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Thing Can Calm Down

Chapter 10

Claire's P.O.V.

Tammy and Charri helped me get Shaye up to my room. We set her on my bed. I stroked her hair, and rubbed her back while I thought.

Quil, what'll I do, do I lie, and say I didn't know? Do I tell him I didn't know it wasn't Seth's? do I tell him that it's Seth's? what to do? What to do? To lie or not to lie, that is the question. I'm the new age Shakespeare, hahaha, oh great, I'm horrible, I'm only thinking of me when Shaye's got her own soap opera going on here.

Shaye woke up, she looked around, and started to cry.

"Shaye, hun" I was concerned for her and the baby. "All this stress isn't good for the baby. I know your upset, but you need to calm down or you're going to hurt the baby."

"I know" she cried. "It's just so hard, I never imagined being pregnant at least until I was old, like 30" she smiled with tears in her eyes. "But I was happy, no, I was ecstatic, when I found out I was pregnant with a little baby that me and Seth made with love."

"Honey," I said softly "I know, but it will all work out in the end, I promise" I tried my best to give her a reassuring smile, but I think I failed. "Now on a happier note, let's look at all the ultrasound pictures and see how your baby's changed from a lizard creature to a real Quileute." This time I had a real smile.

"My baby was never a lizard creature." She said indignantly, he was sniffely but had a big smile on her face.

"So what do you think the sex of the baby is?" I asked curious trying to picture a combination of Seth and Shaye. But I ended up thinking of Quil and me. I felt embarrassed because my mind wandered off to me and Quil, alone in a room, on the bed, need I go on?

"I dono, I guess I'll find out around 15-20 weeks, so soon." She said curious herself.

"What do you hope the baby is?" I asked curiously, I wanted to know what she hoped for.

"Um, I don't, care, I know it's a cliché but all I care is that my baby is healthy, and happy." She said with a face full of honesty "But I don't think I can wait until Baby is born to find out the sex
She recently started to call her baby, Baby, since she didn't want to call it an it. She said it made her baby seem like a thing not a baby.

"Did you know your baby has taste buds, and nails on its fingers and toes" I said amazed " Oh! And your baby is sucking on its fist and swallowing the abiotic fluid, and eww, it pees it out" Eww I thought of a baby peeing in your uterus.

She laughed at me "It just pees out the fluid there's nothing else for it to process."

"Slow down! You don't have to inhale that Twinkie, you can chew ya know." I said laughing at her.

"Muhh humhre" she mumbled with food in her mouth. Shaye's now so hungry I don't even think she chews her food, it's quite funny to watch, but sometime I think she's going to choke

"What?" I asked her to repeat

"Uh haid muh humhre" she attempted to explain but yet again failed in the process.

"What? Swallow please." I told her like a mother telling her kid not to talk with their mouth full.

She finally swallowed her food "I said, but I'm hungry."

"OHH!....but that doesn't mean to inhale your food." I said with wonder how she could be so skinny and eat so much. I swear all that food she eats must go straight to her lungs and back out.

"Fine, fine, whatever." She argued like a little kid.

"Don't you whatever me missy." I wagged my finger like a scolding mother; we were enjoying ourselves, which hardly ever happened, she was mostly complaining or being depressed.

She simply laughed at my comment "Don't put me in timeout mommy" she laughed harder.

We laughed and laughed until our sides hurt. We felt really good afterwards; maybe things are going to bet better.

Quil left a note saying he's come over, all it said was 'I'm coming over tonight.' I was nervous about what'd he say. I heard a mutter below my window, I looked out and there he was, he had a sad face on. He climbed up the side of the house and swiftly went through the window. He didn't say hello, he didn't kiss me on my cheek, or anything, and he sat down on my chair.

"Quil" I said sadly, I was about to cry.

