a/n: hope you like it

disclamer: I don't own yugioh or any of the characters the only thing I own is this plot.

We cling to our own point of view, as though everything depended on it. Yet our opinions have no permanence; like autumn and winter, they gradually pass away.

- Chuang

-malik-

It was strange I don't know what overcome me to talk to ryou but I am happy I did. I haven't had a friend for a while, and spending all your time with a psychopath being that has an attention spam of a 6 or 8 year isn't really healthy.

I grew up thinking that I should trust no one, that each creature will stab you in the back or hurt you in the moment that you open yourself a bit. Plus no one really trusted me and that they will never do it.

Still even if I knew this ryou seen to brake all that, and he won my trust the first day we had a real talk.

That day the shrimp and his cheerleaders interrupt me and ryou, telling him that he should seat with then that it wasn't the same with out him, bunch of liars the only reason they said that was because he was talking to me they didn't even notice him gone before that.

I thought ryou was going to jump to then and leave me alone, why shouldn't he? They had him fool with all the friendship crap that they talk about.

But I was wrong, because ryou smile politely at then and told them: "O my, I am rather sorry but I am enjoying the talk I am having with Malik but if you wish you could sit over here".

I couldn't stop laughing at that it was amusing, and then we saw then leave, after that ryou spent the hall day with me and from that day on he sat me in all the classes he had with me and hang out with me.

I think he became my friend. It made me happy to have someone other then my yami that I could trust and trusted me back, because even if my dear sister didn't say it she didn't trust me and I didn't trust her she had a better relationship with the shrimp yami then with me.

The strangest thing was that my yami was actually letting me spend time with ryou!

You see my yami is really protected of me one of the reason I didn't have friends and my yami was one of the only friends I had was because of that. He always scares then away or even sends then to the shadow realm.

The first time I saw it happened I was small and begged for him to stop he told me "No they are going to hurt pretty one no one hurts pretty one"

no one except him it still gives me chills at night each time I saw that little boy eaten by the shadow in the end I was only 10 or 8 it was going to scare me for life like many things. But maybe the only reason he let me be friends with ryou was because he was already friends with ryou yami.

I thing it was because the two were crazy that they got so along but maybe there was something else that could not be seen by me.

Even with our yami letting of be friends and hang out they didn't let us do this a lot by our self, I ask my yami about it and he told me "I want to be each of malik pretty memories that make him happy!"

I call it jealousy in then end what where we to make each other happy? They need it to be a part of that or destroy it.

And looking at the way things where going bakura had a lot of that running threw him a lot of jealousy enough to go around. I could say he was more jealous then marik but I would be lying.

Ryou and I where in the kitchen, I sat in the counter while ryou took out the ingredients of the lovely meal that he was going to make for us, us being my yami and his that were currently in the living room,

I would be with then but they had kick me out, they where planning something well I think it was already plan but what ever it was it was going to be big.

My eyes exanimate the place, for having a psychopath aggressive yami ryou sure knew how to clean the place up.

Then again after spending all this time with him I notice that he was a neat freak! I took him to my house one day and he practecly clean the hall place!

But not my yami's room not even I dare to go to his room, and then he admitted to me that he was a little scare of my yami but why shouldn't he? My yami and his cut him and send his to the hospital just to get close to shrimp! Or was that me? I really don't remember.

"So what are you making play bunny?" I ask him, while flopping my legs in the air.

"steak." He said simple and at the same time taking out the steak, the blood dripping out of it, making ryou pale hands become crimson.

I couldn't help but wrinkling my nose at the sight I wasn't really a person that likes meat. I think it has something to do with seeing my yami beat people up until the blood covers him, until I scream for him to send then to the shadow realm.

My yami now understand that seeing other in pain makes him enjoy him self even more, I think that discovery is better off dead.

"Steak again! Ryou is the third time this weak!" I exclaim jumping off the counter to give him space.

"bakura likes steak" he said slowly not even turning around to see me, he grave the knife and sink it the blade slowly inside the bloody meat, the blood drip down the counter and a simple drop of blood touch the floor .

"well it wont kill you not doing one thing bakura likes!" at that moment ryou turn around and look at me his eyes screaming yes, I could look right to his soul and it was sad.

"I will make the salad that you like too malik" He say turning around his voice happy.

He was acting like nothing had happened. I had notice that we have that in conmen; in the end we both understood that it was better to pretend that mayor problems didn't exist and it was better to stay in the middle, where you came be save. So alike but yet so different.

I heard a snarl and turning around I saw bakura, his eyes narrow at me his jaw became hard.

"mariku wants his pretty one" he said this in a mocking tone at the same time his voice was bitter , the his eyes travel to ryou that was in the process of seasoning the meat for his dear yami.

You see bakura was mad at me, because I help ryou to create a wall, it only was strong enough to hide one thing, but the thing was big and it was just consuming him not knowing.

I just let the two alone, each person need to deal with there dark side, no matter how painful it could be.

When I enter the living room I was attack by a blur, yes a blur that was what it look like to me before it tackle me to the ground.

Opening my eyes I saw my yami, his face was cover in a smile, his eyes where lock into mine. His hairs slowly tickle my face.

"Be my dolly" he whisper his voice soft like that night,

his eyes looking into my eyes I felt scrawny in the end your eyes where the door to your soul, and his eyes where strong. He ask me stuff before "pretty one sleep with me !

but don't do any sleeping" but this was different.

-Marik-

Pretty one didn't move, and he put his little nasty wall down. I could see that malik pretty was scare, scary pretty malik. It made angry and it made me feel bad that pretty malik was scare; I didn't want pretty malik to be scare well not this time.

Why did everything sexy little me did turn out wrong! I need it to listen to bunny, why would pretty one want to be my pretty special dolly. But I really love pretty one!

That's why I wanted him to be my dolly because I remember what he said when he was a lad.

He told me that a dolly was something you show all your love and took care off and like that the dolly would live forever and be by your side and love you! I wanted to be love by pretty malik like I love him. I wanted to be his dolly too!

"what " was the only thing malik said before my lips went closer to his.

"yes my dolly remember what you said about dollies?" I said slowly and after that I kiss him.

I kiss pretty one like there was nothing else more important, in the end I wanted to pick a side and if he was my dolly even if he didn't love me he would pick my side.

A dolly always is with their owner!

But pretty one push me away when he heard a scream it was really high-pitched, I think it was from fluffy ryou .

Bunny also had a plan but it was to see how strong fluffy one could be I told him it was a silly plan but the bunny just growl saying he wanted the best for fluffy one and if his heart couldn't stand it then fluffy one was better off with out bunny.

Bunny was really silly.

-ryou-

I think I heard my yami say something along the lines of how pathetic I was before my screams cover the house and my head.

My head hurt so much, and I felt like nails where digging on my skull the worst thing was that I didn't black out and the pain became bigger and bigger.

An: OMFG I was about to post this chapter and I got a call from a thing of modeling and acting right? They knew my name an everything then I remember that it was the paper I fill out in school because you could win a scholarship, well the lady told me that they want to see me on Sunday and if still wanted to do the modeling or acting I told her yea because that I might win the scholarship well wish me luck!.