Title: To be with the one he loves.
Summary: Hp/Ss, including RW/HG, Albus Dumbledore, the marauders', Lily Evans and the ever popular Lucius Malfoy. Includes M/M relationships. All of consenting age.
Disclaimer: I do not own any of the characters, Hogwarts or the wonderful world created by the stupendous J.K. Rowling. She owns all. I simply own the idea.
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Later that day Harry lay back on cool grass and was thankful that tree's blocked anyone from seeing what Severus was doing to him. Severus yanked one end of Harry's belt and it pulled itself free from his pants, after tossing that aside he ducked down, unbuttoned Harry's pants and pulled them open. He leaned in and slowly licked a path from Harry's belly button to the exposed skin, where the pants were being held open by his free hands.
Harry arched up and Sev used that opportunity to slide an arm under his lower back, keeping him arched. Using his other hand, Sev pulled at Harry's pants until they slid down to his knees. He grinned at the sight of the half hard penis and let his palm ghost over it, he waited until Harry had stopped gasping before whispering, "You want me to touch you?"
"Yes…" Harry sent down to him.
"You want me to lick you?"
"Yes!"
"Put your hardness in my mouth and suck hard?"
"YES!"
"Say please, Harry…"
"Please Severus…"
Sev took pity on Harry and ducked his down between Harry's bent knees to lap at the tip of his erection. He licked down the sides slowly, loving the feel of the veins and velvety skin under his tongue. He dragged his tongue back up slowly, before sucking the tip into his mouth and sucking hard. He heard Harry let out a loud groan and sucked him in all the way. He marveled at the sweet and salty taste of Harry. It was nice and yet odd, he decided he liked it.
Harry kept gasping and arched up even more trying to keep himself fully in Sev's mouth. His blood boiled at the suction of his mouth going up and down. "Oh Sev…"
Letting off with a loud pop, Sev pushed Harry's legs apart further and lifted his balls with his free hand. He leaned in further and wetly licked the goose bumped sac. He listened for Harry's reaction and when it was good he sucked them in feeling the odd double hardness in. slowly he stuck one finger into his mouth, pulled it out and rubbed it around the puckered hole. Harry's gasps increased and he pushed in further.
Sev pulled his mouth off and positioned himself so that he was right above Harry. He gazed down at him wonderingly as he pushed the tip of his finger in and wiggled. Harry's eyes rolled up and he clutched at Sev's shoulders. Biting his lip Severus pushed his finger all the way in and then pulled it out, wiggling his finger.
When Harry groaned loudly, and snapped his eyes open, his body trembling violently, Sev pulled back quickly. He was afraid that he might have hurt Harry, "Did I hurt you?"
"N-No…Do it again!" Harry said sharply, his eyes softened when they landed on Sev and his thumb rubbed lightly against his cheek. "It felt great Severus. I tell you hurt me okay? But I promise you won't."
"Okay." Sev moved his finger again. He aimed for the bundle of nerves each time he moved his finger and had Harry steadily groaning and cursing under his breath.
Harry arched up and breathlessly said, "Sev…I-I'm g-gonna come!"
Severus watched Harry's pink flushed face tighten up in pleasure as cum spurted out across Harry's stomach. His body tensed up and then shuddered violently. Harry's fingers tightened in his hair and Sev admired the words spilling out of Harry's mouth. Mostly his name but also a few curses and groans.
He pulled his finger out and used it to scoop up the warm cum. He made sure that his lover was watching him when he licked up the side of his finger, swallowing the slipperiness of his juices. Harry stared dazedly up at him, "You are so hot."
Flushing darkly Sev ducked his head and kissed Harry lightly. He nuzzled into his neck when he pulled back he whispered, "That was…interesting."
With one laugh, Harry smiled, "Interesting too light a word I think. I think it was fucking hot."
Feeling even smugger Sev kissed him lightly before standing in his graceful way and dusting orange and brown leaves off his robes. "You might want to cover yourself up Harry." He motioned his half nakedness but was looking past them, past the trees around them.
Harry zipped his pants, buttoned his shirt and jumped to his feet at the last moment, Lily and Hermione walked around a tree, spotted them and stopped in surprise. Almost identical smiles pulled at their lips as they took in Harry's rumpled, flushed look and Severus's mocking smirk and carefully avoiding Harry, eyes.
"Oh hello, did we interrupt something?" Lily sounded just as mocking but more playful as she caught Sev's eyes.
"Interrupt? No of course not, Harry and I simply had to discuss our Defense homework." Sev shrugged his shoulders as though shooing away a fly and kept his voice bored.
"In the forest?" Lily used several pauses in the short simple sentence, her smirk growing more and more defined.
