Title: To be with the one he loves.
Summary: Hp/Ss, including RW/HG, Albus Dumbledore, the marauders', Lily Evans and the ever popular Lucius Malfoy. Includes M/M relationships. All of consenting age.
Disclaimer: I do not own any of the characters, Hogwarts or the wonderful world created by the stupendous J.K. Rowling. She owns all. I simply own the idea.
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Three days later Harry and Hermione were released from the hospital wing, under strict orders from Madame Pomfrey not to overdue themselves. Ron met up with them right as they were released and Harry wandered ahead by himself to allow them a moment of privacy. He admired their undying love and devotion to each other. It was what he had once had with Severus and knew what they felt.
They caught up with him before he entered the Great Hall for breakfast, red faced, messy haired and breathing hard. He smirked at them for a long moment and then walked into the Great Hall in trepidation.
As he expected, the whole hall went still for a several moments before whispers broke out like wildfire. People twisted in their seats to stare at them and James, Sirius, Remus and Lily all jumped out of their seats to hurry over to them. Lily quickly hugged Hermione while Harry and Ron were overloaded with anxious questions from James, Sirius and Remus.
"What happened to you two?" was lily's question.
"Where the hell were you?" Came James's curious inquiry.
"Are you okay?" Remus asked quietly reaching up to poke carefully at one of Harry's many fading bruises.
"Did you guys just skip out on school and then get dragged back, after a spectacular duel with Dumbledore?" Sirius asked excitedly bouncing up and down, looking eager.
Everyone stopped and looked at him in amusement and he shrugged, "What?! That's one of the rumors going around!"
Harry snorted and shook his head, "No, nothing that spectacular. We had to go back to America to handle some business about us residing here in England permanently. Then we happened to run into one of our enemies. That's all." He looked at their disappointed looks and laughed, "Sorry it's not more exciting!"
"You're going to move here permanently?" Lily asked excitedly.
Hermione nodded happily, "Yeah! We just love it here so much and we have nothing back in America!"
"Excellent mate, you can come with us on our summer trip to Amsterdam!" Sirius grinned, clapping Harry on the back, and then Ron, he stopped himself before doing the same to Hermione and instead just patted her on the head.
"Amsterdam?" Lily looked a little impatient. "That's where you idiots decided for us to go this summer? Honestly!"
"Aw Lily you can't back out on us now!" James cried out flinging her arms around her waist and yanking her close playfully.
To everyone's amazement Lily just rolled her eyes and smiled patiently. "I'm not backing out, but we are definitely having a talk about where we're going this summer!"
Hermione smiled smugly and took Ron's hand pulling him over to the Gryffindor table to eat a quick breakfast. Lily and James followed them, still hesitantly flirting with each other. Sirius, whose eyebrows were raised extremely high, let out a surprised, "Hm. That's new. When did that happen?"
Remus rolled his eyes, "You are so clueless sometimes, Sirius."
Sirius pouted and yanked him close, "Am I?"
"Y-yes…" Remus took a deep breath and let go of him, "Let's go get some breakfast Siri. Its James's birthday tonight and you know how the party is going to be tonight."
"Party?" Harry asked curiously walking with them to sit next to them at the table.
Remus loaded a plate with eggs and toast for Sirius and handed it to him, "Yeah, since James is the most popular guy in Gryffindor and since it's his last year, everyone's getting together to throw him a big birthday party tonight. Thank god it's Saturday!" He sighed overly dramatically and smiled at Sirius who was offering him some of his own toast.
"Speaking of which, Remus we still have to sneak into Hogsmeade to get the Firewhiskey and Butterbeer." Sirius said after swallowing an amazingly large amount of food.
"Oh can't we have at least one party that doesn't involve alcohol?" Remus poked his bottom lip out and ducked his head, letting his bangs curtain in front of his eyes to hide his nervousness.
"What's the fun in that?" Sirius rolled his eyes and nuzzled his face into Remus's neck, "innocent, sweet Moony."
"I am not that innocent!"
"Oh no?"
"No, you don't know everything I've done Padfoot." Remus lifted his head and gave Sirius a potentially devastatingly wicked look. The look in his eyes challenging and gloating.
Sirius gulped and a look of jealousy and nervousness in his eyes. But his voice held a hint of defiance as he spoke, "Oh yeah Moonbeam? Like what?"
"If I told you, you might go into a jealous rage and we don't want that do we?" Remus leaned in as he spoke and tapped Sirius on the nose before turning back to his own plate.
