Hey guys!

Yeah...Tanya...Sorry!

But Tanya is an important character, because of her, Bella develops as a person. So pleeeeaaaasssseee don't get mad!

I can assure you that everything works out for the best.

I'm not happy about Tanya being in the story, but she HAS to be in it. The story doesn't work without her.

Sorry again!

Hope you enjoy this chapter...

I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT!

This is just fluff...

Bella's POV

The next morning...

I still can't believe it.

Well I can. But I don't want to...

I've been crying in my room for hours now. I haven't had any sleep. I've just been releasing my emotions all night by screaming, crying and kicking.

I can't believe Edward was about to kiss me, when he full well knows that he has a girlfriend!

I screamed into my pillow one more time and let sobs erupt from my chest.

How could he do this to me? How? Why would he do this to me? He knows what I've been through. He knows my pain.

When I heard the woman on the other side of the conversation I just...snapped. I just stared at Edward, wide-eyed. He kept talking to her in front of me and using the words 'babe' and 'sweetheart' and...'love'. When he said that word, I ran. I ran for my life. I was sure that the flames would have caused me unconsciousness, but to my surprise, they just fueled my want to get out of there. I left in the car and left Rose and Alice. They understood. They didn't come after me; they knew that I needed to be alone. They called my name and I just looked at them. They immediately stopped calling and let me be.

My sobs eventually calmed and I was able to breath properly again. I wiped my eyes furiously; the sting of my tears was getting irritating.

I sighed and got up off my bed. I needed something to do to get my mind off of the stupid flames that were raging through me. I decided to turn my radio on and lay on my bed.

"Hey America here's a song from Paramore, Let the Flames Begin! Enjoy!" The host's voice came from the radio and I sighed. I don't really like Punk Pop bands. I was about to turn the station over when I heard the opening verse:

What a shame we all became such fragile, broken things.
A memory remains just a tiny spark.
I give it all my oxygen,
So let the flames begin.
So let the flames begin.

That opening verse hit me. That described me, Rose and Alice too. I realized, in that moment, how fragile I had become, how broken. And the memory of my parents was just a spark, and I did give all my oxygen to it. The flames hit me when I remembered too much.

That first verse is me. That's all I am. Fragile and broken.

I listened to the song further and actually liked it.

I actually liked Paramore! Ha!

I decided to listen to more songs by them. I walked over to my desk, sat down and turned on my laptop.

I logged in on and searched for the band.

Wow! They have a lot of songs...

That's what I did for a few hours. I just listened to Paramore. I noticed next to the description of the group, there were a few suggestions for artists like them. I searched through the different artists and found one that was cool. Panic! At the disco...

I listened to so many bands and artists, it was insane. Looks like my music tastes are expanding. I'm changing...

THAT'S IT!!

I'm going to change. I'm going to change my appearance, especially my clothes. I'm going to change my perspective on life. Right now, I think it's a torturous place that you have to endure till death finally takes you. I'm changing that. I'm going to live my life and have fun! Screw Edward! Screw the stupid flames! Screw loneliness! I'm getting more friends. Meet new people!

My minds made up!

"ALICE!" I yelled from my desk chair. A few seconds later, Alice came running into my room looking worried.

"What's wrong?" She asked while examining my state. I just laughed and shook my head. Alice looked confused, so I explained.

"Pixie, grab your car keys and wallet. We're going shopping. I'm changing into something different. I'm going to become the Bella I should be."

Alice beamed and agreed completely. She started jumping around, bouncing off the walls. She dragged me out of the house within seconds. Alice was jumping up and down while driving; I got a little scared. Maybe I should rethink this...

NO! I yelled at myself. This was it. I'm going to become the true me. Not this impostor who has been damaged. I'm becoming me.

Several hours after intense makeover sessions and shopping...

A gasp came from behind me as I examined myself in the mirror. I was wearing an electric blue cotton t-shirt and dark Grey skinny jeans. On my feat were some electric blue converse with black swirls on the sides and white laces. My t-shirt was soft and comfortable. It was long; it went over my belt loops. I was wearing a black belt over the top of my shirt. It had silver square rectangles that were really shiny, parallel to each other as they ran around my belt. I was wearing a bright blue necklace that just had big beads on it, and some big button earrings to match. I was wearing some electric blue eyeshadow and black eyeliner, with a light touch of mascara. I wore some clear lip gloss that tasted like strawberries. I had spent some money on a new hairstyle and asked for some big loose angelic curls to be permed in. My hair wasn't tightly permed. I didn't want to look like a poodle! These curls were big and loose and were only halfway down my hair.

I had to admit that...I looked great.

"Alice you're a genius," I whispered. Alice had decided on everything. I had no clue on where to start. Alice just asked me a few questions about myself and then she just knew what to buy.

"Thank you!" Alice sang as she skipped over to me. Rosalie burst into the room then, looking very excited. I took a deep breath and turned towards her. And to my surprise, she gasped. She scanned my outfit and my face.

"Bella...it's you. That is definitely you. You look gorgeous," Rosalie said. I was thrilled. She said that it was me.

Me.

YES!

"Thanks guys," I responded. I opened my arms for a group hug. Alice and Rose tackled me to the floor. I gasped then started to giggle. Alice and Rose joined in.

"GIGGLE BERRIES!" We yelled, which just made us giggle more.

Now that my appearance was sorted out, it was time for the perspective on life.

Party time.

This is just fluff really, but it's important. Edward's POV is the next chapter. His take on the whole Tanya event and Bella running away because of him.

This is short but whatever. Review please!! In a nice way. I'm updating really soon.

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Preview of the next chapter

Edward's POV

What have I done? I thought to myself as I sat on my sofa, head in my hands...

That's not really a good preview...That line might not even be in the next chapter.

Sorry again for the Tanya thing.

Bye...x