"What is your problem?" I asked leaning against the wall as he paced around. He stopped and looked at me

"You are!" I looked at him shocked before he continued. "You can't just let things happen! you have to try and figure everything out! It's like you're waiting for your problems to go away!" he said

"Because I am!" I yelled irritated. He smirked at me.

"Newsflash Babe... They'll never go away..." He said before slamming me against the wall and attacking my lips with his.

My eyes fluttered closed and I started to wrap my arms around Nick's neck. Then I realized what was happening and my eyes flew open as I shoved Nick off of me. I glared at him before talking, "How dare you think you can do something like that to me!" I half-yelled. Nick opened his mouth to say something but I cut him off. "WHAT KIND OF Stupid Idiot would do something like that huh? Don't you understand that I have better things to do than be with you all the time! I am so sick of you thinking you can do whatever you want to me whenever you want to do it! and another thing. Your kissing sucked!" I yelled without realizing what I said. I watched as Nick took in everything and his face fell when he realized what I was saying. He looked back up at me.

"I'm sorry Miley, I didn't know you felt that way...I leave you alone now." he said before walking up to me and placing one small sweet kiss to my lips again. He turned and walked away, but not before I saw the tears start rolling down his face. I watched him walk away as I replayed what just happened in my head. As I replayed what I said to him my mouth dropped. I didn't even mean it that way it just came out. I ran out of the alley looking for Nick, but he was already gone. I continued running everywhere I could think of that he'd be. It started raining but I didn't care. All I cared about was finding Nick and apologizing. I started plotting on what I would say to him when I found him as I kept running through the rain, splashing through a puddle as I crossed the street. My hair was soaked and I know my makeup is running down my face, but we'll just blame that on the rain. I rounded the corner unable to run anymore and found an old abandoned store. I walked through the door and that's when I collapsed to the floor sobbing uncontrollably.

*Flashbacks*

These four walls,
They whisper to me
They know a secret
I knew they would not keep

Didn't take long
For the room to fill with dust
And these four walls, came down around us

Me and Nick were sitting on the swing in the park just a few days after our break-up. Nick was pushing me and stopped the swing real fast. "Hey babe?" I looked up at him.
"yea?" I asked and he smiled. "We'll always be best friends right?" he asked and I giggled. "Of course sweetie. Just cause we weren't ready for a serious relationship doesn't mean we won't be friends...I still love you!" I said meaning more than what I knew he was thinking it meant. He smiled before hugging me from behind.

With the words so radical,
Not what i meant
Now I'll wait for a break in the silence
'Cause it's all that you left
Just me and these four walls again

It's hard now to let you be
I won't make excuses,
I've made my peace

Didn't take long for me to lose the trust
And these four walls, were not strong enough

It had been a month since Nick and I actually had a conversation. Ever since he started dating Jordan he's been MIA. I was currently sitting in my yard when Nick walked up. "Hey Mi!" I looked up at him and gave him a slight nod, not even bothering to smile. Nick's face twisted into confusion. "What's wrong?" I shrugged and rested my head on my knees. Nick knelt down in front of me and gazed into my eyes. "Mi. What's wrong." he asked again more serious. I locked eyes with him searching for that one thing in his eyes that would tell me he still loved me. "Nick. I never see you anymore. Anytime you're with me, Jordan comes and takes you away. It's like I don't matter anymore." I said still searching his eyes. I found it...I could still see it in his eyes...he still loves me. "Mi. I never meant to do that...it's just Jordan makes me so happy. When I'm with her everything is perfect." He exclaimed. His eyes clouded over and got distant and I instantly knew he was lying. "Nick can I ask you something?" Nick nodded and I took a breath. "Do you love me?" Nick looked at me like I was crazy. "Of course I do Mi. You're my best friend, that'll never change." He said and I shook my head. "NO! Nick DO YOU LOVE ME? AS IN YOU WANT TO BE WITH ME FOREVER!" I yelled and Nick took a step back hesitating. "N-no... I love Jordan." Lie number 2. I could still see it in his eyes he can't lie to me. "NICK WHY DON'T YOU JUST ADMIT IT. WHY IS IT SO HARD FOR YOU TO WANT TO BE WITH ME?" I asked upset. Nick glared back at me. "WHY DO YOU THINK I WANT TO BE WITH YOU!? HUH? WHAT IF I DON'T WANT TO BE WITH YOU?" I looked at him searching his eyes for something that would tell me he didn't mean it. They were cold as he forced himself to hate me at that moment. "F-fine...if that's how you want it...then I'll leave you alone. Bye Nick" I said and walked off not even bothering to tell him we we're leaving the next morning and I was never coming back.