Harry grinned at him when Remus looked at him. Apparently he'd figured out that he needed to give Sirius a little push if he ever wanted to him to make a move. In the next moment his eyes were scanning the hall, trying to find his object of obsession. He looked down when he saw that Severus wasn't there.
He hadn't seen him, since that night in the hospital wing, and he wondered if he'd gone to far showing Severus all those memories all at once. He could very overwhelmed and mentally unsure of himself. And Harry couldn't stand thinking of all the horrible things that he could be going through by himself.
He nudged Lily on his next side and when she looked at him, he leaned in close, "Has Severus been going to class regularly?"
Lily looked confused, "Yes, of course. He wouldn't miss class if his pants were on fire. Why?"
"Never mind." Harry smiled a placating smile at her and turned back to his own plate.
"You do love him don't you?" The younger version of his mother asked him, her green eyes questioning him.
"I do yes." He said nodding.
"Good. Because I think he might love you too and it's past the time that he should find love." Lily smiled, patting his arm lightly.
Pleased that so many people seemed to love Severus as much as he did, Harry chatted happily through breakfast. Sneakily talking about James's birthday party, and conversing with Hermione and Ron everything and anything. He was happy and laughing, but also pushing away the lingering feelings of worry when it came to Severus.
A few hours later, Harry said goodbye to Remus and Sirius outside the library and promised too meet up with them to help with James's party later. He was content just to wander the corridors of his beloved school. He was humming a lyric less tune and dragging his fingertips along the cold, stone walls when someone snuck up behind him and grabbed his wrist.
His body went into defensive mode and he spun around, grabbed the person touching his wand arm and slammed him into the wall, his wand pushing into his neck. He froze when he heard a strangled laugh and saw who he was pinning against the wall. "Sev! Y-you scared me!"
Severus rolled his eyes, "You seem to be able to handle yourself well enough!" he glanced down at the wand still pressed into his neck and raised his eyebrow at Harry.
Harry pulled away his wand and shrugged, "Sorry about that. Reflexes." He explained.
His body was still pressed into Sev's and his hands were still pinning Sev's hands to the wall above him. He could feel them trembling underneath his grasp and released one hand. Severus used it to tangle in his hair and pull him forward.
His lips moved harshly and passionately against his and he pressed in his body on fire. His tongue ravished Severus's and he could hear him groaning low in his throat as he pushed his hips into his lovers. Sev's free hand was pulling Harry's face closer and licked up the inside of his mouth. Their tongues clashed together before Severus got edgy, wrestled his hand free, grabbed Harry's shoulder, spun him and pushed him into the wall.
His hands worked up the buttons on Harry's shirt before the other boy could even notice. He was too consumed with how his mouth was dominating his. He took a hold of Harry's chin and pushed it to the side so that he could access his neck. Sev listened to Harry's shuddered out sighs and nipped along his pounding pulse.
"Sev…" Harry whispered burying his hands in Severus's glossy black hair, his body was pushing into his lovers as much as he could and it still wasn't enough.
He ripped open his robes and shirt and palmed up Sev's warm, smooth chest. He ran his hands along the skin to his back and dragged his nails down. He relished in the feel of Sev shivering and he listened to him whimper loudly against his neck. He took one of Severus's hands off the wall and slowly slid it down his own chest to his belted pants. His own hand reached to pull and unbuckle his belt.
Severus was fumbling to do the same and Harry could feel his nervousness. He stopped Severus, pushed back the curtains of hair hanging in front of Sev's face and whispered, "We don't have to do this, if you're not ready…"
With a small snort Severus gave him a tight lipped smirk, "Though technically we've already done everything under the sun, haven't we?"
"No Sev, this is me and you, now. That was the future, someone you'll never be because of my actions. I loved you then and now I love you here. I want to experience everything with you, all over again." Harry cuddled his lips into Severus's neck and kissed lightly across it.
"How do you know you'll like this version of me?"
"Because it's you. I fell in love with your soul and that's still the same, no matter what decade we're in."
"And if I don't feel the same…?" Severus whispered, his black eyes glinting at he stared at Harry.
Harry felt a bolt of panic spike through his body and his skin went cold. He tried to swallow, but his throat was too dry. Just the thought that Severus's words might be true made his heart skip and falter a few times. He stared into his eyes and tried to see a glimmer of something there that would betray what he hoped was a lie.
"Harry? You're an idiot." Severus laughed and pushed Harry back again to kiss him deeply.
"You do love me then?" Harry asked around his lips, relief flooding into him in a wash of refreshing coldness.
Severus rolled his eyes at him but the corners of his lips twitched, "Yes, you dunderhead."