Severus narrowed his eyes on her and his lips twitched in his signature annoyed way. He could see Harry trying not to grin next to him and stiffened angrily. He wanted to reach out and smack Harry upside the head and had to stop himself. "Yes well I couldn't exactly allow myself to be seen with this dunderhead in public could I? Hiding in the forest is simpler."
Harry felt a shiver of cold run through him and hated how fast Sev could change his voice to its cold, vicious façade. He looked back up and caught Hermione's eyes. She gave him a sympathetic look and he shrugged.
"Um I'm going to go…To the uh…" He stumbled through his words and walked swiftly away, avoiding Sev's sharp gaze.
He heard Hermione say a quick goodbye to Lily and Severus and hurried to join Harry. She slipped her hand into his and squeezed. "He doesn't mean it you know." She whispered up to him, her eyes on the castle they were approaching.
"I know…I just hate when he does that. I'd barely gotten used to him when he realized how much that hurt. Now I have to wait for him to learn again…" Harry sighed and shook his head. "Do…Do you think he'll be the same Severus? My Severus?"
Hermione looked down and shook her head, her bushy hair flying wildly out of the ribbon she'd tied it back with. "Not completely Harry. He won't be the same."
She must have seen the devastated look on Harry's face because she soothingly tightened her hand over his. "But Harry all the things you loved about Severus are still there. His soul is the same, just a little less marred. And you always wanted to take away the pain from his soul. Now he doesn't have it."
"Do you think he…will love me, like he did in the future?"
"Of course Harry. You're souls and hearts are bonded together. You were always meant to be together even when you hated each other. It was clear how much emotion you had for each other."
"I think it'll be hard convincing him of that."
"No he knows, he's just nervous and scared."
"At least I know he wants me now." Harry grinned cheekily at her.
"Is that what you were doing back there?"
"Mhm. He really is an amazing lover, Hermione!" Harry laughed and dodged Hermione's well aimed slap upside his head. "What it's not like we're having sex in the bed next to you…Again."
Hermione flushed at the memory but laughed, "Ronald was so mortified that night, he kept whispering, 'It's not happening, it's not happening.' It would have been hilarious if it wasn't so embarrassing!"
"I never did apologize for that did I?"
"No, you never did. But we forgive you nonetheless." Hermione nodded her thanks at a fifth year Hufflepuff boy who'd opened the front doors and held it open for them.
They were walking up the staircase when Harry felt long, cold fingers wrap around his wrist. He stopped abruptly and so did Hermione. The both looked around and they're eyes jumped to Severus at once. His eyes were on their clasped hands and he was scowling. Hermione moved as if to let go of Harry's hands but he wouldn't let her. His eyes just locked on Sev's in a challenging, cool way.
Severus's scowl grew and his grip on Harry's wrist tightened to a bruising grip. They stayed that way staring at each other and challenging each other for a long while. Until the pain from Sev's grasp hurt too much and Harry let out a pained hiss and tried to get free.
"Come with me." Severus said in a low voice, his tone not leaving much room for argument.
Harry rubbed his wrist and gave Hermione a calming whisper of words as she stared angrily at Snape. He kissed her cheek, murmured goodbye and motioned for Severus to lead the way, "I'm following."
He led him down several staircases and a few more corridors before stopping him when he was sure they were alone. Harry leaned against the wall and stared at him. "What did I do, that made you…so upset? Is it because I called you a dunderhead? Because I only said that so Lily and your friend wouldn't know what we were doing."
"Why does it matter if they know?" Harry asked desperately, trying to get Sev to understand.
Sev blinked rapidly and the clocks in his head started to turn slowly as he watched Harry stare at him closely. He dropped his gaze and shrugged, "I see."
Harry bit his lip and rubbed at the sore ring around his wrist. Severus noticed him and reached out, he slowly and very gently raised his wrist to his mouth. He peppered light and full kisses on it and whispered, "I'm very sorry Harry…For hurting you."
Hearing the double meaning to his words, Harry basked in the warm glow that was Severus's love and understanding. He leaned in and nuzzled his face into his neck. He pressed a kiss to the throbbing jugular his lips felt, "I love you Severus…"
Instead of answering, Severus laid his right palm flat against Harry's chest and then he let out a contented sigh. "You're unexpected Harry…I just need time to acclimate myself to the idea of us."
"I know…I love you, my always –right, slytherin prince."
"Mm I like that one." Sev's breath was hot and sweet against Harry's neck and he just had to taste him again. He lifted his head and kissed him slowly, his lips warm and smooth as they glided across Sev's.