It must've been something sent me out of my head,
With the words so radical,
Not what i meant
Now I'll wait for a break in the silence
'Cause it's all that you left
Just me and these four walls again

Yeah
It's difficult
Watching us fade
Knowing it's all my fault
My mistake
Yeah, and it's difficult
Letting you down
Knowing it's all my fault
You're not around
It must've been something sent me out of my head,
With the words so radical,
Not what i meant,
Now I'll wait for a break in the silence
'Cause it's all that you left

My eyes flew open as I shoved Nick off of me. I glared at him before talking, "How dare you think you can do something like that to me!" I half-yelled. Nick opened his mouth to say something but I cut him off. "WHAT KIND OF Stupid Idiot would do something like that huh? Don't you understand that I have better things to do than be with you all the time! I am so sick of you thinking you can do whatever you want to me whenever you want to do it! and another thing. Your kissing sucked!" I yelled without realizing what I said. I watched as Nick took in everything and his face fell when he realized what I was saying. He looked back up at me. "I'm sorry Miley, I didn't know you felt that way...I'll leave you alone now." he said before walking up to me and placing one small, sweet kiss to my lips again. He turned and walked away, but not before I saw the tears start rolling down his face. (AN: This is what just happened. Remember Miley's thinking about everything and regretting all of it.)

Just me and these four walls again,
Again, me and these four walls again

I stood up and walked out of the abandoned store and continued my journey, only this time I wasn't going after Nick. I was going somewhere else. I walked through the park and looked at the swing set thinking about Amarillo and everything that's happened between me and Nick, replaying our recent scene in my head over and over. Everytime the memory started over the more the tears came, and everytime I replayed Nick's last words in my head they came harder and faster.

"I'll leave you alone now," Soon that was the only thing running through my mind. I quit thinking about the incident but I kept hearing those words.

"I'll leave you alone now,"

"I'll leave you alone now,"

"I'll leave you alone now," I couldn't take it anymore I walked to the bridge that stretched over the lake in the middle of the park and hoisted myself up on the ledge.

"I'll leave you alone now," I looked down not sure of what to do. Whenever I'm really upset I like to be high off the ground and at the moment the edge of the bridge was the highest place I could be without climbing a tree. Facing the water though, it was a lot higher than I can climb in most trees.

"I'll leave you alone now," I looked down at the water as the rain started to fall harder.

"I'll leave you alone now," I closed my eyes as the tears came faster.

"I'll leave you alone now," I heard one more time, but this time, it was my voice. I bent my knees to jump. Just as I pushed off with my feet something grabbed me roughly around my waist, knocking the air out of me and soon I felt my feet being placed back on the ground. "WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING?" I heard Nick yell and I opened my eyes as the tears came faster if that's even possible. I looked down. "Nick..." I started, but when I looked back up he had turned and was walking away. I ran after him and grabbed his arm. "NICK I'M SORRY! I DIDN'T MEAN IT... I WAS ANGRY AND SURPRISED AND I DIDN'T EVEN REALIZE WHAT I WAS SAYING!" I yelled above the rain. Nick looked down at me. "I forgive you Mi. Just please never attempt to do what you just attempted to do again." He said worriedly. and I gave him a slight smile. "Friends!?" I say walking forward and started to wrap my arms around his waist, but he stopped me. "I said I forgive you Miley. But that doesn't change what you said. Even if you didn't mean it you said it. I can't be friends with you because I want to be more than that. I'll ALWAYS want to be more than that, because I love you, babe." He said. Then he turned and walked away without even waiting for an answer. The tears started coming faster once again.

"I Love you too, sweetie." I said falling to the soaking wet grass in a hysteria.

AN: What if I stopped there? It would be a good ending dont'cha think? haha I wouldn't do that to ya'll actually i've kinda started to get some ideas for later chapters, but I need ideas for fillers leading up to major events. If you have Ideas please tell me cause I WILL use it even if it's not right away. :) So I felt kinda emotional writing this not like in I wanna cry way but in a I wish I could talk to someone (A certain someone I might add) I care about right now way... u know? I only got 5 reviews from the last chapter, but i couldn't wait to post this... lets plz try harder with the reviews. 10 reviews?

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