a/n:What is this ? a update o hell I think is the end, so well people I most say I am sorry for taking this long in the beginning it was no inspiration but then it came back couldn't write because I am going threw some hard time can't even consetrated in basketball practice just thinking about that thing so o well hope you like the chap.
-bakura-
"You did what you could kura , is not you fault is that dam pharaoh fault he did it!" marik said to me in almost a whisper the air was chilly and I could see his breath in each word taking form.
Even if he talk I keep walking looking down with my left hand inside my pockets and a bottle of alcohol in the other. Marik assumed that I had no direction but I knew were I wanted to go to the house of Ra and I knew were to find it just some steps and we were going to be there.
"KURA stop! You did your best you took him in the hospital , took care of him in your soul room nothing wrong with that" marik didn't shut up his mouth just keep on moving I just try to ignore him.
"my best wasn't enough" I growl this and each word became bitter, I need it to slowed down with the bottle.
Alcohol destroys life; my ass alcohol from my experience is what makes you keep on going drown your sour with it bitter taste it makes you forget what is killing you inside knocks the senses out of you.
Still like everything is this terrible world is has it down side it could just bring memories that I have berry deep inside this cruel and psycho mind.
Marik finally walk beside me his head down almost in a manner of thinking but who can I fool Marik is probably out of this world he is half the time I am with him. Something I question him, how could he be a yami?
He does not have past and does not have a recantation just made out of a little brats hate….I envy him, no memories….like child. Then again my childhood is nothing to brag about it did make me become what I am today that the only thing I most thanks for.
Slowly I stop looking up, my eyes dead but a cruel smirk slowly forming to my lips, the place look fragile not a single soul in their. The place were my hikari spent his time on his knees and I hated to even see was in front of me.
Never would I think I would come to this place voluntary. The cross display in front of me with him looking down, was I was supposed to fear him? I am not a human just a spirit he forgot about he doesn't mean anything to me.
"what is this place kura? It looks creepy and that guy doesn't stop staring!" Marik said. His words made me chuckle him talking about creepy was just funny. Him who destroy people sanity the same thing I do I supposed but our methods is different.
"This Marik is place is Ra house, look at it embrace it because it will be the last time you will see this place standing" I said this with my arm open letting a chuckle escape dry lips it was long and bitter but not force it was sadistic humor that Marik understood or I thought he did.
I kick the door open while marik sinkers a bit, The place look the same as it did last time my host came here doll, the picture just looking at you with sorrow.
For a place so call for ra it was sure a depressing place. I turn the bottle letting a trail of alcohol fall to the f ground walking directly to the cross. Marik just stood in the middle.
Finally getting to the cross I come to it putting all my weight in it my arms around it and closing my eyes , it didn't burn…in the nightmares it did it burn so much that I scream.
-marik-
I have never been to ra house before I thought it was up in the sky were no sinner could go. Also I would never imagine me being in there with out burning or being kick out. Dully stop talking about ra house a long time ago, he just goes because witch makes him.
I see kura slowly lay on top of the cross were that men is laying and bleeding looking at me with sympathy I didn't like that men. His eyes were to deep and he was creepy.
Hated his look too how dared he look at me like that! I don't need that look it just made me feel strange and mad like something was debating in my head. Why was kura o fluffy bunny sad kura laying there he told me once he hated this place that little bunny came and he was stock in his head couldn't get out couldn't run away.
"Tell me Marik what the fuck has this Ra, God done for my host?" I heard kura said his voice was loud and it echo threw the place his embrace got stronger. I could here the bitterness in his voice.
I wanted to answer him but couldn't, couldn't find the words like they were stock in some place else far, far away. My mind was going in circle so many eyes looking at me I didn't like this place wanted to get out.
Kura knew I didn't have the answer he just wanted to hear himself talk let it out some way or another he wanted to be in this place as much as I did.
"I will tell you what he has fucking done to my host marik, he made him my recantation, he kill his mother and sister, made him a father that doesn't give two shits about him, just made him fucking suffer making his live a living hell. And you know what my host does to repay him for him for all that? HE fucking adores him prays to him doesn't blame him for shit he thanks him for it saying 'god is doing this to make me a better person for me to appreciated what he is giving me'" kura said this with so much anger with more anger then when he talks about that pharaoh.
His words some how made my tummy move feeling the bitter taste knowing what he was talking about. Ra hasn't done to much for my little pretty dully nether still my dully doesn't look up to him bunny does, bunny loves him kura is mad and joules I stay quite not wanted to destroy this moment the big finally.
"I spit on that and all he believes in fuck you. You are supposed to be good to him fucking ra" He said finally spitting at the cross walking away from it and throwing the battle at it.
After that moment he turn to me his eye look red like he was crying, when he comes closer his face is wet I don't say anything he would say is sweet and tell me to forget about it he doesn't cry, hasn't cry sense he really die he told me once.
"burn the shit marik let see that thing burn he wont look at you any more" he whisper to me when passing by a small smirk in his lips and on mines too, after fallowing him before getting out of this house I let it fall the lighter and the trial sets on fire the cross is burning his face melt and I smile that what he gets for looking at poor little marik like that.
Out side I see kura standing still just looking at the place burn down the heat warming out bodies up, he looks at the sky a laughs one more time.
-bakura-
"he didn't even made it rain for him that sick bastard" I whisper next to marik while the place burns.
"don't worry kura they are plenty houses that we could burn! The fire is so pretty it looks like is dancing" marik said his eyes lock in the fire.
Fire it seems like is hunting me , I guess part of it is my flaut I keep playing with it reviving the memory that hunts me each day, I felt strange in that moment like something in me had change couldn't put the finger on it but could feel it.
'you could hear me right?'
'yea'
'well that's what the doctor said just wake up I saw your finger move are you there?
'yea it feels hot to hot help me'
'just pleas wake up I need you they keep on coming'
'it hurts, I feel wet are you crying'
'o ra pleas save him I know I don't talk to you that much but he does he loves you do something anything'
a/n: hope you enjoy confused abut the last part just message me and I will explain or put in you review
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