So ok i really dont watch one tree hill, ive watched like...7 episodes full at the least, the only thing i watch is the brucas scenes on youtube, so yeah, i have my own twist in the story and if something seems messed up, its probably cause i really didnt watch the show D: anyways yay for getting it up so quick? hope this chapters ok, its pretty short but yeah, more drama will be in the next chapter dont worry ;) OH AND AND i was listening to this song and it instantly reminded me of brooke and lucas omg, heres a preview of it

How, could I live with myself
Knowing that I let our love go (love go)
And ooh, when I do with one chance
I just gotta let you know
I know what I did wasn't clever
But me and you we're meant to be together

[Hook]
So let me in (let me in) give me another chance (another chance)
To really be your man
Cause when the roof cave in and the truth came out
I just didn't know what to do
But when I become a star we'll be living so large
I'll do anything for you
So tell me girl

Listen to it on youtube, its called whatcha say by jason derulo! (L)

By the way

Dianehermans, thanks for reviewing every chapter (L) youre awesome! and dont worry, Brucas will be having lots of moments soon!

moonkisss, OMG I SO AGREE WITH YOU THANK YOU!!! brulian is so trying to copy brucas, ugh, i mean theyre ok and everything, but honestly, i dont think they belong together, theyre ALMOST as bad as leyton =\ sorry if that offends some brulian fans but im not a brulian, we are so on the same page here, i never thought of brake before but when i saw a youtube video of them i was like "damn, these two are REALLY cute together, so i decided to write a story bout it! thanks for reviewing (L)

He saw.....Jake wearing an apron, Haley and Nathan making out on the couch, Baby Jenny sitting on her chair, watching the many pots that were boiling in the kitchen. (AN: GOTCHA ;D )

"Lucas" Jake greeted him in, wiping his hand on a wash cloth, throwing it over his shoulder when he was done

"Jake?" he said in surprised, slightly, no scratch that. Very shocked! he walked into the apartment and closed the door after him "Or should i say mommy Jake" he joked

"Excuse you" he snapped his fingers together, kissing Jenny on the forehead before he went back to the stove and started cutting up some vegetables "This, for your information is for Brooke, thought I'd make her some food to make her feel better, I bet hospital food is not that great"

"Yeah, I would know" he mumbled to himself and walked over the counter "Speaking of Brooke, uh, where is she?" he asked curiously, giving Nathan and Haley a disgusted look, then looked away quickly as they stopped smooching and looked at him and saw the look he gave them a look, Haley sticking her tongue out behind his back, Nathan stroking her cheek with his thumb.

"She's in her room resting, watching some TV drama" Jake rolled his eyes and poured the vegetables into one of the pots on the stove, stirring it with a wooden spatula, then tasting the spatula. Lucas really thought Jake looked like a chef, although he was probably experienced with cooking, considering he had a year old daughter that he took care of by himself, occasionally his parents would help him, but most of the time he was independent.

"thanks, and whatever you're cooking, smells good, i better get a bowl of that later" Lucas tapped the table and walked into Brooke's room, which he's been in so many times. What he didn't know was that Nathan and Haley had the same look on their faces, worried about what will happen when Lucas enters the room.

"Hey" he said so quietly that he didn't think she even heard him, but she did "is it alright if I come in?"

"Free world" was her reply, causing him to nervously walk him, thinking that nothing good was going to come out of the conversation they're about to have, that is if they were going to have one at all.

The first thing Lucas caught that was different about her room was the extra mattress on the floor and the pink crib beside it "Who's the mattress for?" he asked, hiding the hint of jealousy he had in his voice, which made Brooke mad, why? Because he was the one that said he wasn't the guy for her, the one who shattered her heart into a billion pieces, why should he care?

"Jake" She said blatantly, changing the channel, her uninjured arm outstretched in front of her, her fingers flickering on the remote control

"Oh, he's staying here" he asked more then stated, many questions popping into his head, him wanting the answers to them all

"Yep" she said simply, not interested in a long conversation with him. She felt bad that she was being so cold towards him, but what did he expect her to do? Greet him with opened arms the minute he walked through the doors? Even if he did save her from the fire, he did stomp on her heart, twice.

