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Chapter. THis. BE. NEXT.

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I sat there, staring at her writing so familiar, and pretty.. I feel awful, but I knew I had to read it, read the last words she wrote to me before she left.

"I saw him coming, I could've ran in fear, but I was frozen in my place." She wrote. "I could only gaze at the crowded cafeteria around me and then look back at the beautiful boy walking to me. Sam Uley. My heart beat so fast I couldn't keep up, you pull on me like a drug as you walk closer my heart beat faster.

I don't know why I would react so, he was mine. I just had the worst feeling, a sort of premeditation... I couldn't decide what, or why. I couldn't understand why I felt this way, like in a few moments my whole world might crash down on me and I myself would be lost in the ruble.

Now he was sitting beside me and I saw his deep frown (that didn't help settle the feeling, it didn't tell me that everything would be alright.) deepen. "What's wrong?" I asked him, my own face, which a moment before had been indifferent, now turned into a frown to match his.

"What's up with your heart?" He asked, worried. His eyes scanned me, and then the surrounding as if he would make whatever it was go away.

Silently I wondered how he could possibly know how very fast my heart was beating… "Um. I don't know Sam. I was scared." I admitted.

"Scared of what?" He asked, eyes wide with surprise.

"I don't know, I just had the worst feeling something bad was going to happen." I kept my eyes on the table and didn't meet his anxious gaze, I couldn't.

"Like what, Lee- Lee?" He asked.

"I don't know." I told him.

He kissed the top of my head and I smiled… "I'll take care of you." He promised

"I love you." I said, for the very first time. His eyes were wide in surprise before he leaned down to kiss me.

"Yeah, well, I admitted to that a long time ago." He said, smiling his heartbreaking smile, the one I don't think I could live without.

"Yeah. You did." I said, laughing now.

"Enough for Forever." He promised. My heart rate slowly began to slow and before the end of lunch it was back to normal.

Sam took my hand and lead me off in the direction of Mrs. Nap's class for advanced calculus (I HATE IT!), but when we stepped into the classroom we were happily surprised by the fact that Mrs. Nap wasn't there. In her place was Mrs. Lewis one of our usual subs. I looked over at Sam and grinned. Mrs. Lewis let you do anything you want as long as it didn't involve weapons, taking your clothes off, or windows (what's wrong with windows?)…Make out time, always nice.

Sam must have been thinking the same thing, because he led us to the very back of the room, where we sat down in the last two desks (not for long…).

"Okay, kids. You know the rules, if you need anything I'll be up here." Mrs. Lewis announced once the classroom was full.

Sam's smile turned playful and he slipped under the desk, laughing quite silently. I looked around and smiled. No one was watching as I slipped under the desk to sit on the cold floor beside Sam. "Hey." I said, looking at him. His smile was big and playful.

"Hi." He said, laughing. He pulled me closer to him and then kissed me. Soon I was sitting on his lap, arms around his neck, staring into his dark eyes. "So… You love me?" He asked, smile too playful.

"Yeah." I answered, kissing him again.

"I'm not sure I believe you." He joked.

"Your not?" I asked, sadly.

"Yeah… Prove it." He said and I knew he was playing… I threw myself into the next kiss, not willing to waste a moment.

"Believe me now?" I asked, when I pulled away.

"Oh, yeah." He said, smiling. "Period's almost over." He said, sadly.

"Yeah. I know." I answered.

"I don't want to go to English lit." He said, pouting.

"We could ditch." I suggested.

"Could.. But I don't think we should. Just two more classes." He said, trying to will himself to go to his next class.

"Fine." I pouted, slipping off of his lap and into my desk (our the desk I was using today). He popped up too and we waited out the day, hand in hand…

And in my heart I knew we would be alright, forever.

I felt the guilt try to eat me alive, but I hid from it. The last sentence rang in my ears... I could hear her voice, like she was reading it to me, like she was standing beside me.. I looked up to see if she was there, but I knew she wasn't. She was gone.

'And in my heart I knew we would be alright, forever.'

I turned the page, looking for the next chapter.. That was it.

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That's the end. :D.

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