- Sorry everybody that I couldn't keep writing, busy with school J-
BPOV
I couldn't stop. This was all I ever wanted… him!
"Edward why won't you turn me into a vampire?" I asked kissing his collarbone.
"Bella! That's enough, I give you what you want but you still want more? I would never do anything to ruin your happy life."
"I'm only happy because I have you Edward!" I shouted
Then to my surprise he knocked me off of him. I fell tumbling towards a tree. It hit me hard and I began to bleed rapidly from my forehead. "Edward am I really that unwanted?"
"Your not unwanted Bella… stop being a child and take things seriously for a change!" He screamed.
I shuttered at the thought that he didn't care. Here we were having the greatest time of our life, together, but all of a sudden he turns on me like this? I took my palm and rubbed the blood off of my temple. "Please try to relax Edward…"
"Do you know something? There was a girl before you too. Her name was Angelica. She was beautiful and I loved her very much. I decided to turn her into a vampire like me. But you know what? She died on the process! I killed her Bella! I don't want that to happen to you. I don't want to lose you like I lost Angelica." His face began to soften.
I ran to him taking him in my arms. "Edward that wont happen! Can we try though? What if it works?"
"What if what if what if! Shut up Bella. What if you die huh?"
I stared at him with blank eyes.
"Bella I cant do this! I can't love you if you make me do something I don't want to. I rather not meet again then have you dead." He grabbed him t-shirt then zoomed of to the forest.
"Edward! I'm sorry!" I shouted but there was no reply back. He was gone. I stood there… wondering what had just happened. Then I burst into tears realizing he was never coming back for me.