They kissed like that for a while, just holding each other, until Severus pulled back and smirked at Harry's kiss flushed face and swollen lips. "You look quite the sight."
Harry's eyes twinkled at him, "You think so? I must admit you look absolutely delicious after being kissed. Your hairs a mess, your blushing and those plump lips just make me want to go back to kissing you."
Finally Severus blushed and he rolled his eyes, "Overly dramatic."
"Can't take a compliment."
"can't shut up."
"Can't show his emotions!" Harry grinned up at him and pressed his body into his. His eyes glazed over with lust and he licked his lips seductively. "Mm except when I'm sucking you, of course."
Sev watched him dip down to begin assaulting his body and tightened his lips. He looked up at the ceiling as feelings of pleasure rocked through his body and whispered, "I bloody love him…"
*
Harry looked around the Gryffindor common room and grinned. Everyone in sight who was a sixth year or older was completely smashed. Remus and Sirius had done quite the perfect job of getting contraband alcohol from Hogsmeade. They'd brought back a crate of firewhiskey and several crates of Butterbeer. When he'd asked how they managed to get all the crates back Sirius grinned and told him how Hermione had told them of the shrinking spell she so often used.
At first Harry had been a little shocked by the fact that Hermione would help with such a devious task but when he looked around and saw her sipping a tall glass of firewhiskey and giggling at an amused Ron, he realized that a lot had changed now that they had a new chance at life.
"Harry…"
Harry looked to his left and smiled when he saw a nervous looking Sirius peeking over at him. "What's up mate?"
"Do…Do you think I should try something with Remus?"
"Like what Sirius?"
"Um…I don't know!" Sirius sounded desperate and was wringing his hands. He kept peeking over Harry's shoulders at the small group by the fire. Remus, Lily and James were sitting around the fire laughing and drinking.
He had to admit that Remus looked extremely dashing when he was completely relaxed like he was right now. His sandy hair was tousled attractively and was definitely messier than Harry had ever seen it before. He was wearing a light gray shirt and was lounging in an unexpectedly seductive way. He didn't think Remus was even aware of how gorgeous he looked right at the moment.
"Why don't you just pull him off to the side and kiss him?"
"Just…Just go for it?"
"Yeah. Just go for it."
"Right…" Sirius took a deep breath and seemed to pull on his inner strength, because a calm, determined look came over his face. He patted Harry's shoulder once and muttered, "Thanks mate."
Harry nodded and watched him walk slowly over to the small group. For a few minutes, Sirius just hovered around the edge of the group and laughed along with them, but he said something to Remus who looked up at him and smiled before nodding. Remus reached out for a hand to help him up and Sirius helped him.
He watched Sirius pull Remus to a secluded corner and say something to him. Remus ducked his head, a small smile pulling at his lips but allowed Sirius to stick two fingers under his chin and lift his head so that they were looking at each other.
Feeling like he was watching something very amazing happen, Harry sucked in a low breath and followed Sirius's movements. He leaned in, very slowly, very shyly and before leaning in all the way he brushed back Remus's hair. Then their lips touched and Harry smiled at how their bodies seemed immediately drawn close together.
Remus wrapped one of his delicate hands deep into Sirius's hair and the other slid around his waist trying to pull him closer. Sirius backed them further into the wall and placed one hand above Remus's head, steadying himself.
He was kissing him slowly, like he wanted to take his time learning every inch of Remus's mouth. It was beautiful and Remus seemed content to kiss like that for awhile, but he was soon tugging on the back of Sirius's shirt. He was pulling it up slightly so that his hand could slide up the warm skin of Sirius's back.
Sirius jumped at the feeling and pulled back to look at Remus, whose lips were smiling, his eyes glittering with lust and love. Remus reached up, no hint of shyness in his movements and ran his finger down his chest. He took Sirius's hand and pulled as he walked backwards, towards the stairs leading up to the dorms.
It was adorable how Sirius stumbled a few times as he followed Remus and Harry grinned at the sight of a dominant Remus, his eyes glowing yellow as the wolf showed its approval at the choice of his mate. Harry watched them disappear up the stairs and looked around to see if anyone else had noticed. James and Lily were sitting close, talking and flirting, and Ron and Hermione were snogging on the couch.
Harry threw back his shot and rolled his shoulders to try and get himself to relax. He had tried talking Severus to come to the party but the Slytherin looked affronted at the idea of going to a party completely populated by Gryffindors. He had just shaken his head and whispered that if Harry got bored with the party he could always find him in the dungeons.
His leg twitching anxiously, Harry debated whether or not to go and find his lover. He threw back another small shot and grabbed one of the half full bottles of firewhiskey. He winked at Hermione when she looked over and pulled open the portrait door.
