulder, "Nessie, get up," she immediately does as I say, but stupid of me notices that Edward was too close and saw what just happened. I should be less careless about what I say and do, I keep forgetting that I can't let no one get through me, see the real me. I lean in close to Nessie and whisper as low as I can be, "It's going to be okay, stop crying" she looks at me and toughens up, not spilling another tear for Jacob.

"Nauhel, are you okay?" she asks me.

"Oh, I'm okay thank you, but you are okay yourself right?" I asked with a bit of demand in my voice.

"Yes," She answered with confused eyes.

I hated using what I have, what I was given against her, but it seemed that for now it was the only way to have her, to be near her.


NPOV

"Nessie, get up," Nauhel called after me.

How hard was it to not do what he told me, somehow every cell of my body wanted to do as he said. It was not much different from what I felt with Jacob; the difference was that at times some of the things Nauhel wanted…I didn't. And still somehow I was dragged to do as he said, forcefully, unconsciously.

"It's going to be okay, stop crying" he said, and once again I didn't feel like stopping but automatically my tears stopped and I felt my heart being constrict knowing that I wasn't shedding tears for my loving Jacob.

I pushed the thought away, "Nauhel, are you okay?" I asked him, worried that maybe Jacob has scared him with such aggressiveness.

"Oh, I'm okay thank you, but you are okay yourself right?" he asked me, with a look on his eyes that seemed like he wanted to answer yes.

"Yes," was all I could say since I really wasn't, but it was the only thing that was able to come out of my mouth, I didn't mean to say that. My mouth had just opened and spoken for itself. I was trapped inside with feelings that I couldn't let out.

"Renesmee" Oops, I was in trouble. Dad never called me Renesmee unless I was in trouble, I turned towards him waiting for the sweet deathly voice of him. He's voice the sound of an angle but still when he wasn't in the mood every syllable merely killed you inside out. "I think you might have to do something of what you just did," He said.

"But, I don't know exactly what I did dad, I mean I just tried to protect Nauhel. If I didn't who knows what Jacob could've done to him!" Didn't I do the right thing?

"Yes I know, but still, you had promised to go with Jacob this morning out to eat and you left him out, completely forgetting of him,"

So there you go, he didn't need to say anything more. Jacob was jealous, why didn't he just tell me? Why hasn't he just asked me out? He knows how I feel, he knows I love him but he never took the next step. "Dad, I'm sorry I didn't mean to hurt him, I forgot I don't know how though. You know I would never hurt him, not like this!"
"I know, but you should go talk to him, I can't believe how mad he is…well actually I can. But he should tell you himself, you're quite missing a lot" He said as he took a look at Nauhel.

"I'm sorry sir, it was my fault, I didn't know this would happen" Nauhel started, trying to make me feel better about the situation.

"I think me and you need a talk, if you have the time" Dad said in a deep voice.

I looked between my dad and Nauhel, there was something going on beneath the surface but I couldn't quite put my finger on it. Dad looked like he was deeply concentrating on Nauhel, the way he does when he wants to read mom's mind, while Nauhel was staring back with a triumphant look, almost possessive of his self. Weird if you ask me, never really noticed how dominant Nauhel looked.

JPOV

I pushed myself back to La Push, there was no other place to go, I was stuck there forever. I went in my house and into my room to get some shorts, I would have transformed back to my normal shape and walked towards the beach but I would bring too much attention with my naked body. I took the first shorts I saw in view. Lying on top of my desk, fresh clean ones out of the dryer. I remembered who had cleaned those: Nessie.

My first instinct was to drop the shorts as fast as possible before more pain came in and destroyed my last particles of my body, those cells that where working only by mere force. I grabbed dirty ones from the bottom of my shorts and hurriedly snapped them on as I walked out the house. I slowly dragged myself towards the beach and to my luck I found no other than, yes, Gail. I had no temper for a hormonal shape shifter at the moment, but Gail was impossible to get rid of.

I sat on one of the logs farthest from her, trying to make myself invisible, ignore the fact that she was just a few feet away from me.

"Jacob!" She wildly screamed at me. I felt my ears were going to fall apart, such a tiny girl with such a squeaky annoying loud voice.

"Gail, what a coincidence," I murmured to myself. She raised an eyebrow, and understood that I wasn't in the mood for her irritating thoughts, but I guess I was wrong.

"Hmm… well aren't you rude! I come right next to you and you just treat me like dirt" Yep, my day is getting worse and worse within the seconds.

I stood there not answering. She figured I wasn't going to respond.

"So what's cracking lacking now, eh? Nessie finally broke you heart? 'bout time, I've been waiting forever!"

I stared down at the sand dropping my eyes and never wanting to breathe again, those words, her trying to be sarcastic but still so damn true they cut me in half all over again.

"Oh…She…no…she didn't….did she?"

I stood there frozen, might be confused for a vampire, I was stiff as a rock, my temperature decreased by a few degrees almost human temperature. My blood, getting colder and colder, finally the shock hitting me hard in the face. The words coming from someone else and not from me made it more absolute, more defined, believable, less like a nightmare and more reality. This was happening, I wasn't just dreaming, she had fallen for him, and I was left alone and isolated.

"I'm sorry…I was being sarcastic, never did I think she'd do that…I…I'm sorry"

She hesitated for what seemed forever before she opened her mouth again.

"What happened? Jacob? You imprinted on her, doesn't that mean she loves you forever? It can't be, right?"

I finally found my words, my mouth was dried, and I thought it might break from the stiffness of it. I felt like I had never spoken in my life, it was hard to move them, forgotten how to use my muscles.

"This is no fairytale, I guess," I suppressed a tear, wanting to never shed one ever again.

"She," I tried to say it out loud, but it was harder than just think about it. I didn't want to make it official, or that's what it seemed like. Once it came out of my mouth it would seem like that was the end, no going back. But I had to, I had to forgive and forget, let life keep going. "She fell in love with Nauhel," I couldn't bare looking at Gail, I knew she'd have a horrified face for my foolish comment.

currently working on next chapter, hope to have it done by this weekend :)