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Alice, Jasper, Emmett and I were sitting in the Volvo waiting for Edward. We could hear Carlisle and him talking back in the front room. "Are you sure you can do this?" Carlisle was saying the concern in his voice was clear. It took Edward a moment to answer, but finally he said, "I can handle it." No matter what he thought, I was sure that he would snap. I mean if I were in his situation I would have given up and killed the girl already, honestly why put yourself through the pain and the temptation. She was just one human, and she could have died in so many other ways. I was still musing when Edward finally got into the car. I expected him to leave, but instead he turned to look at me, he seemed to be angry, but I couldn't think why. "Really" He hissed at me. "Is that what you think Rose. Just the one human is she. A minimal loss." Of course he was reading my mind, but I always forgot that he would be intruding on my every thought until it was too late. "I made myself clear on your opinion last night, and that minimal loss you're talking about is a person with a life and family, but have you even thought about that? No, of course not." I glared at him trying not to remember the conversation that we had, had last night but it was still fresh in my mind.
FLASHBACK
We all trouped into the living room. I sat on Emmett's lap in my favourite armchair while Carlisle, Esme, Alice and Jasper all sat on the couch. Edward stood in the middle of the room. "Well" Emmett said "what the hell happened to you?" Edward took a deep breath, apparently we were in for a long story, wonderful I thought, rolling my eyes. "It was in the Biology class." Edward began, breaking my mental musings. "The new girl Bella Swan came in, I was already curious about her because I can't hear her thoughts, and there was only one spare seat in the class, next to me, I was planning to use the time to try and understand why she's a mental mute. Then the breeze caught her hair." He paused for a second, shuddering. "It was amazing, it had to be the sweetest thing I'd smelt in 90 years. I was sure I was going to have to kill her. I was ready to take down the whole class. . . . But then I was your face in my head." He said turning to face Carlisle. "It made me pause. I thought about the life you had built for us and all the faith you had in us, and I was able to think rationally. I stopped breathing, cutting of all sense of smell and I was able to resist. I only had an hour with her and I could wait, I didn't have to kill her." Again he paused, caught up in his own thoughts. "Well what happened after that" said Emmett, impatient as ever. "Well I got out of the classroom as soon as I could and then went back to the car to consider my options. Naturally the first thing I thought of was to rearrange my schedule. Try and have it so I was never in the same room with her. So I went to the front office. I was arguing with the receptionist when Bella turned up again. I was so close to murder I don't know how I resisted…" He said, the disgust in his tone was palpable. "That was when I realised that I wouldn't be able to stay away from her. I mean, yes, I could change my timetable and take every precaution possible, but I knew that I would eventually run into her again, and when I did the consequences would be fatal. I was left with only one option. I had to leave." No one spoke for a minute; everyone was wrapped up in their own thoughts. It was Esme who broke the silence. "Where did you go?" She asked him. "Up to Tanya's place" he answered, "I thought the fresh air might do me good." He grinned. Esme spoke again. "I am of course so, so glad that you returned to us, but I don't understand why. You are just going to put yourself under constant pressure and pain, why return when you could avoid all that." Edward considered her question for a minute. "This is my home, and I wasn't going to let what I am take me away from the place where I am happiest" he answered with a grin. Alice got up from the couch fluidly and hugged him around the waist. "It's good to have you back, Ed. I wonder why you can't hear her mind." She said to him, the happiness in her tone was evident. Edward said something back to her, but I didn't hear it. I was wondering what I would have done, if I had smelt blood that had been better than anything I had ever smelt before. The answer was obvious, I would have killed her. It seemed the rational thing to do. If it were a choice between the girl's life and terrible discomfort and pain for me then I would kill the girl and save myself the trouble. I mean just the one human wasn't such a huge loss; I mean compared to regular vampires it was bloody good. Edward was being an idiot to do this to himself. I hadn't noticed that no one was talking anymore, I looked at Edward to see what happened, and he was glaring at me, his eyes were slits. "Don't. You. Dare." He exploded. "How can you even think like that Rosalie? You would honestly kill the girl to save yourself the discomfort of having to be around her." Esme gasped and turned to me. "Rosalie, you honestly don't think that do you." She said shocked. I didn't answer, but someone else did. "Yes she does." Edward said, he had managed to stop shouting but he was still seething. "Rosalie don't ever even think that again. I honestly thought better of you."
END OF FLASH BACK
We reached the car park in record time; apparently Edward wanted to start his torture early. There had been heavy snowfall overnight, and it crunched annoyingly underfoot as we all stepped out of the car. Jasper and Emmett immediately started hurling snowballs at each other. Alice walked to Edward's side her eyes were unfocused again. We all waited until she was back in the present. "Well," she started "I'm 98% sure that you're not going to kill her." She finished with a smile. Edward grimaced, 98% would not be enough for him, it was either 100% of nothing. "Are you sure you're OK to do this?" it was Jasper who spoke this time, his hair and clothes were already saturated with snow. Edward took a deep breath," I've got this." He said with a small grin. "I'll see you at lunch."
"So how are you feeling?" Alice probed as Edward took his usual seat at our lunch table. "I'm feeling OK. There have been some pretty strong traces of her scent about and I think I've got a handle on myself so…" he said, trying and failing to hide the worry in his voice. "Edward you don't have to do this." Alice continued. "There's no point taking chances. You should ditch Biology. Don't take the risk." Edward eyes narrowed. "Have you seen something? Am I going to fail?" He said the panic was rising in his voice. "No, no." Said Alice soothingly, "It's the same as before. I'm 98% sure you won't kill her." Edward considered that for a moment, "Well if you're still that sure, then I'm going to Biology." And with that he stood up and breezed out of the cafeteria.
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