a/n: what is this a update now for all of you that read my terrible story! –yes the 5 of you yea you WHAT YOU MEAN you open this by accident!- need to thanks one person for the update you see I was thinking about updating and how to put my great horrible idea but never got around to it and then I read Jenelle coment and I told myself "I better update" so here I am with a update
warning: malik malik o pretty malik is saying bad words again! And ooo beware malik + god EVIL
disclaimer: I OWN NOTHING if I did I wouldn't be here! Just the plot yup I defiantly own the plot
-malik-
I felt tier o so fucking tier and it wasn't because it was 4:00 of the fucking morning and the red light of ryou alarm clock was shining right in front of me ,
and it was defiantly not the fact that I haven't sleep not even for a second my eyes glue until a white fur currently known as ryou.
I didn't sleep because I was thinking yes thinking and now I knew the reason why my psychopath of a yami usually never think only acted because it was a waste of energy , of energy that I need it….
But it couldn't be help…
I always over analyses thing well I had to most of the time I was thinking for tow people and it wasn't a rather easy task
so when marik my yami ask me if I was going to be his dolly again and if I pick him it didn't actually make it esier and when I finally explain it to ryou he stare at me blank when to his room and didn't come out.
You see I was staying with the bunny because after what Bakura did he left and come over my house,
I didn't think it was fared I had my yami my problem and the bakura comes a problem that should be ryou's and ryou's only his.
It wasn't fared I didn't disserve it , ra wanted to punish me for what ever I did in my past life ,but I supposed anything was better then this.
But before I left said "Ryou needs help he is weak he needs me" , it was half true half lie because in reality I was trying escape , if I was insane before imagine now with 2 psychopaths rooming around my house and my sister living for a 'job'
I need to escape I didn't want to answer my yami so fast I need it to think, my yami told me to remember what I told him about dollies when I was a lad…
A lad how much I will give to have does days back…
I saw ryou move his eyes open just staring at me his eyes watery, but no sound came out of him ,
he was studying my face, ever inch of it the bags under my eyes my hair covering must of my face..
in a second his eyes actually met mines and a shiver cover me, like I knew what was he going to say I didn't want to hear it I wasn't ready.
But it was to late because he had already open his dried lips and lift himself up from the bed .shivering yes but he did it,
you see I wasn't the only great liar around here , in the end he was the recantation of the great thief bakura.
"he is the only thing I have left …If I don't I will have nothing…I will always be with him no matter what…Is what god wants" his voice was trembling , and quite but
it made me feel disgusted he was bring god to this…. I was disgusted yes but …
It made me remember…about dollies
I was small, just a lad a naive and innocent lad, does where the better days of my mental health ,
but my mental health was going down hill at this point my family neglecting me because of my father death, I try to tell then it was my guardian angel he did it so save me but the just stare at me …
one of then even slap me.
So it was not strange that I sat alone in the corner of my room with miss puss , miss puss being my dolly!
She had blonde hair and was made out of rags but she was mine and I love her so very much,
she will always be with me even when my father hit me for being a "bad lad" but that won't happen any more because he was no longer here,
his spirit left long ago and he wont hurt me any more!, it made me happy so very.
I felt eyes on top of me but I couldn't help but smile when I saw my guardian angel floating next to me,
his index finger in top of his lips while his eyes stay on me and my dolly, it was funny because he was the one that kill my father with all that anger and now that he look like this it just made me giggle.
"what is wrong?" I ask my voice fill with giggles while I past my small and caramel color fingers threw the dolly hair.
He just stare some more his eyes place now on the doll not on me, he bend down to look closely, then turn to me his head tilting to the side.
"what is that pretty one?" it was simple question but in the end it made me giggle even more, who didn't know what was a dolly!
"is a dolly, a really cute one!" I answer bringing the dolly up to his face while moving her little arms.
I try to hold the fit of giggles but it only made me bite my tongue real hard, but the pain wasn't much in the end I was just to the pain.
"what's a do-lly?" my guardian angel ask me, the world dolly rolling off his tongue rather difficulty , it sound like it was the first time he ever heard that.
And I was stringing to believe that too but I couldn't help but smile at him my face lighting up.
"Well guardian angel dollies are thing that you can play and touch, they will never go away because they are only yours and they love you o so very much, and you need to love then a lot and you will never let then go!" I said out of breath, while moving my hands up and down.
Slowly a smile cover his face, and he came closer to me, but I didn't feel nothing in the end he was a angel you could only feel then when they wanted to but for a second I felt his hot breath against my skin,
and I felt his hands coping my cheek just for a second but I did feel it. My stomach twisted and turn but I never knew why…
"I want pretty one to be my dolly, because I love pretty one and I want pretty one to always be with me and I want pretty one to love me to and I want to touch him and care for him …I love pretty one would you be my dolly?" he said slowly
and for that moment something in me shine with happiness and for that moment I jump on top of him and I could feel him, while I hug him I felt him…I think started to cry and told him yes…in the end a lad just wants to be love right?
…I will always be your dolly and love you marik
I was a stupid brat back then…or very naïve one which ever one didn't explain why I was going 10 miles per hour with a nerves ryou holding on to me like his life depended on it.(you see ryou didn't like motorcycles at all)
at the place that my yami told me that the 'thing' was going to be held at I could it thing because my yami didn't explain a lot to me, then again he never does.
Ryou gasp was hard, for a weakling he did have some hold.The wind was chilly in the end it was 5:15, the sun wasn't up but some of the yellow and orange rays could be seen in the clouds , not a sound of people put not even the milk man.
it was Saturday no one got up early in a Saturday, I think I heard ryou pray in back of me for ra sakes how can he have hope in that thing so call go!
He was the one that got us in to this mess and he won't take us out…out innocent is gone he won't save us…
In the end the worst sin was pride..
every one that is not a little lad has pride, in my opinion is the way of ra telling us 'don't even fucking try all of you are going to hell' …
that made me have a bitter taste in my mouth but it was true…brotherly true
When we got closer a light blinded me making me get my hands of the bike, and losing complete control of it,
ryou prayers weren't working or maybe it was god little game if he was even out there and the game was call 'talk shit about me and I WILL KILL you I am god! I could do this things!"
"MALIK" I heard ryou shrike,
He scream something else but I was to busy screaming myself seeing that the bike was going to hit a tree…
so I did the logic thing I jump out of the bike with ryou and all, ra wasn't taking this two souls to hell no not now.
I saw my yami running to me he looked angry o so angry, maybe it was better if I had hit the tree...
I close my eyes tightly feeling ryou get up moving me to the side like that he could be free of me…still praying that bunny didn't understand..
but maybe I should be praying too there was a really angry yami with a boll of shadow magic coming out of him ..Yes I was scare if you had a over angry yami coming your way you will be the same…
but then again maybe I was more scare of what was going to come out of my mouth in the end it wasn't every day when you gave your soul and heart to a psychopath and most people will said that wouldn't be a good idea …
but I wasn't most people now , so I took the last breath I had …the jump was hard I didn't even know how ryou got up so fast, the pain in my ribs was killing me…I need it to say it now…before. It's to late
"I WANT TO BE WITH YOU" was the only things I said before I past out…. After that I don't remember nothing…last thing I heard…
….was a scream…
a/n: WHAT just happened? Read next chapter to find out
next chapter: did marik kill malik? the dog ran away and pee on the cheerleaders! O my god SOME ONE DIE??
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Update for my chocolate orgasm & brown sugar kiss: well my dear readers I AM SO SORRY , I do know what will happened next I am just so lazy! But don't you worry an update will be coming soon! I hope