An: haven't updated in a while but here it is!

Warning: is me expect stuff

Disclaimer: I own nothing but my imagination!

-malik-

I have rethink things while being stuck in this bed. The only reason ryou is screw for ever is because bakura his yami is still standing in this word.

If he wasn't he will be rooting in hell for all the things he did while being the great king of thief, but because he is not a our great savior ra most make ryou paid, o so benevolent and forgiving(1)

The room I am stuck in is all white is a hospital room, I hate hospitals.Some how a convince the staff to put me in a different room.

"well we do need room for patience that are sick" , yea because 3 broken ribs, a fever that comes and goes because of infestation not yet discover is nothing big…

Turning my head to the side with much difficulty there I saw my roommate. He was cover in white bandages that were clearly in need to get change because the crimson color was slowly covering them.

I flinched a bit seeing so many needles into his arms, a tube inside his mouth making him able to breath and many machines next to him…If it was any person I will just ignore them but the person behind the bandages and the tube was Ryou,…

Unmovable ryou…some of the tube where actually yank out of his wrist his yami did this exclaiming that his hikari didn't need this…that if his soul wasn't ok that his body didn't stand a chance…it was a strange scene when does two came…..It hurt it because he was mad a me.

My yami was mad a me yes he did get mad a lot but never at me or aleast he blame something else but now it was at me…and it kill me to know it.

Breath where really hard to take with the mental stage I was on , yes I never had the greatest mental stage but I always manage to grave on to sanity but now ….that look impossible and the hold became weak.

I think I understood why my yami ignore logic and time , space…is easier….but I can do that I am not a child …nether is he but in the end he is nothing ,… even Bakura have releases that but rather ignore it…ra damn it.

In that single breath I put my hand out in mind air trying to reach ryou knowing he will not look at me , but I still did and for some reason or another my eyes became watery and the pain in my chest became bigger.

'HE TOLD ME YOU WANTED TO GET RID OF ME"

'but I didn't''

'YOU Though about it that's enough'

'he trie…'

'shut up shut the fuck up!'

It keep on going round and round my eyes became heavy, when my eyes close with all the water in them in the braking point between open and close I saw a white long finger twitch.

-normal view-

A little boy with his white snow hair stood outside waving at a much older women that had in her arms a little girl her golden hair shining with the sun.

"Lets go mama lets go Amen, Daddy is already in the car" he said.

His voice sounding quite a bit feminine but he was just a child and people did tell him that when he grew big like his father his voice will be different.

If you saw them all together you would have think it was the perfect family portrait. Two little kid happy , and really beautiful mom and a hard working the perfect family. Nothing could have brake them apart they where happy each one of them.

The little boy couldn't wait he move his feet side by side fallowing a drum in his head the smile never despairing his face. His hands twisted and turn o so slightly in his blue shirt, he tag laugh.

"get in ryou" a grumpy voice coming from the car said to him.

The little boy nodded putting his hands in the door of the car and for a brief second he got chills down his back, but them he just choke his head his hair tickling the base of his nose.

"o it just you" he said in a low voice.

"don't sit there" was the only thing the little boy imaginary friend told him. His voice was deep and gruff and his had this air of seriousness about it, and in the brief second he could he disappear but the little boy knew he was still there, washing over him.

He was quiet distress for a second not knowing where to sit any more, but them he heard the car go on and his mother was seating in the front. So he ran to the other car of the red car open the door and sat down.

"put your seatbelt honey" the women said her voice soft like a lullaby

The little girl with golden hair sat next to him in her car seat.

The little boy was to distracted playing with his sister to listen to his mother, the game was simple it was I see with my little eye.

The street had a coat of water on top of them thanks to the rainfall from last night the car went on slowly his father was just to this already and drove quietly a hand on top of his wife and some times turning back to see his to little lads playing and laughing and pulling and ryou looking at his reflection for time to time.

"I see with my little eye something big and red!" Amen said in a fit of giggles.

The car was crossing a green light everything was ok everyone was happy but the sky was turning gray, not something strange it did said that I will rain today.

"there is nothing big and red AMEN!" ryou said while putting his hands in the air, he couldn't see it so it didn't exit. That's how their mind work.

"but …"

In matter of seconds the truck hit the side of the car where his sitter was seating. His father try to drive but couldn't the impact was so big that it made the car turn over while amen scream. And the went over his back landing right in top of the car that was now on his back too.

Ryou could do nothing but stare in horror at his sitter that had half of her face together with the metal of the car and she cry and cry, in the front her mother made no noise the same as his father.

Ryou didn't know what to do the truck making their car sink even more.

"GET OUT" something inside him yelled but he didn't move he just sat their in the top of the car that now was the bottom while seeing his sister die and cry and move making part of her hair and blood fall on top of him.

"help me big brother help" she scream over and over.

"YOU CANT DIE LIKE THIS" was the only think he heard before he lost his mind,

His eyes where red now and he growled under his breath. Looking back at his sister he just ignore her screams braking the glass window with his bared hands and finding to pass threw the narrow place that became more narrow as the minutes past.

Into his skin digging there his blood falling but he never did scream just went on like an ant going never stopping.

He drag himself out of the car a stream of blood printed on his way and them a cry escape him, he scream and turn.

"pleas help them 2" he whisper softly to a teen next to him.

"I can't" was the only answer he got. And for the first time he felt the arms of the teen embraced him while his blood and tear mixed together and the scream of his sister the serene of the policed and ambulance just became white noise.

"why?" he wimper.

The teen look down at him while putting hus face in the little boys hair it was not snow white but grey with blood and blonde hair…..

In soon enough it started pummeling in top of them, the rain was bitter and hard making the boy feel more pain but with the teen with him at least he had someone something.

The rain mixed with blood and it was a sad and majestic scene the rain will never stop the little boy thought.

"because you are the only thing I have I am the only thing you have now…I will never go or let you go" was the answer he got but he could barely hear it the rain was to strong and the policemen to loud….

and soon he disappear he angel disappear…..and he thought he was going to drown with so much rain falling down.

An:

1 He is being sarcastic people you should know me better them that

Yes ryou is still alive happy? But I need to explain how he got there mmmm and if it is confusing pleas tell me

In other news I have been trying to write a new chap for CO&BSK I have half of it done but the rest is not coming out right so ya got to wait!

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