(A/N: More randomness from Thorn! And her first death threat in a journal! Also- check out my profile for a poll. Vote for the 2 stories that I should put more work into and update more often! And check out Hidden Identity for how Chris and L became a couple and just other info on the awesomeness that is Chris.)
October 23, 2010
What. The. Fuck. Ya know that Whammy's Orphanage place? They suck. The old man Whammy is trying to get me, Chance, and Destiny back into the orphanage blah blah blah. Well for the past couple days Whammy's been sending his goons down to try to get L to give us up but every time the Task Force(mostly my mom) chases them off. Well today one showed up and he SHOT me! He fucking shot me!! Who in the right mind shoots a 5 year/7 month year old girl!!! All because he was "ordered to use force if necessary." Well now L HAS to choose if he's gonna stay with Whammy's for his job or not…and I already know his choice. He's going to choose his job. He won't choose me…Chance, Destiny and I will probably be sent back to the orphanage. Or at the very least, Mommy will take me away and we'll leave HQ. Maybe we'll go stay with Aunt Jade? I don't know. But I know that L doesn't like me. Why should he? I'm probably just an annoying brat. He'll never be proud of me, never pay attention to me, never spend time with me, he'll never act remotely fatherly towards me. He'll never love me how fathers are supposed to love their daughters.
But I want him too.
It doesn't matter anyway, I am nothing to him and I always will be.
P.S. I will burn this diary. If anyone reads it before I burn it, then I will hunt them down, rip them apart, stab them Michael Meyers style, rip their heads apart like Victor Crowely did to that one person in Hatchet and burn whatever's left. And if anyone approaches me about the content of the diary then I will deny everything. Potential readers have been warned. And if the readers are male, then they will subsequently be kicked in a sensitive area before I kill them and they shall be girls when they are killed.
October 24, 2010
Everything I said in the last entry about wanting my dad- I mean the fucking bastard L- to like me is a LIE! GO TO HELL BITCHES! I didn't mean a single thing so THERE! But the threat at the end is real.
October 30, 2010
OK Chance has a creepy knack for finding orphaned kids and bringing them to HQ. 5 days ago he came home with some 7 year old girl named Lithium. She's pretty badass- I like her. But she seems really familiar somehow…I don't know why though.
October 31, 2010
Its Halloween! Omg CANDY!!!!!!!!! I'm gonna get SOOO much candy! I'm gonna get Sour Patch Kids and Crunch Bars and Reeses and Lollipops ad Hershey bars and Kit Kats and Starbursts and Dum Dums and Blow Pops and CANDY!!!! Sweet yummy sugary sweets! And I'm gonna steal anything that the others get! Including L's cake! And Mello's chocolate! And the brownies in the kitchen! And the cupcakes! And the cookies! MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
(A/N:...this kid scares me...a lot...and I freaking created her! I feel sorry for anyone that stands between her and her sugary-sweet craving wrath...omg....)