"Oh thank god. I love you too." He yanked him forward and they began kissing roughly for several moments.
When he felt Severus's hands struggling with his belt, Harry let out a breathy moan and reached between them to pull at his belt. It unclasped and he left it hanging open while he went to yank at Sev's. He got it off, letting out a triumphant noise and unbuttoned the button on his jeans. His fingers were on his zipper when he stopped, breathing hard, "Do you want…?"
Unable to speak, Severus just pushed open Harry's pants and shoved his hand in. The moment he touched Harry's hardness, Harry let out a low pitched moan and trembled violently. He was greatly intrigued by what other sounds he could make come out of Harry and gripped tighter on the long, thick erection in his hand, he moved it slowly, letting his thumb graze the tip of Harry's head. He was surprised at the wetness that was pearling out of the tip and smoothed it around the tip and the underside of the head.
Harry's eyes almost rolled back in his head and he buried his face in Sev's hair. The pleasure he was feeling was intense. He almost had forgotten what it felt like when Severus touched him. He wanted Sev to feel the same pleasure as him, so he pulled open his pants and reached in to cup his hardness. It was exactly as he remembered it, thick and very long.
He carefully pulled it out of his pants and began moving his hand up and down, it the fast, tight way that he knew Sev liked. Sure enough a shuddering gasp ripped out of the other mans throat and he felt Severus leaning heavily against him. "Oh. Again…" Sev whispered breath hot against his ear.
Together they moved their hands, Sev going slow and Harry going fast and tight, just the way both of them liked it. Both were thankful that their robes were curtaining what they were doing in the empty, corridor. It was lightly lit, windows lining one side of the corridors, squares of light, lighting up the stone floor.
Harry captured Severus's lips and let him gasp into his mouth as they jerked each other lustfully. He could feel his orgasm coming and pulled at Sev's erection roughly. He moved his mouth down to Sev's neck and sucked the skin until it was red, then he bit down on it again.
Severus gasped from the feel of the pain and pleasure and whispered harshly, "Want you to come…First Harry…"
Smirking at how many times he'd heard Sev say that, Harry nodded, and let himself lose himself in the feelings. He gasped and moaned loudly into his shoulder and bucked repeatedly into his hand. He made sure to keep moving his hands even when he felt his orgasm threatening to erupt. When he came, his hand tightened over Sev's erection and he groaned out his lover's name.
With wide eyes, Sev looked down between them and watched as thin, pearly white cum spurted out of the hole on the head of his cock. He felt Harry buck wildly and heard his loud moans. Just seeing what he'd done to Harry made a low whimper spill out of his mouth and he moved his hips in and out, trying to get friction on his hard on again.
After Harry had recovered from his orgasm, he smiled up at Sev's strained face. He dropped to his knees and leaned in to lick up the length of his erection. He teased him for a bit, thoroughly enjoying the sounds pouring out of Severus, before putting his hands on his hips and pulling him forward and back, effectively pushing his erection in and out.
Severus stared down at him, his mind hazy with pleasure. He tangled his fingers in his hair and began moving his hips on his own. He groaned and started fucking his mouth faster, his cock hitting the back of Harry's throat with every thrust. "Harry…" he sighed harshly before coating the back of Harry's throat with his cum.
Harry swallowed hard and licked Sev clean, before shakily standing in front of him. He jumped in surprise when Severus kissed him randomly, his tongue reaching out to every inch of his mouth. He whimpered again when Sev pulled back but blinked dazedly up at him. "Whoa…"
Feeling a bit smug Severus moved his hands away to put himself back inside his pants. He did the same for Harry who seemed to be only able to smile goofily at him. He rolled his eyes at him and asked slowly, "What do we do now?"
"We could go outside and make out some more." Harry grinned at him and straightened his robes.
"Or we could do the defense homework you missed out on all week." Sev raised an eyebrow at him as they started to walk.
"You're no fun, baby!"
Severus stopped and scowled at him, "Do not call me that atrocious pet name! We are not thirteen years old and we are not girls!"
Harry chuckled like he'd expected that sort of response, "What can I call you then, Sevvy Poo?"
"Not Sevvy Poo that's for damn sure!" Severus swatted Harry up the side of the head, though he was fighting hard not to smile.
"Fine Sev…" Laughing Harry leaned around and kissed him lightly on the lips. He slipped his hand into Severus's and intertwined their fingers, "Sev?"
"Yes Harry?" sounding playfully exasperated, Sev smirked at him to show that he was just joking.
"I love you."
"Yes, I know."
"Sev…"
"Okay! I love you too. Happy now?"
"Yes I am."
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