Disclaimer: I do not own the Twilight Saga.
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I finished my weeping and mourning minutes later. I stood up; my legs were weak under me. I wobbled all the way to the nurse office. I could smell his familiar scent nearby; he really did go to the nurse.
I took a deep breath and decided I should just pretend like I didn't know him at all. Start from zero. The thought gave a big pain into my chest.
I opened the door and saw him talking to the nurse, saying he wanted to go home. I stared at him with longing. It felt like forever since I last hugged him and kissed him. I missed his touch, and I missed our daughter…
But it was now the first day of Forks. He didn't know me, and Nessie was not yet born.
His head snapped around as he smelled my scent. His eyes were dark black, bad news. I took a step back and closed the door. I leaned on the left wall of the door. I waited until he walked out for me to come in. It took him about fifteen minutes until he opened the door and walked out.
He stared at me as he walked passed me. I stared back at him, I wonder if he can see the pain. But I guessed he can't since he just walked away.
I walked into the nurse office and told her I don't feel well. One look at me and she knew I was a mess. She let me rest there.
And I did. I rested for the rest of the day.
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"Momma?"
"Nessie, get behind us," Edward growled.
He grabbed my hand tightly; we were both staring forward at the meadow anxiously.
"Dammit! I can't see them coming!" Alice growled, furiously. "Wolf, get the hell out of here!"
Jacob growled. His stood next to Nessie, she touched his fur and hold them tight. Alice hissed.
"Well, well, well," a cold voice came from inside the forest. The chills were nearer now, it was funny… since I was a vampire and I shouldn't be able to feel the cold… I was colder than anything after all…
"None of this would've happened if little Miss Bella over there didn't turn into one of us," a different voice. Edward's eyes tense as he grabbed me tighter.
"Let's just get this over with," the first voice said.
"I agree," the second voice seemed to be smiling. "Sarah?"
I saw something move from inside the forest, and then a thud on my back. Alice was hissing again, Edward gasped as he scrambled to my side. Jake growled furiously. I could feel their hands on me, my husband's and daughter…
Everything went black.
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"Bella?"
I opened my eyes; the tears were streaming down like waterfalls.
"Yes?" I asked; my voice scratchy. I cleared my throat.
"Are you okay, dear?" the nurse sat on my bedpost. I looked at her and nodded. "You've been moaning and groaning," she said, concerned, "are you sure you're okay?"
I nodded again as I erased my tears.
"Was just a bad dream," I told her… rather, it was a bad memory.
She nodded.
"I think I'm ready to leave," I said. She looked doubtful.
"Okay," she said after a few moments. "Just come back here when you're feeling unwell again."
I nodded and smiled. "I will."
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Lunch was here.
They were sitting on the far off corner of the cafeteria, just like the first day years ago… wait, no… just like the first day years ago for me.
He was there,
I guessed he didn't want to leave just yet.
Maybe he'd be gone tomorrow; he'd be at Tanya's.
So I tried to make the conversations that happened when I was first here.
"Hey, who are they?" I asked.
Jessica's head snapped up, and at the same time, Edward's too.
I still can't believe how I managed to blush again. Well, I was back human…
"That's the Cullens," Jessica said, and she started explaining. From the edge of my eyes I was staring at him. And he was staring back… could this be a good sign?
It should be, shouldn't it?
The bell rang and he went away hurriedly. I knew what was going to follow… he was going to be gone for the next couple of days… or maybe this time it would be longer, maybe he wouldn't come back; because I had just pissed him off, confusing him even more.
I walked toward Alice, I needed her help.
It was dumb,
She didn't know me.
But I did hope she would still see the same vision,
The vision of us being a family.
"Alice?"
"Yes?" she was shocked.
"Can I talk to you for a sec??"
And then she smiled,
I couldn't tell whether it was real or fake…
Vampires were just so good at lying.
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Not much BellaxEdward moment here, I know :D
And it's just so random :)
But still, reviews are appreciated,
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