He slipped out, pulled his invisibility cloak out of his pocket and threw it over himself. He hurried through the halls, down several staircases and ducked down into the dungeons. He shivered and stalked along the cold, creepy corridors. He looked in several classrooms until he finally found the one with several candles lit.
Knocking lightly to announce his presence, he pushed open the door and walked in. Severus looked up from the book he was reading and smirked at Harry. He was sitting in the chair in front of a very old, unused teachers desk, his feet propped up on the desk.
"I was wondering if you were going to come…"
Walking over to the desk, Harry laid the cloak on the desk and then placed the firewhiskey next to it. Severus raised an eyebrow at it and Harry pushed it closer to him. "I couldn't stay away."
He walked around the desk and lifted one of Severus's legs so that he could sit on the edge of the desk in between his legs. Sev pulled the lid of the bottle off and took a long gulp of the whiskey, his face barely grimacing as the liquid burned down his throat. He held it out to Harry who took it and took a long drink before offering it back to Sev. It felt so nice to be just sitting here. Drinking with Severus, even in silence it was comfortable and intimate.
He playfully made to pour the liquid into his mouth for Sev and watched him swallow deeply. He must have pulled back to quickly because a thin line of whiskey slid down from Severus's lip to his neck. Harry pushed Sev's legs down and pulled him slowly closer. His eyes locked on black eyes as he leaned in and licked up his neck tasting the whiskey. He dragged his tongue up his jaw and up to his mouth. He sucked Sev's bottom lip into his mouth and teased it with his tongue.
Harry pulled back and brought Sev along with him. He slid off the desk and turned them so that Sev was pressed against the desk. He dragged his eyes down his body and smiled, "You look so…Hot."
It was true. Sev was dressed down as much as Harry had ever seen him. In his tight, unbuttoned, white button up shirt, loose black tie and form fitting black pants. He dragged his eyes back up and smirked back at Severus.
With his right hand, Harry grabbed the end of Sev's tie and with his left he pushed him back against the desk. He lay back against the desk and settled back comfortably. Harry pulled off his shoes one by one and tossed them behind him, he dragged his hands slowly up Severus's legs, feeling the heat from his legs through the pants.
Legs on either side of his waist, Harry gripped Sev's waist and yanked him forward. His groin slamming into Sev's bottom and groin, making them both let out a breathy noise. Looking down at Severus as his fingers stumbled across his pants button, Harry's eyes tried to make it clear what he wanted.
Sev arched his hips and he let Harry pull off his pants, he shivered when the dungeons cool air hit his bare legs. Harry pulled back and waved his wand quickly, his lips moving silently. The room warmed considerably and grew slightly brighter as more candles appeared around them.
"Better?" Harry asked his voice husky.
Nodding quickly, Sev looked away his face flushing at how exposed he was. Harry seemed to understand because as his fingers were popping the buttons on his shirt, he was whispering praises about his beauty under his breath. Once he got the shirt open, he pushed the sleeves down his arms but let the shirt stay trapped underneath his body.
Eyes glued to Sev's beautiful snow white skin, Harry leaned in to lap at one of his nipples. He felt Severus jerk beneath him and heard him let out a low sigh. He tried not to smile but couldn't help it because if Sev had one spot that made him almost instantly hard, it was his nipples. He sucked hard on the hard peaks and tortured him with his tongue only when he could feel his lover writhing beneath him, his gasps coming out jerkily, did he pull back.
Raising his arms around Harry's neck, Sev pulled him close and let him kiss his neck fiercely. He felt his hand go to his groin and rub heatedly. He pushed up and closed his eyes as pleasure flared through him like flames licking every inch of his body that Harry was currently touching.
Quickly reaching for the ends of his underwear Harry pulled them off and smirked when he saw the tie still around his neck. "Mm that is really sexy."
"Harry! Please do something…Anything!" Sev whispered roughly, his eyes still closed.
"What? What do you want me to do? Tell me love."
"Anything, I just want to lose myself in you!"
Struck by how romantic Severus's words were, Harry leaned down and pressed his lips lightly against the trembling ones beneath him. He pushed up his legs so that they were bent by his side, grabbed his wand, cast a lubrication spell and lightly rolled his fingertip around Sev's hole. He watched Sev shake underneath him and slowly eased his finger in when he relaxed again.
They both gasped, Sev because of how amazing Harry's finger felt inside of him, and Harry because of how hot and slick he felt. He moved his finger, searching for the bundle of nerves that was deep inside Severus. He brushed against it and watched as his lover jerk and arch up.