"please" he said sadly, he held up a finger asking for a minute, he wanted to take this in. His perfect chest expanded, I longed to be in his arms where I belonged. "Why?" he asked

"Why….didn't I tell you?" I asked confused, I was crying, but my voice wasn't showing it as much as it usually does. He merely nodded. "I promised Shaye, she's my best friend" I said sadly

"But why didn't you tell me?" he sounded betrayed

"Because we didn't want Seth to know, we knew it'd hurt him." I said crying more.

"Why do you think she did it" he asked, he was crying too.

"She was upset that Seth didn't wasn't to be with her, and she was upset, went to a party, drank and slept with someone." I said feeling really bad about lying to Quil

"Do you think that could happen with us?" he said his voice tight, and constricted "I mean it looks like she doesn't even miss him"

"She does, with all her heart, she's always depressed and crying, but she tries to be strong" I said trying to explain "She's always been strong spirited and independent."

"But if she did love him, whys she keeping it?" he assumed by the way Shaye reacted to protected her baby. "I mean, that hurt him even more than her leaving him…..her moving on, not needing him, or wanting him" he said sadly

"She, uh, she does love him, but she just can't be with him" I said sadly trying to tell as much truth as I could, and not reveal anything, but at the same time trying not to lie.

"Why do you think that is?" Quil asked sadly, I'm guessing it's so he can try to prevent that to happening to us.

"I dono Quil, I really don't know" I walked over to him, sat on his lap and curled into his chest. I felt myself melt into him, we fit together, we fit like a box and its key, we're a match.

I felt myself falling asleep against his warm body. Bella was right, he did make a good space heater, he's a space heater and giant stuffed animal/pillow, all in one.

I groggily tried to keep myself awake, I wasn't being very successful. Shaye. I remembered her appointment was tomorrow, we we're going to find out the sex of the baby. I'm not going to let her drive herself there, lately she's been getting dizzy, distracted, woozy, and falling asleep a lot, I'm not going to let her dive us, endanger, her, mine, and the baby's life.

"Quil" I said half asleep I was too tired to open my eyes and look at him, instead I just talked

"Huh?" he asked clearly wake, he didn't fall asleep like he usually does, obviously he's been brooding over this.

"Shaye….."I almost lost consciousness. "She'sss gotss" I said slurring my words as if I were drunk, but I was just sleep deprived "her….appointment, with her gynecologist, she…..shes…..um…..shesss gonna ssee the sssex of the baby"

"Yeah and?" his voice had an edge of sharpness. It was apparent that he's upset at Shaye.

"We uh, need…..a ride, she can't drive usss anymore, shess too distracted" I could barley form a sentence in my head.

"What?!" he said enraged "She's been driving you?!" he was worried about me, but I was too tired to really pay attention "She hasn't even taking driving classes, or driver's E.D. or got her permit, none the less her license!"

"She'sss a good driver…..she'ss been driving us to…..um…..Port Angelesss all the timess" I was too tired to go on; I was positive that this conversation would continue in the morning. I was gently caressed by the darkness that enveloped me.

I woke up peacefully, warm, and I felt a cool breeze from my window. My eyes fluttered open, and I saw Quil, his face looked so peaceful sleeping. His mouth slightly open, he face looked like he hadn't slept for days. I tried to sit up but my body was entwined with his. I tried to free myself from the sweltering heat that emitted from his body, but his arms were barricading by body, trapping me forcefully against his. I would be fine with it if I wasn't beginning to sweat.

I attempted to pry his arms off me, but it was futile.

"Psst. Quil?" I whispered. "Quil? Are you awake?" I asked. No response. "fine I'll find a way out myself." I muttered to myself. I tried to wriggle my way out of his arms. I was on my side, and so was he, my face was against his chest. I felt protected. I wanted to stay there forever, but I knew if I did, I'd get a heat stroke, even though the windows open.

As I slowly slid from Quil's grip, I saw how small my bed was, it was a twin sized bed. Him by his self barely fit. His legs were dangling off the bed, and touching the floor. And his body took up most of the room. I got up and I saw that Quil's hair was growing out a bit. He had some hair in his face, and I pushed it back.

