Zini-ya: it's me again! I've uploaded Umi's poem now! enjoy reading!
A Fool in Love with You
(from Umi's lamentation of a lost chance…)
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Many times, I have called myself "fool".
How could I have let that one last chance slip away?
In a moment, I could have freed this feeling.
However, my pride won't let me.
I believed it would be for nothing.
I will only burden you with this "feeling",
you don't love me the way I love you.
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Some times I dream of us together,
of you giving me your sweetest smile and…
My heart fills with anticipation
even though it's only an illusion,
When our face are close to each other and
you're whispering to me those clichéd words,
"I love you".
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What if we are allowed to stay?
Will I have chance to make you love me?
Will you give me a little of your time for us
to know each other and finally see me
as a prospect for romance?
****
I'm losing sense just by
simply thinking of you.
You're too much for my mind's health, you see.
How I wish you're here to keep my sanity intact.
Just your reflection will be enough.
*****
No one knows but me that I've fallen deep and hard.
Myself alone is enough, I don't think I need company
since the others are busy on contemplating
of their own loves. They're luckier, I think.
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For the moment, I'll go on with life. It's the only option.
There is no use crying over spilled milk.
I've lost my chance; I'll just hope to do it again next time…
For now, all I can do is to always remember you.
Your heart may not be beating for me…
But at least let me think of you always…