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Chapter 5

As he woke up, Gambit realised his head laid on Logan's chest and he felt good, really good. He wondered why he'd never felt like that with anyone else. Sure, he'd had lovers before… Non, Logan's no lover of Remy's. Remy's just a temporary ting till dis homme finds someone clean. Regardless, Gambit rubbed his face on Logan's chest and tried to inch closer.

He felt a hand grab hold of his hair, but unlike the tight pull he thought he'd feel the hand brushed lightly, almost like petting a pet. Gambit smiled in self contempt at the thought. For a moment, Logan wrapped his arms tighter around Gambit, bringing him closer and taking a whiff of his scent. Slowly, Logan let him go, seeming to just start to wake.

"Hey there kid." Logan smiled, a little sleepily. He hadn't completely let go yet, though. Remy felt his heart fall, but it Logan kept smiling. "Sorry about last night kid. Look, I won't come knocking again, alright? I just…" He looked away a moment. "I've dealt with the nightmares, I'll just keep dealing."

Logan let go, slowly pushing Gambit away as he sat. Gambit let him and closed his eyes. He wondered. Logan, or Wolverine, had killed a lot of people in his past, and still today he could go feral. Gambit shook his head. "It's alright, homme." Logan don't do pity much. He don't use people. "Gambit… He … He don't mind." He was unable to look at Logan still sitting on the bed.

Looking up, Gambit got hold of his confidence and kissed him. Logan pushed him back a little, but kept holding him. "Gambit, you don't have to do this." His voice sounded rough.

Gambit shook his head. "Non, Gambit… Gambit's fine wit dis, honest." His voice shook, and he knew what the problem was. Bowing his head, he inched closer. "Gambit… He scared of a lot a tings, homme, but he forgets to get scared when you're here." He lifted his head and kissed Logan before being held back once more.

"If you're sure, Rems, I'll take everything ya've got ta offer." A smile crept up Logan's face and Remy felt his tension die.

Gambit kissed him again, and Logan slowly pushed him down on his back, crawling on top. He wanted to feel close to someone so badly. He wrapped a hand around Logan's back as the other ruffled through his hair.

He could feel Logan's hands all over him. Sometimes a hand would reach up and play with his chest, sometimes it would creep down and rub his inner thighs. Gambit thrust upwards.

Logan lowered himself even closer, pinning him down. The kiss broke as Logan began to kiss his neck, moving down his shoulder, his chest, and playing with his nipples. Gambit groaned. He couldn't remember the last time he'd been intimate and felt good about it. Logan continued his way down, his hands rubbing Gambit's inner thighs.

The intercom rang.

Logan growled but kept going. He slowly kissed his way up Gambit's thighs. His hand rubbed lightly Gambit's covered shaft.

The intercom rang again. Logan growled and ripped it out of the wall.

His hands were back at Gambit's waist, slowly pulling down the boxers as his mouth kissed every inch of flesh uncovered. Gambit closed his eyes. He could feel Logan's breath on his penis, the small licks seemed intensified. He couldn't help it, he thrust.

Logan pushed away and growled in rage.

Gambit opened his eyes, afraid. Afraid he'd just broken a rule, afraid Logan had come to his senses, afraid of being pushed away, he was just afraid.

Logan came back and kissed his fiercely before grabbing some clothes Gambit hadn't seen the night before. "Jean and Scott seem a little too adamant about getting an X-Men reunion. Sorry about that, darlin." His voice was rough but soft. "Don't worry, I'll make it up to you." He smiled.

Gambit nodded and kissed him lightly again before heading for the shower. He couldn't believe how much his emotions were going up and down. "Hey, Rems, there's one more thing." Gambit turned around. "Jub's should be coming down sometime this morning."

Gambit nodded and closed the door. Everyone knew Jubilee was very close to Logan and tended to get jealous. When he'd made it back to the mansion, he caught her crying by a makeshift grave some of the X-kids had hand made for him, but Scott had seemed adamant that she get back to her team. Come to tink of it, she don't seem to care what Remy did, but dis is Logan. She can't want a dirty tief near him.