You could say he looked like an angel, an overly grown, on steroids, childish, rude, smart aleck, lovable, annoying angel, with drool coming out of the side of his mouth.

I looked at his body he was huge, he was really tall and muscular, I looked at his ripped bare chest, I looked down and I saw his legs, I always wondered why they never got tired at running. However in the process of looking at his legs my mind and eyes wandered to another specific part of his body. If their whole body was huge was his…..erm…. I quickly looked away and tried to change my train of thought, I felt my cheeks burn with embarrassment.

I walked away I needed to cool down so I went to my window. I've been practicing not being so dorky and clumsy. Well at least I'm not so clumsy I'm crippled like they say Bella was when she was human. I swiftly jumped out the window, landed on the little bit of roof out there and jumped off of that, grabbed the tree branch with both hands and swung to a nice landing. "She sticks the landing!" I said. I reminded myself of the gymnastic people, where they swing on the bars, and twirl, except I'm no were to that level of elegance and gracefulness.

I sat regrettably sat on the grass that was still wet with dew. I sat and I reflected on what happened the last couple of days. I was there for atleast an hour of more.

"Claire!" Quil said in a panic form my window, he woke up in my room. "Claire!" he said anxiously I climbed up the tree to get a look into my room. He was searching franticly in my room. He looked out the window. I was hiding behind the leaves of the tree. "Claire!" he said in a panic, he smelt my sent go out the window. He quickly looked down the window queasy, expecting to find me as a splat on the ground. He was looking out the window in all directions franticly

"Boo!" I yelled and showed myself. Quil jumped out of his skin, I scared him I finally scared him, out of all the times he's scared me, and jumped out and said 'boo' I finally got him.

Relief quickly spread through his face. "Oh thank god" he muttered "Claire," he said partially angry, but mostly relived. "you scared me half to death, don't do that"

"Sorry Quil" I said teasing

"Don't sorry me, if you don't mean it" he said half scolding like a mother.

"Sowwy Qwil" I teased saying it like when I was a child. The moment I said it the little bit of anger he had melted away.

"Just get in here, before you catch a cold." He told me, I swung myself on another branch and jumped to another, then jumped to the roof, and climbed up to the window. I noticed the whole time I was doing that, fear was etched into his face, and he tensed like a snake ready to jump to help me in case I fell.

"Better?" I asked sarcastically

"Yeah, so I don't want her driving you anywhere ever again, ok?" he told me, setting a rule. He was afraid for my safety and I think partially because he'd think part of her would rub off on me, and I'd leave him, but I think that'd be impossible, I don't even think I could leave Quil, I think I'd die right then and there. Even though I think Shaye's isn't doing the right thing, she must really love him in order to separate herself from the one she loves, the one that complements her. (A/N: Not compliments, Complements, like completes).

In a way it sort of reminds me of Bella, when Edward left her, she still feels pain, when that comes up, I think it hurt her deeply, and Edward left for her own good, even though it wasn't good for her. Same thing with Seth. But I tried to tell her, but she won't listen.

"Ok, ok. But will you drive us?" I asked. He grudgingly accepted.

"I have to go, one, I don't want your sister or mom to come in and see me in your room, and two, I got to go home, and do stuff." He said.

He was upset with Shaye, I was sad that I had to lie to him about all of this, I don't think he should trust me anymore, I hated the way he blindly trusted me, he always had faith in me, even though I didn't deserve it.

I hope you guys love me, cause I didn't end it in a cliff hanger this time, but next time it will, so I will update either on April 5th, or 6th, which is tomorrow or the day after tomorrow, because I have finished chapter 11! And I wrote chapter 10 and 11 together which was a total of 4,600+ words, which I know can be annoying when their especially long. So I split it up in two chapters, so please enjoy this and come again tomorrow and the next day just in case it's not updated on the 5th.

Oh and FYI I have the 6TH Chapter of An Imprint On My Life finished so yep, I'll upload that in a few days, after I get chapter 12 of this done!

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