"I know we aren't on good terms right now, but I just wanted to say thanks" she tried to force a smile, although her smile wasn't force, looking into his blue eyes made her heart, well, what was left of her heart, melt, and she hated herself for it, he wasn't supposed to make her feel that way

"For what?" he cocked his head, sitting on the side of her bed slowly, debating in his head whether he should or not, but surprisingly she didn't kick him off the bed

"For keeping one of your promises" She looked away from him and back to the television

He knew exactly what she meant, he remembered that night clearly, he had just gotten back from the school party that Brooke had threw for him, of course he left the place for a while to clear his mind, after Haley came to talk to him and after that he found himself back at the school, trying to find the cheery brunette, when he couldn't spot her, he decided to head back home, and there she was, laying beautifully in his bed. They started to talk about how they would save each other. And that was his promise.

I wish that it was me, I know that's horrible and I know that's selfish, but…I watched you rescue Peyton, and you told me you rescued Dan, and sometimes I wish you could just rescue me

From what?

From all of it

Okay then, I will, but if you promise to rescue me back

I promise…

His other promise was when Nathan and Haley were fighting. They were sitting in front of Brooke's bed, their backs resting against it. He suggested they read the 82 letters she wrote for him over the summer, she, in her typical Brooke manner said "why don't you just rip my heart out?" Lucas however, finally got to her and convinced her to read it with him. But before he did, he promised that he wasn't going to hurt her again, like last time

I hurt you pretty bad…..I'm not going to do it again

His trip down memory lane was painful, considering he hurt so much

If I ever had a second chance…..I'd never let you go

"Brooke, I'm so sorry, for everything" there were tears forming in his eyes, he hated himself and he was sure she did too.

Before she got to respond and before Lucas's tears were able to fall freely down his cheeks, the door slowly creaked open

"Hey sorry, am I interrupting?" Jake poked his head through the crack of the door, his hair a mess since he was in the kitchen for the last hour or more

"No, come in" Brooke threw the remote onto her bed and waved him in

"Ok, so I made you chicken noodle soup" Brooke giggled at how childish that sounded, but smiled at how sweet it was that he would rather make it by hand then go out to the store and get her a can of soup

He ignored her giggle and gave her a playful glare "then I made you a special Jake Jagielski sandwich, it always makes my parents feel better when they're ill" he continued and handed her the tray of food "oh and I made you orange juice, by hand, I almost threw the blender out the window trying to figure out how that thing worked" he wiped his forehead with the back of his hand.

Lucas felt very awkward in that moment, sitting there between the two, and acting like they were a couple. Sure, he was the one who said that he wasn't the guy for Brooke, but in that moment he was angry, and its hard for him to say anything right when he's mad. He knows that Brookes the one for him and he's the one for her, but he pushed her away, pushed her to thinking that they were never meant to be. Pushed her to Jake. Why did he have to be such an ass?

"Eat up alright" Jake suddenly said after the long pause of awkward silence. He felt like there was a lot of tension in the room, that's why he decided to leave, letting them finish their conversation.

"I think, I'm just gonna go" Lucas stood up and walked away, his head hung low. He couldn't bear talking to her, looking into her eyes and seeing the hurt he caused her. Maybe another day, when he's ready, he would try again.

"Luke my man, what's up?" One of his best friend, Skills held his hand up high as a gesture to high five him, although Lucas walked past him as if he hadn't seen anything, even though he did, he was actually wondering how, when and why skills was there , but didn't bother asking. Jake was also no where to be seen. He opened the door to the apartment and walked out, the sun making him squint his eyes, causing him to bump into someone.

"Whoa sorry" he apologized "Whatever" said the fiery redhead, he immediately recognized as Rachel Gatina, who was attracted to him once upon a time, until Brooke became one of her best friend and now she hates Lucas's guts for hurting her.

She walked past him and into the apartment.