He leaned over and began kissing him as he fingered him. Soon Sev was clutching at his shoulders and moaning deeply. He growled at the clothes he was grabbing, grabbed Harry's wand and whispered something under his breath. Harry jumped as his clothes disappeared and laughed, "Impatient?"
"I wanted your skin…"Sev smiled up at him, eyebrow raised defiantly.
The legs around Harry's waist pulled him closer and the tip of his erection bumped against the hand that was still torturing Sev.
Harry looked down between them and then back up into Sev's eyes, "What do you want Severus?"
Feeling shy again Severus pursed his lips and looked anywhere but at Harry. He wanted this, and he wanted more. He wanted to feel Harry inside of him and then feel himself buried deep inside Harry. He wanted to feel how in love Harry was with him.
Knowing he couldn't form the words to express this Severus reached between them after holding himself up on his elbow and pulled Harry's finger out of him. He wrapped a palm around his lover's erection and gently pulled forward. He made sure to position Harry right at his hole before looking up at him.
He stared up into his green eyes and whispered, "Move Harry."
"I love you…" Harry said clearly before he made both of them moan loudly by thrusting deep inside of him.
Panting roughly, Severus clung to Harry as pleasure mixed with pain flowed wildly throughout his body. The pain only made him even more aware of what was happening and he held onto that awareness with all his might.
He watched a torrent of emotions flicker across Harry's face and reached up to touch the side of his face. "Move…"
Harry nodded breathlessly and began to move slowly driving in and out of him, the muscles in his arms tight with tension and need. His face was ducked down, only the glitter of his eyes visible and glowing with passion. His voice was low and husky but Severus could hear him whispering through his grunts. And he could very often hear his name rolling off his lips. Harry looked quite beautiful in the flickering candle lit room, and Sev didn't think he'd ever seen anything so completely perfect.
"Sev…Gotta move…faster!" Harry grunted out before slamming into him roughly, his hips twisting to hit his prostate.
"Harder Harry!" Sev cried his pleasure intense and sharp.
He began lifting his hips to meet Harry's thrusts and their bodies danced together in what they were sure were criminal ways. Their sweat slicked bodies rubbed together and slid against each other, their breaths harsh and deep echoed the other's calls, and their pleasure flared and roared at the same time.
The harder that Harry thrust into him, the more Severus's pleasure grew and the louder his moans grew. His nails dragged down Harry's back and Harry arched up into his touch, his cries filled with satisfaction. He pushed in and out and reached down to grab Sev's leaking cock, trapped between their bodies.
"OH! Oh…" Severus's body stilled and then arched up as he came between their bodies.
Harry followed him and let out a loud groan, his eyes closed and his face flushing with emotion. In the next moment he was pulling himself out of Sev and leaning over to relax his head on his lower chest, feeling the rapid heartbeat beneath his ribs. "Holy fuck…"
"Yeah…Fuck." Sev breathed out lightly. His trembling fingers deep inside Harry's hair, playing with the dark curls.
"You're perhaps the most perfect person I've ever met."
Severus smiled and stretched slightly, his back aching from the hardness of the desk digging into it. "And you're possibly the heaviest."
Chuckling in amusement, Harry lifted himself of the desk and stood. He stared down at Severus's body interestedly and smiled like he was the most beautiful person he'd ever seen. His eyes trailed up to the black eyes smiling up at him and whispered, "You're so incredibly beautiful."
Smile turning shy Sev held out his hand and let Harry pull him up, he gasped suddenly when the first spike of pain ran up his spine. Harry's eyes widened in concern, "Are you okay? Are you in pain?"
"Just a little…" Sev winced when he looked around for his shirt.
He was about to pull it on when Harry made a disappointed noise he looked curiously up at him and Harry smiled, "Can…Can't we just stay here, let me hold you for awhile?"
He watched Sev stare at him closely and let out a small sigh of relief when he nodded. "But where?" Sev asked looking around at the dingy, unused classroom in amusement.
Harry grabbed his wand off the desk and pointed it at the floor. Piles and piles of squishy, silk red and gold blankets spread out on the floor, very comfortable looking. He watched Sev's eyebrow rise at the colors of the blankets and grinned. He took his hand and pulled him down to the mattress thick and very soft silk blankets.
Sev laid back and let Harry wrap his arms around his waist. Harry nuzzled his chest, "You don't regret it do you?"
"No…I don't regret it Harry, never."
"I love you." Harry sighed out in contentment and lightly ran his fingers across Sev's ribs, warranting him a soft, annoyed laugh and a swat on the back of his head.
"I love you Harry."
Enjoying the feeling of Sev's fingers stroking his upper arm, Harry cuddled closer to him and closed his eyes.